Scarred Alphas by Norisha May
Chapter 58

know how I am supposed to feel anymore.

A part of me does not want Julie to die, I don't want to be responsible for someone's death who didn't actually deserve it but the other part of me, the wolf part wants her gone even if that means death. I feel no remorse but I know that what I did was wrong. I don't I lie here with Colt. He is behind me and has his arms around me but I woke up about thirty minutes ago unable to sleep thinking about everything that happened. I can see morning light already coming from the windows.

What I did was instinct but...I can't allow myself to use my power like that. Not while I am not thinking straight. I need to learn to control it. But I have tried over and over and it seems impossible. Why am I not able to learn? Even Warrick seems perplexed by this. "Are you okay?" Colt asks, whispering in my ear.

"Mh, yes." I turn my head and kiss him before he can ask me again. I don't feel like talking about this right now.

"Mh..." he moans.

His hands start rubbing my hips. I immediately can feel him. He has morning wood.

I smile and he smiles back because he knows I notice. I start moving my hips and backing up on him. My butt rubbing him. Always visit Narugi.com for more updates and novels.Immediately he starts pulling my pants and underwear down and then he rubs himself in between my closed legs and core.

"You are already wet." He groans out.

"That's because I want you."

My body feels extra sensitive right now.

"Good." He whispers in my ear and then his hands pull my hips back and he lowers himself just a bit. Then his member enters me. It feels like pure bliss. My insides burn for him to the point where not even a few minutes pass and I am about to come. "Don't stop, Colt." I moan.

"I'm not stopping, baby."

I feel the pure pleasurable release that makes my eyes go up. When my pleasure subsides, Colt turns me over-doggy style-and starts thrusting until soon he slams into me as he grunts and moans.

One hand on my back and another on my hip moving me back to meet him.

In no way am I about to come since I just did but it still feels good.

"Do you like this?" I ask him.

"Yes!" He grunts. "F**k. It feels so good." As he says this, he gives a few more abrupt thrusts and comes.

"Mh...that was so good." I mutter spreading my body on the bed.

Colt crashes on the bed next to me trying to catch his breath.

He turns to me and at the same time, I turn to him. He smiles and then pulls me into a hug where we stay for a while talking.

Not once does he bring up anything of what happened last night. We just enjoy each other.

I realize that we are late for the meeting so we quickly take a shower and get ready.

Then we have a quick breakfast downstairs. I was surprised to see that Oliver's men were not there. As we walk to the war room, they aren't anywhere.

We get to the war room and see everyone there. Warrick, the generals, Alpha Oliver, and most of his men are here.

"There you are." Warrick says. "We already started without you, you are late."

"Sorry." I say and immediately stand next to him.

My eyes go to Alpha Oliver who surprisingly has a plastered smile on his face. It is a bit creepy because it seems fake.

"Now where were we?"

"If I may..." Alpha Oliver interrupts. "Now that we are all here I have something very important to say."

We all turn to him. He has his hands behind his back still smiling.

"I hate to be taken for a fool.

And I hate being thought of as not good enough even more. You've... underestimated me, Alpha Warrick, and that I can't forgive." He takes out what seems to be a black gas mask and puts it on. All of his men-that now I notice surround us-do the same. "What are you up to!?"

Warrick shouts and with speed, he rushes Oliver but suddenly Oliver has his hands on a knife and it is plunged deep inside Warrick's chest.

Before anyone else can move, Oliver's men throw what seem to be gas grenades on the floor.

Immediately my throat feels like it burns.

I watch Warrick fall to the ground motionless.

No! Dad!

"Cass! Go! Leave!" Colt says clutching at his throat.

Everyone who does not wear a mask falls to the floor. I am unable to make a sound other than gasp for air. My eyes start to sting and they water.

"This could have been so much more different if you would have seen the value in our partnership." Oliver's voice is muffled but we hear him just fine. He walks in my direction as he says this.

"Bind, blindfold her, and take her. She is too valuable to just kill. Now let's go before the whole pack is alerted."

"No...NO!" Colt shouts as men try to prie me from him. I try to hold on to him but it is impossible. I feel so weak. I am blindfolded before I am pulled away.

"No! I scream but it is a rough shout, my insides hurt and it is hard to breathe.

The last thing I feel is someone hitting me before everything goes black.

My eyes open to see darkness but I can hear people around me.

"I think she is awake."

By the way I involuntary move, I can feel that we are in a vehicle.

"Good." I hear Oliver's voice.

I sit up with a jolt. "You son of a bitch!" I scream and throw myself forward but only end up hitting something. I am pulled back and sat down.

"Don't hurt yourself. You'll cost less." Oliver says.

"Cost?"

He doesn't say anything.

"Why? Why did you do this? Was this your plan all along?"

"No. It was something I came up with in the middle of the night right after your father told me that the deal with him was over. He didn't know that Alpha Ezra had sent a proposition to me a while ago." "You are working for him? Is that where you are taking me?"

"Well I wasn't going to take his proposal but now I think I will...and then I'll kill him too. But no, I am not taking you to him. The man would kill you and that is just a waste. Someone else would pay great money for you." "What? Who?"

"Honestly, I would have kept you for myself but you are far too dangerous and I can't just make you want me. I can't control you." He sighs. "Go to sleep now. It will take us a few hours to get there."

"Wait! What happened to everyone? Did you hurt them?"

"They just took a little nap."

"But...you killed my father."

"That I did. I plunged a silver poisoned knife into his chest, now shush."

Before I can argue, I feel a prick on my neck and then I am unconscious again.

I wake up to a bumpy ride but soon the car stops. I am taken out and all I can see is a bit of the grovel. They drag me and soon the ground is a muddy mess.

"Where are we?!"

I start to hear the scattered voices of people and all manner of noises. I hear the clinging of swords and money. People laughing and having conversations. I can see people's feet as we walk.

It almost feels like a market or something like that.

After a few minutes, I finally see old dirty wood planks instead of dirt and then hear a man's voice. "Welcome.

Didn't think I'd see you again if I am honest."

The man has a strong accent.

It sounds like a Chinese accent if I am not mistaken.

"Alpha Zao. I found your place very interesting last time I was here."

Zao? Where have I heard that before? I think it was Oliver himself who mentioned this name.

"This is her." Oliver pulls me close to him and then takes my blindfold off.

A bald Asian man stands in front of me in a green Chinese robe. He is not old, maybe in his thirties but has scars everywhere.

"A yes...when you told us you were coming and had this little special present for us, we had something special made for her." "Hardly a present. I expect payment."

"In full. The man says and throws a bag on the table in front of us."

"You are selling me!" I look at Oliver but he quickly averts his eyes from me. Not because he feels guilty but it seems that he is afraid.

"Need money for rogue mercenaries now that I did what I did." He looks at Zao. "She can't control her power but it is still dangerous, best to keep her blindfolded." Oliver says.

"I told you. I have something specially made for her." The bald man paces around me and Oliver as if he was examining me. "I have heard of this gift. It is old and comes from royal blood. You will make an exquisite addition to my collection."

I laugh like a maniac cause he really did make me laugh. "You are getting ripped off here. I will be much more trouble than I am worth.

Trust me...you can't tame me."

Zao chuckles. "Tame you?

No, I am known for breaking, not taming."

Two men suddenly take me from Oliver. They are swift and even though I thrash around and do everything that I can to get myself out of my restraints, the two men hold me down on the table.

Two other men come and hold my legs down.

"LET ME GO!" I scream shaking my head from side to side. Another man comes from the top and holds my head in place. "LET ME GOOO!" I scream as the man makes the mistake of looking into my eyes. He immediately moves back and releases my head but that does nothing since four other men are holding me.

My dumb ass should have commanded to kill the men holding me but I was not thinking.

"Hold her head but don't look into her eyes, you idiot."

Oliver mutters. He leans on a wooden beam and watches.

The man shakes his head and holds my head again Zao walks from the end of the room and ceremoniously holds up an iron half-mask. Like the ones they use on mascarades. It is a sliver in color and beautifully detailed and embroidered.

But it is thick. It is half an inch of metal thickness but it is much more thicker around the eye area.

"Made just for you." Zao says admiring the mask. "I had my men rake their heads on what would work for someone with your power. Something that would not allow you to use your power on others but would still allow you to see. This is what they came up with. It is thick enough that when people look into your eyes, all they will see is darkness. You won't be able to use your power on them but it will allow you to see."

As if I would keep that on.

Zao brings the mask close and puts it on me. "Perfect.

Fits like a glove. The thing is actually heavy.

I thrash a bit and it falls off.

Dumb a*s.

Zao smiles as if it didn't faze him. "Bring the bolts." ...the...bolts?

"Bolts? What do you mean bolts?" I ask.

He doesn't answer. One of his men walks up to me with four metal thick bolts.

Another man walks close with an electric screwdriver.

"What are you doing?! What are you doing!?!" I scream as Zao puts the mask back on.

"Well, shit...this is not what I was expecting." Oliver mutters.

Zao holds the mask over me with a smile. "Relax, this will only hurt a lot."