The Alpha’s Fated Outcast: Rise Of The Moonsinger
Chapter 91

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Ramsey 

“ I don’t understand , what do you mean by she refused ? ” 

Lenny sighed , exhaling deeply .

“ She doesn’t want to see you , Ramsey .

She made it that much .

clear .

She wouldn’t even look at the address I gave her .

I think … ” 

I and Lenny were in the corridors of the Pack Hospital and I was trying to get feedback from his meeting with Lyla yesterday .

It’d be foolish of me to think she would come at the first call but outrightly rejecting me ? I didn’t see that coming .

“ Maybe it’s the way you told her .

Were you rude ? Did you not sound convincing enough ? Did you tell her how much I’ve missed her and … ” 

Lenny suddenly grabbed my arm , causing the remainder of the words to die on my lips .

A group of nurses passed , giggling and casting us flirting looks but I wasn’t interested .

“ Maybe discussing this here is not the best of ideas , Lenny said quietly .

“ There are so many people listening 

“ I don’t care .

” I told him coldly .

“ I just want to know why she would turn me down , after everything I’ve done all these years .

How I’ve chased her tenaciously … is this how she will choose to repay my kindness ? ” 

“ You didn’t do her any kindness , Ramsey , Lenny scoffed , shaking his head with disgust .

“ Women are not moved by this sort of act of service because everything you ever did , never impacted her directly .

If anything you hurt her … what were you expecting ? For her to fall on her knees and thank you ?” 

I sighed , running my hands through my hair .

This was driving me crazy .

“ Is this about me putting Nathan in the dungeon ? ” 

“ Not just that , she also knew you sent Panthers after her in the human world and misinterpreted- it as you trying to punish her more .

See , Ramsey … ” he paused again , waiting for another group of medical staff to pass .

“ You should forget about Lyla … she has moved on from what I see .

When you hurt a woman beyond … ” 

“ She can’t , that’s not how it works , I insisted shaking my head , “ We’re mates , fated mates , Lenny .

Do you know what that means ? ” 

“ Even fated mates have second – chance mates .

The Moon Goddess is merciful enough to let people love the second time .

So … ” 

“ It’s not the same for me .

Lax , told me she’s our only mate and I know I didn’t treat her as well as she wanted but I’m ready to make amends now .

Can’t she see it ? I’m reaching out … I’m 

swallowing my pride and reaching out despite … ” 

“ You’re not reaching out .

You’re using me to reach out to her .

If you want this woman 

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the norm .

No matter how much she’s angry with you , showing up in front of her and telling her the words you sent me to tell her might soften her heart and endear her to you .

” 

“ I can’t ! ” I sighed deeply .

“ Cassidy’s eyes are on me .

Besides , I can’t just show up there for no reason .

Everyone would know … ” 

Lenny scoffed and shook his head repeatedly giving me a wary stare .

“ This is exactly why she’s angry with you .

You treat her like a secret .

You want her , but you cannot be bold enough and declare openly that you truly want this woman and no one else .

That’s fucked up , Ramsey … no one … not even me would want a partner who wants me but wants me secretly … ” 

“ If I had another means , this wouldn’t be a problem and you know this , Lenny .

I have to marry Cassidy but I want Lyla … but she’s not perfect .

She has a defect ; she would never be allowed to sit on the White Moon Throne .

” 

“ Then make up your mind what is it you really want , ” Lenny said through gritted teeth .

“ You’re holding two women ransom .

You’ve kept Cassidy here for years and now you want to go back and forth with their emotions ? I hope you have the sense to finally make a decision , stick to it and stop acting like a selfish prick .

Gosh ! This is so undignified .

” 

Lenny shook his head one last time before he turned on his heels and started towards the hospital’s exit .

I dropped into the chair at the reception , cradling my head with my hands .

Lax whined within me , angry that I had yet to reunite him with his mate but what could I do ? It’s easy to throw around words like ‘ making a decision ‘ or ‘ choosing one ‘ when in reality , I needed both Cassidy and Lyla .

“ Alpha , are you alright ? ” 

A pair of black shoes came to stand in front of me , when I looked up , it was a doctor staring at me with concern .

“ Do you not feel well ? ” he asked again .

“ I’m fine , I said gruffly , rising to my feet .

“ I was just overwhelmed by my grandfather waking up finally after all these weeks .

But I’m fine .

I’ll go and see him now .

The doctor nodded enthusiastically and I brushed past him , suddenly feeling joyful .

My grandfather’s recovery was supposed to be the major highlight of my day .

After days of uncertainty , I could hardly believe he would be able to finally open his eyes .

As I approached his private ward room , I could hear his voice from the corridor and that of the pack elders within .

The door was slightly ajar and packed with people from the pack .

When I got closer , I hung at the door , watching and loving the way they gathered around his bed , their voice was filled with warmth and reverence .

Tears gathered in my eyes as I saw him propped in a comfortable position leaning on a mountain of pillows – he looked thinner than I remembered but that sharpness was still in his eyes at least – talking and laughing .

I’d lost count of the number of times I’d sat his his bedside , praying silently , bargaining with the 

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universe to bring him back .

He was the only family I had .

… And I still remember the time we stood before the Council trying to argue about the hunting grounds ! ” Elder Thorne was saying , the corners of his eyes creased with amusement .

“ We nearly started a revolution but it took , a slap from our fathers to uproot the rebellion .

” 

“ Some things never change , Elder Mira chuckled , adjusting the flowers by the bedside .

“ The young ones always think they know better but we had so much fun growing up .

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” 

“ Eldric has always been a wild card .

Admit it Mira … there was a time we all thought you’d end together because you both committed the same mischief at all times ,” Elder Jacob chuckled .

“ When he was younger , he was brave ,” Elder Mira admitted , gazing at him with a fond smile .

“ Once he had his mind set on something , there was no talking him out of it .

You all remember the winter when he decided to hunt down the Panther that had been terrorizing the White Mountains territory for months ? Nearly got lost in the mountains ! ” 

“ Yes , and he came back with that panther’s pelt as proof ! ” Elder Mira laughed .

“ Alpha Ramsey reminds me of you in your youth , only he doesn’t smile much … ” 

up 

The entire room erupted into laughter .

I smiled slightly at the comparison and pushed the door open , announcing my presence .

I didn’t bother to look in their direction , I just started walking towards my grandfather’s bed .

The Elders all murmured greetings to me which I barely acknowledged .

My grandfather though still looking a bit tired , finally saw me and his face broke into a wide grin .

“ Ramsey ! ” he called out , his voice hoarse but filled with warmth .

I threw myself at him , wrapping my arms around his body .

“ I thought I’d lost you forever , ” I whispered , pressing deeper into his embrace .