She remembered that four years ago at school, a male classmate of hers had a very good impression of her. When she wasn't paying attention, he had forcefully hugged her, and she had ruthlessly smashed his head with a vase, causing him to leave a lot of blood. As for her, she had also been sent in to be imprisoned for two days.

After that, the boy stayed away from her.

And she simply dropped out of school and stayed in the small apartment she rented.

"Do you know what caused your instinctive resistance?"

"I know!" Lily's face suddenly flushed red again.

Seeing that she seemed unwilling to say more, she immediately smiled and said: "Miss Lily, relax a little. In fact, regarding the matter between you and President Wayne five years ago, President Wayne had also told me in detail, he felt that it was very likely that the night the two of you met five years ago, gave you these unpleasant memories."

"Ah..." What did he say?" Lily was still trying to figure out how to describe it, but according to what the doctor had said, Edwards had already described it once.

Dr.Lawrence pushed the glasses frame a bit, and said gently: "Don't be shy, we are all women, and I can understand what you have experienced. President Wayne said that five years ago, because of a chance encounter, you had an intimate encounter, and at that time, he was drugged with a very overbearing and ferocious medicine, and that was why he did such an action to you. He also said it before, that he actually regretted hurting you like that."

At this moment, Lily's heart was filled with indescribable emotions. It was complicated, but because it had brought up old events, her face had turned slightly pale.

"He didn't describe anything in detail, did he?" Lily sincerely felt that this kind of thing was extremely taboo.

"Yes!" The Dr.Lawrence nodded his head: "He said that he probably caused you to suffer heavy injuries and leave you with a lot of blood. He actually went to that room the next day and saw the scene with his own eyes."

Lily suddenly pressed down hard on her head, she somehow resisted and thought back to what happened.

"Dr.Lawrence, I... Can you take a rest first? "

"Miss Lily, you must open your heart to it. Don't try to avoid it anymore. Tell me how you felt at that time."

That night, I was forcefully sent on the plane by my father. I stayed on the plane with my eyes open for more than ten hours, not daring to sleep. I still had to endure the pain on my body. Under the gentle gaze of the doctor, Lily began to touch upon those things that happened in the past.

"Do you hate the man who hurt you?"

I hate him, I wish I could kill him, but I also feel that I hate myself even more, hate myself for being useless, being unable to protect myself, and also, I hate those people who sent me into the room. No matter what, that night, I might not be able to hide, no matter who they are. When Lily said till here, her entire body was stiff and cold, trembling uncontrollably.

In the past, she had selectively forgotten everything and adjusted her life to start from the moment her child was born.

All the joy, from having a child, then little by little accumulated.

Dr.Lawrence saw that her face was pale and cold sweat was dripping down his forehead. Perhaps his nightmares were the result of his being suppressed for a long time.

"Relax, Miss Lily. Can you tell me what your nightmare is like?" Dr.Lawrence could only ask her with a gentle voice.

Lily nodded. Her beautiful eyes were somewhat empty, lost, and afraid.

"Sometimes I feel as if I've been torn apart by a wild animal. Sometimes I feel as if I'm trapped in a dark room."

"More specifically, have you ever dreamed about matters between men and women?"

"Yes, I have!"

"Can you see the face of the man in the dream?"

"It's very blurry, I can't see clearly!"

Dr.Lawrence recorded her symptoms and after thinking for a while, she suddenly said: "Then now that you know that person is President Wayne, do you hate him?"

Lily's entire body froze, and her expression remained frozen for a long time.

"Do you hate him?" Dr.Lawrence asked her again.

Lily lowered his head.

"I used to hate him, but now I don't!" Lily bit her lips and answered very lightly.

"Why don't you hate him?"

Lily really did not think much about it, and after that, she could only face this question head on and answer: "Because he did not intentionally hurt me, and he was also forced to do it himself. Furthermore, I had a child with him, he treats the child very well, and has always been very good to me as well."

"Are you in love with him?" The Dr.Lawrence smiled.

Lily's empty eyes slowly gained focus. She looked at Dr.Lawrence, then shook her head. "I don't know if that counts as love.

"Alright, we'll stop here for today. Thank you for sharing your experience. You can go back now."

"That's it? Don't you need more treatment? " Lily suddenly stood up, she felt that this was not considered a treatment.

Dr.Lawrence immediately smiled and said: "Psychological treatment is to replace the root of the problem and solve it. This is not the same as treating your body, doing surgery, applying medicine can cure your wound, we can take it slow, the more, I think your condition isn't too serious, the only thing you lack is to not be able to see your own heart, after you go back, it's best that you communicate more with Presiden Wayne, it's better that you have some sort of physical contact with him. For example, hugging each other everyday, holding each other's hand, feeling each other's warmth, it's very helpful for your treatment." "Hug me every day?" Lily's beautiful eyes widened in astonishment.

"It's best if it's like this. There are also actions that can be done slowly, step by step." The Dr.Lawrence said with a chuckle.

Lily secretly heaved a sigh of relief: "Then I'll do my best, thank you, Dr.Lawrence, suddenly realized, after chatting with you for a while, I feel much better, in the past, I have never told anyone about this, nor did I dare to."

"It is because you have long suppressed the fear in your heart that your body has developed an instinct of rejection. Miss Lily, I see that you have quite a cheerful personality. You are not a very austere person. I believe that your illness will recover in a short period of time." Dr.Lawrence told her with absolute certainty.

"I hope so. Thank you, Dr.Lawrence. I will be leaving first." "Take care!"

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