Scarred Alphas by Norisha May
Chapter 43

Colt moves away from my lips and stares down at me.

"This is how I want you. Trapped under me so that I can pleasure you all night long in any way I like." "Sounds perfect to me." I whisper.

I feel like I am under his control like this and I like it.

I did like it when I had all the control, back when he was cuffed to the bed but I really love it when he He leans down and k*sses me, drifting down to my n*ck where he lingers. I am much more aware of hi touch now. Every time he k*sses me, my skin becomes hot and gives me shivers. My core and b*dy yea He lifts up and looks down to his crutch. He unzips his pants and lets his cock out, resting on top of m Colt smiles as he strokes himself. "He's happy to see you." Some paragraphs are incomplete if you are lip and starts to rub himself against me.

My hand goes under his shirt and up his chest feeling his muscles. His hand starts to go inside my par so much more intense. I want him. I want him completely.

"Colt..." I moan.

"Mh?"

"Please, take me already."

He smiles with pleasure. "Hearing you begging like this... it's delicious."

He lifts my shirt up and places his lips on my breasts.

He sucks and nibbles relentlessly while making me moan.

Unfortunately to my frustration, we are suddenly interrupted. Someone knocks at the door and it irrit "Ugh! Who is it?!" I shout.

A muffled voice comes from behind the door. "Princess, the Alpha has requested you both."

"What why?!"

We just came from seeing him. Why would he need us again?

"I do not know. He has asked for you both and was very serious about it."

"Now?!"

"Yes. Now. He wants you both downstairs."

Damn it!

Colt looks at me and gives me one fast last k*ss before he gets up from me.

"Uh! Just like that?" I ask him with narrowed eyes.

He laughs. "Yeah. I am content with the fact that you want me so badly."

"This sucks." I complain and roll my eyes.

"We'll have time later." He says.

I sigh. "So optimistic."

"Of course. I am just happy that we get to be together.

You are now my mate."

one in charge much more.

him.

ed core.

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n he reaches my core and starts rubbing. His touch now feels more intense. I close my eyes and get lost in the feeling. It was amazing before but now it feels

e beyond belief.

That changes my mood and makes me smile. I get up, pat my clothes down and we head downstairs to Warrick's office.

When we get there all the generals are gathered around including my brothers.

They all stare at three boxes on the desk. Two big ones and one small one.

"My condolences, your father is dead." That is the first thing that comes out of

Warrick's mouth.

"What?!" Colt is confused.

Warrick points to one of the boxes. "Step closer but be warned, it is gruesome and this was not my doing."

We both get close and see a severed head. Alpha Harrie's head. Colt's dad.

I gasp and cover my mouth in disbelief. But then I immediately turn my attention to Colt.

His expression turns to anguish. I pull him away from the box. His body is tense and he shakes. He doesn't move but he allows me to hold him. "What happened?" He asks.

His voice breaks but he holds his tears.

"Your brother happened.

"My...Ezra?"

What?!

Warrick nods.

Colt's hands turn into shaking fists. I put my hands over his from behind and continue to hug him.

I feel so horrible and I wish I could take this pain away from him. I can even feel a bit of it.

"Now... that's your father but who is this? It is not your mother because your brother speaks of her in this letter." He dangles an opened letter in his hand.

Oh no... is it his sister?

"Ezra-or rather Alpha Ezra now- said that your mother lies in a bed on death's door because of your father's...untimely death. Not in such nice words of course.

He boasts of how he did the killings. Your other brother was punished for interfering. I assume that is his eyes in there." He points to the smaller box. Then his eyes fall to the second bigger box."But who is that?" He points to it. I can only assume there is another head in there since it is just like the other big box.

Colt takes a deep breath with his fist clenched and then takes a step closer to the other box. His eyes widen and then he looks at me with panic.

"Who is it?" I ask.

He shakes his head. "Don't look!" He immediately gets in front of me trying to move me back but because of his reaction, the urge to look inside that box grows. I go around him and look inside. Immediately...my heart breaks in ways that I never thought it could. I put my hands on my mouth holding my scream but there was no point in that. The wale that comes from inside my chest is heard by everyone. I fall to my knees and my world spins.

I feel his arms around me but not even the love of my life can quench this pain.

Lauren, my dear sister, is dead. Her head, gifted to me in a box by the man who was meant to be my mate. I broke his ego...now he breaks my heart.

"Who is it?" Warrick asks.

All I can do is cry now as Colt holds me.

"Her...sister." Colt responds.

"Sister? What do you mean?"

"The people who took Cass in, they died when she was young and Lauren was the only family she had growing up. They were sisters and loved each other as so... she was also...pregnant." Hearing this all makes me scream. I lose it. I can't think.

The pain inside of me takes over and all I do is scream.

"Get the pack doctor." I hear Warrick say.

For the next few minutes, all you can hear is my wailing. I feel like I am drowning in sorrow.

When the pack doctor arrives, everything goes numb and I am thrown into sleeping darkness.

When I wake up again, I am in my room. It is the same as always but now it feels empty.

I lay there staring at my ceiling trying to numb the pain inside of me. My chest feels like it has exploded. It feels so heavy as if I had a fifty-pound weight resting on my chest. Tears stream down the side of my eyes but I do not make a sound.

I can feel Colt. I know he is near me. I can feel his presence. It comforts me but it is not enough.

"You are awake." He whispers.

I tilt my head in his direction until he finally comes into view next to me.

He puts a hand on my cheek, caressing while his forehead is pressed against mine and he looks down into my eyes.

For a few seconds, we are silent just staring into each other.

"It hurts, Colt. It hurts so much." I whisper.

"I know...I know." He whispers back.

"I don't want to feel anymore. I hate it."

"I'm sorry." He says. "I am so sorry."

"I am sorry too. You lost your father."

He closes his eyes and nods.

I shut my eyes in anguish.

"This is not fair. We just wanted to be happy."

"And we still deserve to be."

He says.

"I know, but I am so angry, Colt. I am so f**king angry."

Now the anger replaces the sadness. But this is different.

This is pure rage. I unwillingly start sobbing again but I try to hold it in taking sporadic deep breaths.

He hugs me tighter but I softly push him away and get up.

"Cass?" Colt calls after me but ignore him as I make my way out of the room.

He follows trying to get my attention but he sees that he is not going to get it so he silently comes after me.

Every inch that I get closer to Warrick's office, I am more and more angry. I barge in while he is at what looks to be a meeting with everyone. The boxes are thankfully gone.

I slam my hands on his desk.

"I want him dead! I want his skin ripped off of his bones!"

I shout.

Pure rage comes out of me. Warrick stares at me. One of his eyebrows lifts and his eyes spark with amusement. "That is doable... if we can get our hands on him first. Luckily...he is declaring war on us. Demanding that we hand you and Colt over."

"He is a spoiled brat playing Alpha." One of the generals says.

"Underestimating this 'spoiled brat' could be a great error." Garret crosses his arms deep in thought. "He is fueled by ego and he has shown that he can be unpredictable." "Then what do we do?" I ask.

"We wage war." Warrick replies.

"War? Those little pokes you have been giving for years?" I bark out almost mocking him.

"No. Real war." He says. "I want everyone early morning in the war room tomorrow."

My teeth clench and he notices. "It's best to think with a clear head. Rest. This situation will still be the same tomorrow."

I know he is right. I give him a nod in agreement.

Everyone in the room walks out and so do we.

I zone in on Victor as he passes by me. "Hey, Victor?"

"Victor stops and looks at me."

"Can we...practice?"

"Now?" He asks, surprised.

"Yes."

He shakes his head. "No. It's best if you just go rest."

"I can't rest. I can't! I need to do something."

"Then we should go for a run." Colt suggests from behind me.

I look back at him and slowly nod. "Yes. I think that will work. I just need to not think too much for a while."

When I think, I feel and all I feel now is pain.

Colt nods. "I know. I get it.

He rubs my back and we start to walk outside. The light in the sky starts to mix with the blue of the night.

Darkness waits its turn to come. Suddenly can't believe this is happening. I can't believe she is gone. All I can see is the happiness she felt when she told me she was pregnant. This breaks my heart.

And James... Is he even alive and if he is, he must be in so much agony.

Colt suddenly stops me and hugs me.

"I feel you. I feel your pain." Colt suddenly whispers.

I cry in his arms but I do feel his comfort. It makes the pain much more bearable. I know he is in pain too and maybe this is why it hurts so much. I am feeling his pain and mine and so is he. I also rub his back trying to comfort him. Even with our mate bond not being complete, we can still feel each other like this.

When we both feel just a bit of relief, we keep walking towards the forest and after taking our clothes off, we shift. We immediately take in a run and spend the whole night out. It is just what we need and distracts us for a bit but the pain doesn't go away. I am sure nothing will make it disappear.

We come back and manage to sleep for a few hours before we eagerly head to the meeting.

"Hey..." I stop Colt before going into the war room.

"I am sorry I didn't ask you this before. I should have.

How are you feeling about all of this? Ezra is your brother

So-"

"He is not my brother. "He says interrupting me. "Not anymore. I want him dead, Cass, he deserves it."

I nod. "Then we are together on this."

"Yes. He needs to pay for what he has done."

"Then let's make sure he does."