The Diva Of The Wolves
Chapter 55

Kemal Petrova My love:

I am very sorry to separate you like this and not have enough courage to face you and be able to say goodbye to you, I did not have the strength to do so and I know it will hurt... it hurts me a lot to have to abandon you.

You didn't do anything wrong, since it was quite the opposite, you are the best man of all, you don't know how proud I am to be the woman you have chosen to be by your side and that is the main reason why I am leaving, I love you so much that I want to protect you from what is to come.

My desire to keep you alive is greater than anything. The kingdom of the celestials will send half a legion of angels to look for me and eliminate our son, I know that you would never let anything happen to us and that is why I am leaving far away, I abandon my happiness for the safety of hundreds.

I accept that you are angry with me and that maybe you hate me for taking away your puppy, I love you, Kemal and I will love you for all eternity knowing that you hate me for breaking your heart and soul.

Eva Sandoval, a woman who everyone knows for being the diva of the wolves.

I love you... we love you.

Her words do not console me and the pain is still present from that moment in which she abandoned me, Eva left, Nicolás also left without leaving any trace, it is as if they had never existed, I spent months looking for them and found nothing. Knowing that my son was born a long time ago and I couldn't even see his face makes my entire chest burn with helplessness, I wonder who he looks like and what his smell is, I sigh and put the letter in one of the drawers.

She should never have left, I would have protected them and if I had to give my life I would have done so, perhaps that is one reason that motivated her to leave, Eva wants to protect us all and she achieved it, since that same day angels crossed the shield in search of her and they went all over the town looking for her, I told them that they had left and they didn't pay attention.

The angels remained stranded for two weeks in the town waiting for her to return and even I had hope that she would return with some solution, however, that did not happen and the celestials had no choice but to leave.

On the other hand, Suriel seemed not to be affected by what was happening or perhaps he knows how to hide his emotions very well. She wished for a moment that she was like him, but my union with Eva disappeared the second month after he escaped. Knowing that we are not united made me spend sleepless nights and the pain in my chest caused me to let out all the crying that I had been hiding for a long time.

After five months I have no choice but to regain strength and put the new non-changing species in order, since the Bogarts have taken care of their own pack and helped everyone in mine while I was going through that bad time.

By that date my son had to be four months old and in the depths of my heart I long to meet him one day, I had no choice but to wait for his return, however, time began to pass and the years began to pass without news from them.

All the love I feel for Eva turned into absolute resentment for being ten years away from my puppy, I couldn't hear him say daddy for the first time, I don't even know his name because we never argued about it. Knowing that she took away those special moments from me makes me hate her, since the celestials never came back to look for them and everything returned to normal, therefore, it was time for them to return.

I thought that our separation would be something of a maximum of two years, however, ten years is the time that has passed since their escape and at that moment we were all wondering the same thing: Where is the diva?

There are no spells that can locate her, there is no trace of smell and all that remains of her is her letter, her clothes and one of the guardians created by Nicolás.

-Why don't you go back to your creator? -I question the cat, looking at him with a frown and he just lets out a meow and I roll my eyes, I leave him the food and I finish breakfast, I go to the bathroom where I brush my teeth and then back to the door I drink my leather coat-Take care of the house," I announce before leaving.

I don't understand how they have placed a guardian in a cat, however, it is the only thing I have of her and that now belongs to me, I walk along the sidewalk to my work with Mr. Marcell, my routine is to work, train and resolve any conflict that arises. is armed among the non-changers.

Non-changers are possessive and often fight just because someone looks at their assigned partner. I must intervene to prevent the fight from turning into a massacre, I do not want conflicts and creating tension in the town that has welcomed us very well. I enter the mechanics workshop and greet Hamit, he is my co-worker, he is a punctual man... well we both are, he has become my friend and although our conversations are short we do not understand.

"Happy birthday, Kemal," I'm surprised, since I didn't remember it was my birthday.

"I appreciate it, Hamit," he nods with a small smile.

-What are we doing tonight? "We can go to a bar for a while," he suggests.

"Sure," he murmured.

I turn forty-one today and I still look the same human age of thirty, my way of seeing things has changed, my strength due to the strength of my pack increasing, making me a better changeling.

The day at the workshop was ordinary as always, Hamit told me the time and place where we would meet, we said goodbye and I went home, I changed into some sports clothes and then I went for a tour of the limits of the shield, running in my human form helps me not think about her.

I still wonder where she is, it's as if the earth had swallowed her, my son and Nicolás, I stop abruptly and observe the ground beneath my feet. In ten years I never thought about that probability, Eva and her brother are demons.

The demons live in hell and her father from what I read is a very powerful regent, my previous ideas make sense, she and Nicolás are in the underworld, we do not think clearly and all this time we look for him as if they were lost humans.

Jarel is a witch and perhaps he can make an invocation to be able to talk to them and replace out their location. I don't want to see Eva, however, I am dying to know the face of my ten-year-old son.