Scarred Alphas by Norisha May
Chapter 23

I don't think I want to go all the way until I am officially mated. But to be honest, Colt makes it really hard to wait.

His l*ps travel down my n*eck, leaving k*sses everywhere his l*ps touch.

"Mh, let me show you something new. He slides down until his head is on my abdomen.

"What are you...

"

He unbuttons and unzips my pants

"Colt, don't."

"We are not going all the way. And I have seen you n*ked before, Cass." He says.

"It is still embarrassing," I say.

"Why? You have a gorgeous body."

"Ugly scars and all?" I ask him.

He responds with another question. "Do you care about MY scars?"

"Not one bit," I say.

"And neither do I. Now, quiet down baby girl. Stop complaining and use that mouth to moan for me."

My stomach goes in knots when he says this.

This is also when I notice that I am down to my underwear. As he goes to pull them down, I quickly hold them up from the top edge. "No."

"Fine. I don't need to take them off," he says.

Suddenly, My legs are spread apart. He holds them up to where he is facing my cooch, as Lauren sometimes called it.

"C-Colt..." I say with worry.

I almost don't feel him pulling my underwear to the side. When I do feel it, my first reaction is to try to take his hand away but before I can, he immediately latches his mouth to my entrance without warning.

I moan with a jolt and my body jerks.

"Colt!" I moan out.

But now my mind is blank as I feel his tongue move.

"OH MY GO- MH!"

I can't think. I don't want him to stop ever but the sensation is so strong that my hand tries to push his head away. He holds both of my hands with one of his and the other holds me by the thigh so that my body doesn't move away.

"Mh!" I can't do anything else but moan uncontrollably. Some paragraphs are incomplete if you are not reading this novel on Narugi.com. Visit Narugi.com to read the complete chapters for free.I can feel his l*ps move as if he were k*ssing my own mouth. His tongue dances in circles inside and out of me.

It feels so soft and gentle but he sometimes alternates to a fast pace.

He still holds my hands though I stop fighting it. I don't want him to stop. He sucks licks and k*sses and soon I feel like I am about to explode with so much pleasure.

Oh my! What is this? It feels so good!

"Mh...Ah!...Colt!"

My toes curl and my legs shake as a wave of pure delight rushes through my core. My back arches and my face twists with a pleasurable expression. All I can think about is how good it feels.

After one big moan, all I can give are small whimpers of pleasure.

He finally pulls away and moves my underwear back in place.

"Delicious," he mutters. His voice is so low and sexy.

"You...made me come undone..." I whisper with my eyes closed. I am still coming down from that experience and I can't think straight.

"Oh I made you come alright but this is nothing compared to what I am going to do to you when I am able to have you completely."

I feel him on top of me now.

I open my eyes to see his beautiful eyes flicker as he stares into mine.

"I am going to make you not want anyone else ever again." He whispers.

I think he has already accomplished that.

I close my eyes again to continue to savor this feeling of euphoria that comes after -what I presume was- an o****m.

I feel him k*ssing my cheeks and then sliding down my n*eck. I can smell him, he smells like me. Like my own scent.

He k*sses my n*eck and nibbles. "I want to mark you so badly, Cass..." He whispers, his breath tickling my skin. That's when my eyes finally open. "But you are not," I say.

"No. Not until you want me to." He lifts himself up and lies next to me. "We still have not talked about this. Is this what you want? You know what I want, I've made it clear. But what do you want?"

He asks.

I prop myself to the side, facing him with my hand and elbow supporting my head.

"If I am honest, I haven't given it much thought. Everything has been happening so fast."

He stays quiet and just listens.

"A year ago...actually, even a few weeks ago all I would have wanted was for you to stay away from me.

But...now...

"Now..." He repeats.

"You've been through a lot and I can see that you have changed. I like the man you are now. If I can choose a mate, then it would be you but that doesn't take away the fear...the what ifs. And I also don't like the idea of being...Luna."

He smiles as if he is seeing something in me that I don't.

"You are so cute..."

I roll my eyes. "Are you even listening to me?"

He chuckles. "Of course, I am listening to you. And that is why you would make such a great Luna. Because you don't want to be. You won't be in it for status, for the position, or anything vain like that. As Luna, you could make a difference. Imagine our pack having a good Luna. A Luna who cares about everyone equally."

"Who said I care." I look away trying to act like I don't give a damn but he sees right through me.

"You do," he states.

I turn around giving my back to him, muttering complaints. He hugs me from behind, then gives me a big kiss on the cheek, and whispers.

"When you are sure of what you want, let me know.

And a plus, if I mark you and you mark me, it will break the bond with Ezra since you both are not marked. No need for rejection. That's tempting, right?"

I giggle. "Very tempting," I say but then frown. "But...if I did that...there is a chance that he could go feral, right?"

He sighs. "Yes. In my case, since I was marked and so was Skye...when I accepted the rejection and broke the bond... the pain...it was unlike anything I had ever felt. It lasted for two agonizing days. I was on the brink of death. I really don't know how I came out of it but I did. It won't be the same for you. If I mark you while you guys have the fated mate bond there is a chance he could go crazy, death has been unheard of. He'd go feral and probably come after you. It is rare but you and I both know that he is already not thinking rationally."

I nod. That is exactly what I was thinking. Ezra is already not acting right.

"I guess he inherited my mom's crazy side," he mutters.

I nod. "I might loathe the guy but...I don't want to cause him to go crazy."

"And you say you don't care..." He squeezes me and then k*sses me.

I want to complain about what he said but I don't.

"And I get it. Ezra is my brother and deep down I don't want to hurt him either but he really doesn't deserve you. He made the biggest mistake of his life treating you as he did." He suddenly puts a hand under my chin and makes me look back at him.

"I know I was not good to you either, Cass. I know it fully well. But I will never treat you like that ever again. I promise you."

I respond to him with a big smile. "How in the world did you turn out like this?"

"Like what?"

"So...sweet?" I really don't know how to put it into words.

"Well...here's the kicker." He gets close to my ear and whispers. "I am only like this with you. Everyone else gets my "angry I hate everyone" side."

I laugh and nod. "I saw that side with your brothers and sister."

"My family can really get on my nerves. Other than my dad, they just don't know what we are up against and what is at stake. My mom has kept them in this little bubble catering to them and treating them like they are untouchable." He sighs and starts to get up. "Anyway, let's get ready. I want to take you out.

"Oh, where to?"

"Let's go eat first and then wherever you want to go."

An hour later, we are in a restaurant and I am eating the best piece of steak I have ever had in my life.

"You really like that, huh?" he asks.

"Is it that obvious?"

"Yeah, you didn't make these many expressions or moan so much when I was eating you." He winks.

I gasp and look around.

"Shut up!"

He starts laughing.

This guy is just like f**king

Lauren!

He looks at my dress. It is the same one I used last time, the one Lauren gave me.

"So what you have on that small bag back in the room is really all you own?" he asks. "Yeah."

"Then we know what we are doing next," he says.

"What are we doing next?"

"Shopping."

"Shopping? No. Why?"

"Because you need clothes.

Not rags.

"I have no money for that and also, I don't want to spend my time shopping.

Isn't that like a chore?"

One of his eyebrows lifts up.

"Have you ever gone shopping?"

"Well...no."

"Then why are you so against it? Many people like to go shopping. You might just like it if you try it and it is not a chore."

"Is this all because you don't like what I am wearing?" I squint my eyes at him.

"Baby girl you could be sitting there in a trash bag and I would still love it."

Mh...good answer.

I am sure my face flushes but I like how he speaks to me.

"Fine," I say with a sigh, acting bothered. "Let's go shopping."

***

An hour later we are in a mall but it does not look like the ones I have seen in movies and shows. This is extravagant. Even I can see that.

"Why here first!" I ask him and I am kind of laughing because I think it's funny that he took me to the underwear store first.

He also laughs. "Well, it's not 'cause I want to see you try some of these on at all."

I stop laughing and slowly turn to him. I catch his stupid smiling expression obviously lying through his teeth.

I narrow my eyes. "You are hilarious! Did you really think that I was going to try any of these on for you?"

He winks at me. "Yes."

"Your charms do not work on me, sir!"

"You sure about that?"

"Yes," I say confidently but... I was wrong. A few minutes later-I don't know how he did it-here I am standing in front of him wearing a very see through set of Bra and panties.