The Biker’s Mafia Princess (Angel and Savage) -
Chapter 46.
Savage POV.
I watch as she thrashes in her sleep, mumbling about Foxy and Rebel. I watch when she gasps for breath and I jump up and grab her. She clutches my arms tightly as she shakes in fear.
"Angel." I look at her and he looks at me, but her eyes are vacant as she looks through me.
"Foxy." Is all she says as she falls back down limp. She fainted. I lay her back down and bite my bottom lip to stop from crying. I clutch her hand and lower my head.
"Ryder, we need to call them." Scar says from the side and I nod my head, not lifting it.
"Do it." I say as I sniffle and breathe to stop the tears from falling. I'm exhausted mentally and emotionally. She is going to need everyone involved to help her.
I sit back and watch as she sleeps. My eyes feel heavy and I must have nodded off because the next thing I feel is a presence in the room, and I open my eyes and see Teagan looking at her daughter with tears dripping from her chin. "Teagan." I say and she wipes her cheeks, turning her bloodshot green eyes at me.
"She will be leaving with us." She says before she turns to look at Angel as she sleeps and I sit up and look from her to Angel. She can't be serious? She hasn't long woken up. I know there was talk about Angel recuperating at the Moretti mansion, but nothing was set in stone.
"No, I can't allow that to happen. She is staying with me, so is Rebel. You can't do this, Teagan. She is an adult, not a child." Teagan snaps her head at me.
"She has no memory. She is my daughter and she will be coming home. I should have taken her away before all of this. I should have never made her come here in the first place. Ryder, you have done nothing but continually hurt her. No more. When she wakes up, she will be moved home. The doctors have already approved this. You have no say." She says as she nods at the two burly looking mother fuckers who have entered the room.
"Teagan, she is my woman. Rebel is also my daughter."
"Yeah and look what happened to your woman and child!" she hisses at me through gritted teeth.
"How was I supposed to know any of this would have happened? You aren't laying the blame solely at my damn feet, Teagan. We are all to blame." I didn't see the slap coming, but shit, did I feel it?
"No, I have owned up to my mistakes. You however, you kept that bitch around for years. You caused all of this heartache and devastation by doing what you did best. I will not lose my daughter again because of you. Her and Rebel will be moving back home. Stay away from my daughter, Ryder. I won't go after your club, but I will go after you."
"You can't do this!" I roar at her and she chuckles, shaking her head.
"I can and I am. I'm her mother. I brought her and Nate screaming into this world. My daughter died because of you and your bitch! Not forgetting she was raped and left for dead because of you and Foxy. My granddaughter could have been killed, not forgetting the child she lost because of Foxy! All because of you and your damn dick!" she screams at me. I hear a whimper and I look at the bed.
"I lost a child and was raped because of you?" her voice sounds fragile and broken.
"I'm sorry Angel." I reach for her and she flinches away. This is it I've lost her.
"Ryder, please leave. I don't want to ever see you again. You are the cause of all this. GET OUT!" she screams as Teagan moves to her and she holds her to her chest as she sobs.
What can I do? I nod my head and leave. I stagger, feeling what is left of my heart shatter. With each sob and cry, I can hear coming from her. I know I have destroyed her and there is no hope of fixing anything between us.
I leave the hospital and walk up to my bike. I climb on and start her up. I ride away. Feeling the wind whip around my face as I keep playing everything over in my head. I need to clear my head. The sun begins to rise as I park the bike overlooking the town below me. I climb off the bike and scream and thrash.
Dropping to my knees, I pound the earth with my fists and sob falling on my ass. Bringing my knees to my chest, I brace my arms around my knees and sob into my knees.
I lift my head as I watch the sun completely rise. Hearing a bike rumble in the distance. I feel a body drop beside me.
"I've lost her. She will be going back home with her family. She knows everything. That's it, it's over. I will never get her back now. She deserves better than me." I tell him when his arm wraps around me and I keep looking at the sky, watching as it lightens. The sun warming my face.
"Never say never. Give her time. She doesn't remember everything. Give her space. She will come around." I shake my head slowly and sigh.
"No, Blaze. She won't. I have caused nothing but pain and damage to her and Rebel. They both deserve better." I tell him and he sighs.
"So that's it, you are just going to give up and let the Moretti's walk all over you? Seriously, who even are you? Where is the man who vowed to do what it took to prove to her you the one one she needs and loves?
are
Where is he? Because right now all I'm seeing is a pussy whipped bitch Who is just letting go? What about Rebel? You going to walk away from your daughter?" He snarls out at me and I look away from him.
What's the point? Rebel like Angel deserves better than me. My daughter was hurt because of me. What kind of father am I to allow my daughter to be in danger like that? I'm a pussy and a damn coward. I couldn't protect them and this has proven it. They are both better off without me in their lives.
"Wow, ok. You're pathetic, Ryder.
You're right, they both deserve better than what you are right now. So you stay here and wallow in self pity. You will lose them both, and then what? You ride off into the sunset and watch from a distance as another man moves in and takes over the rofe of daddy and husband? Good luck with that." He stands and walks away. I don't respond. I hear him
start his bike up.
“I'm disappointed in you, Ryder. So much for Angel being the love of your life and Rebel being your damn world. You haven't loved them both at all." He revs his bike and takes off, leaving a cloud of dust in his wake. Lost in my thoughts, the sound of my phone brings me out of my thoughts. I look up and the sun is high in the sky. I take the phone from my cut and look at the number and send the call to voicemail before shutting my phone off.
I need to be alone to think. After some time, the sky begins to darken again. I stand and stretch, feeling my back click and crunch as I walk to my bike and mount her. I rev the engine and ride back the way I came.
No, I'm not going to let her walk away without telling her everything, not without telling her I love her. That I'm sorry and I will be there for her as and when she needs it.
I push the throttle of the bike and make my way into the hospital parking lot. I shut the bike off and climb off. Removing my helmet, I walk inside the hospital. Granted, I look and feel like shit, but I don't care.
I walk with purpose to see her and to try and talk to her. No, I won't try. I will fucking demand. She is my fucking woman, and she isn't going anywhere without me.
I round the corner to the ICU and walk to her room. The blinds are closed. I open the door.
"Angel, we need to..."
I look at the freshly made bed. I look around the room and head to the bathroom. It's clean and none of her things are in here. My heart speeds up as I leave the room and head to the desk to replace her.
"Ryder." I stop and look at Barb and she looks sad.
"Barb, where is she? Where is Angel? Has she been moved to another ward?" I ask her and she looks down, shaking her head with a sigh as she places her hand on my arm.
"I'm sorry, Ryder. She was discharged and handed over into her parent's care. They left hours ago. We tried to call you, but your phone was off. I'm sorry." My eyes widen as I turn and run from the hospital.
I need to get to her house; I need to see Rebel and tell Angel I'm not letting them go so easily.
I arrive at her house and my gut twists. I walk up the path and knock on the door. But nothing. I move to the window and peer inside. My knees give out. It's empty. Everything is gone.
She's gone. Both of my girls are gone. I slump to the floor. I reach for my phone and power it up and I am inundated with missed calls, voicemails, and messages.
I ring Teagan's number, but it rings out. I try Antonio and his does the same thing; I ring her brothers and finally Gianni. He answers.
"Where are they?" I snarl down the phone and he sighs.
"They are at the Moretti mansion.
Ryder don't come here, orders have
been given to shoot on sight. Teagan is fuming, and Angel has regained her memories of Rebel and her family, but that's it. I'm sorry, I will keep you updated. Stay away, otherwise you will be shot and killed." The line goes dead and I
throw the phone across the garden.
I roar in pain and sadness. I did this. I've lost them. No, I haven't I won't give up. I will try everything I can to prove to them I am worthy of their daughter and my daughter. Fuck the Moretti's I'm a fucking club prez of The Princes Of Darkness M fucking C. I'm a one percenter. I will get them both back. Even if I have to go through hell to get to them, I will. They are mine and belong to me!
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