Saving His Feral Mate
Chapter 10: Give her time

Tatiana POV

I stuck around, while my mate talked about literally everything. He didn’t even seem to mind the one way conversation he was having with himself. I should introduce him to Max, I thought and chuckled to myself.

After a while, I noticed he was struggling to stay awake. His eyelids were sagging and his head was bobbing. That’s when I notice the dark circles around his eyes, it was clear he hadn’t slept in a while, I wonder why?

He eventually was out cold, resting his head on his hands. I couldn’t help but sit for a few extra minutes, just taking him in. I wasn’t interested in a mate, especially not after what my first one did, but I couldn’t deny that the bond was drawing me to him. I hated how a bond could make you feel something, for someone that you don’t even know.

I eventually got up from my spot and left. I didn’t go very far though, just far enough so when he woke up, he wouldn’t sense me. I wanted to keep a close eye on him. I kept telling myself, that it was because I was concerned for Betty and Tom but let’s be honest, in reality, I couldn’t walk away knowing he was still here.

Throughout the time I spent with my mate, I was confident that I felt Chloe’s presence a few times. I could feel her peering at our mate through my eyes. She didn’t speak and when I tried to talk to her, I got no response. It was frustrating, but just knowing she was still there, somewhere inside me, was a little comforting.

After a couple hours, he eventually stirred awake. I could see the disappointment on his face, when he noticed that I wasn’t there anymore. He eventually got up and walked off.

I wanted to follow him, but I used all my willpower not to. I’m replaceing it harder and harder to resist the bond. I wish Chloe was with me, that way we could reject him and be done with this unnecessary torture.

After he was gone, I let out frustrated sigh. I hated how I was feeling. I need to nip this in the butt before it becomes a problem.

I made my way through the forest. I should be tired, but I wasn’t. I decided to hunt, it seemed to be the best distraction, when something was bothering me.

Several hours had gone by and I looked down at my front paws, to assess the damage I had done. Five dead rabbits laid on the ground in front of me. Ok, maybe this mate bond is affecting me more than I realized. I’ve never gone on such a killing frenzy. I let out a huff, as I picked up all the dead rabbits with my mouth.

I made my way to Betty and Tom’s cabin. It’s early, but they are always up at the crack of dawn. I know they can put all this meat to good use, I definitely don’t want it going to waste.

“Hey Scar! Thank goddess you’re ok, I was so worried. I barely slept last night, not while that Alpha was still here. I don’t trust that man. They are all the same, power hungry, selfish and cruel. I’m sorry that you’re mated to one.” Betty said, while shaking her head. I dropped the rabbits at her feet, before walking away from her.

Little did she know, this is the second Alpha that I’ve been mated to. The moon goddess must hate me, for her to be so cruel.

“Wow Scar, you’ve been busy. I guess you couldn’t sleep after his visit, eh?” She asked with wide eyes, as she looked down at all the dead rabbits. I simply huffed, before laying down on the front porch.

“Don’t you worry, I’ll tell that i***t Alpha where to go, if he ever comes back.” Betty spat out, while picking up the rabbits.

“I won’t let anyone hurt you. I failed my own daughter, I won’t make that mistake again.” She continued and I perked up at her words. I didn’t know she had a daughter. I wonder what happened to her? I knew it couldn’t be anything good, when I saw the tears forming in her eyes.

“You know, you remind me a lot of her. You have the same caring heart, always looking after others.” Betty said, with a sad smile on her face. My heart broke for her. I was frustrated that I couldn’t give her a comforting hug, right now. I could tell she needed one.

Almost like he could sense his mates emotions, Tom walked out of the cabin, with a concerned expression on his face.

“What’s wrong, love?” He asked, as he noticed to tears threatening to fall form his mates eyes.

“Sorry, hun. I’m ok, I just got talking about Lilly and you know how I get.” Betty said, while waving her hand in the air dismissively.

Tom walked down the steps and quickly wrapped his arm around his mate. That was all it took, for Betty to break down into a full sob. I watched in awww, as Tom rubbed her back and whispered comforting things into her ear. I was envious of the love they had for one another. You could see it in the way they treated each other, that their bond was stronger than anything.

“You feeling better?” Tom asked, while pulling away from his mate. Betty nodded her head and gave him a grateful smile.

Why couldn’t my mate be like that? Instead, mine was cruel and twisted. Not only did he reject me, but he killed the only family I had left in this world. The thought alone made my b***d boil. Thanks to my mate, I also lost my human side.

“Sorry, Scar. You have your own problems, I shouldn’t burden you with mine.” Betty apologized and I let out a whimper. I wish I could tell her it was ok, that I was here for her, as much as she’s been here for me.

I laid by the cabin, feeling sorry for myself. What did I do to deserve this life? How could one man cause me so much pain? One things for sure, I won’t ever let anyone hurt me again.

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Alpha Knox POV

I reached the pack house and made my way to my office. I wasn’t surprised to replace Jag sitting in there, waiting.

“What are you doing still up?” I asked, as I made my way over to the mini bar.

“Do you really think I would be able to sleep, knowing my Alpha was out there, alone in rogue territory?” He replied, with an irritated tone. I let out a heavy sigh, I knew it wasn’t fair for me to cause him so much stress, but what else was I to do?

“Listen, I’m sorry. What would you do if you were in my shoes?” I asked honestly.

“I would of probably done the same thing.” He said, letting out his own heavy sigh.

I poured us each a glass of scotch, before handing him one.

“Did she warm up to you at all?” He asked curiously.

“Well, she wasn’t laying on my lap or anything, but she didn’t try to kill me, so I think that’s progress.” I replied, with a light chuckle. Jag also chuckled.

“Man, I wonder what she’s been through to end up where she is today. Rogue she-wolves are rare, I wonder how she’s even survived this long?” Jag blurted out, without thinking and I growled angrily.

I hate what he said, but he’s right. Ultimately, she-wolves don’t survive on their own for long. It also means, I need to hurry up and win her over, so I can keep her safe.

“Sorry boss, I didn’t mean anyth…” Jag started to apologize and I cut him off.

“No, you’re right, we both know she doesn’t belong out there. I wish she would come back here with me, but there’s no chance of that, not yet anyway. As hard as it is, I have to be patient with her.” I replied, with a frustrated tone, before taking a large swig of my scotch.

“Don’t you think it might be easier, if we just captured her and brought her here? You would have all the time in the world, to win her over and it would be safer for the both of you.” Jag suggested. I knew he meant well, but I also had a good feeling, that doing what he was suggesting would only push her further away.

“Honestly, I’ve thought about it, but I just can’t do it. I know if I force her, I’ll be sealing my fate and it won’t include her in my life. She would never let me in and I know I would lose her forever.” I replied, as the grip on my glass tightened.

What if something happens to her, before I can convince her to come back here with me? That thought scared me even more, than her not accepting the bond.

“I understand.” Jag sighed, while downing his scotch.

“Who would of guessed, after looking for five long years, I would finally replace my mate and she would hate my very existence? She’s like the forbidden fruit that might kill me, if I try to take a single bite.” I said, with a dry chuckle.

“Give her time, you’ll win her over.” Jag said, trying to sound encouraging.

“That I will. I’m going back out there tomorrow.” I replied confidently.

I want her to know, that I’m not going to give up on her. As annoying as I might come across, I don’t care. Maybe persistence will prove how much she means to me.

“You know, the women your mother has organized to come here and meet you, arrive tomorrow, right?” Jag asked, sounding concerned. I had been so preoccupied with my mate, that I forgot about those woman. The quicker I can get rid of them, the better.

“s**t. I’ll have to get rid of them. Now that I’ve found my mate, there’s not a chance in hell I’ll settle for a chosen one. I want Scar, more than I’ve ever wanted anything before.” I replied, with determination in my voice. I have to think of something and fast. I don’t want any distractions that will keep me from my mate.

I still don’t want to tell my family, that I found my mate. I know it won’t go over well, when my parents replace out that not only is she a rogue, but she’s practically a feral wolf. I wish I knew her real name, so I could try and replace out more about her.

“I understand. Whatever I can do to help, I’ll do it.” Jag said and I could hear the sincerity in his voice, he meant it. The man was loyal to the bone and he also understood where I was coming from.

“Thank you. We should get some sleep. It’s going to be a busy day tomorrow.” I said and he nodded.

We got up and left my office. I made my way to my room, while Jag went towards his own.

I washed my face and brushed my teeth, before getting into bed.

I swear to the moon goddess, I will do whatever it takes to win my mate over. She won’t be able to resist the charm I’m about to lay on her. I smiled at the thought.

I also need to work on Betty. She’s a bitter woman, but I got some tricks up my sleeve. I know I can break down her walls and get her on my side. Maybe she can even help me.