The Doctor's Secret Love
Chapter 9: Hindi kana mag-iisa

Jennie POV.

Papunta ako sa Rose Medical Hospital. Hinahanap ko kasi si Taehyung para ibalita sa kaniya na may approved na ng DOA At DFO ang gamot na ginawa ko. At lahat ng alternative kung sakaling di pwede yung naunang gamot yung sa mangosteen at iba pang prutas ay aprobado na din

Papasok palang ako sa isang eskinita nang makasalubong ko siya sa totoo lang ayoko na siyang makita, pero parang sinasadya ako ng panahon at pagkakataon, nagkasalubong pa din kami.

"Hi." Bati niya sa akin. Hindi ako sumagot. Para saan pa. Ilang buwan na ba? Walo o siyam hindi ko na tanda. Kung iyan ang bilang ng panahon na gugugulin niya kasama ang babaeng iyon sa video. Kung hindi ako nagkakamali ng kalkula, malamang nakabuo na sila ng babae o lalake o baka parehas pa sa ilang mga buwan na iyon na hindi na kami nagsasama ni Ho Seok.

"Kamusta kana Jennie. Batid kong galit kapa sa akin. Pero sana patawarin na natin ang isa't-isa. Jennie sorry ha. Magkakababy na kasi ako kay Yoshida. I'm sorry talaga Jennie." Sabi pa nito sa akin. Hindi man lang ito nag-iisip na baka ipademanda ko siya dahil legal kami at hindi pa natatapos yung period ng paghihiwalay namin 5 years and 3 or 4 months something pa.

"Bakit sinasabi mo pa sa akin? Diba divorce naman na tayo?". Sabi niya dito. Ipinaalala niyang wala na siyang pakielam.

“Ikaw kasi, hindi na kasi kita naramdaman. Sobrang lamig na ng pagtrato mo saakin. Hindi ko alam kung ako lang ba talaga o baka may iba kana. Kaya nagawa ko tuloy maghanap ng iba. Sorry talaga." Sabi pa nito. "Binigay ko naman lahat pero saan ba ko nagkulang? Pinili kita kaysa sa taong mas deserve ang pagmamahal ko, kung maibabalik ko lang sana iyong panahon. Pinili ko nalang sana iyong taong totoong nagmahal at hindi ako iniwan hanggang sa huli. Hindi sana ako nasasaktan ng ganito." Sabi ko dito.

"Ano? Ibig sabihin may iba kang gusto kaya ba hindi mo na ko nilalambing kapag gusto kong maglambing saiyo kasi may iba kana. Bakit naman hindi mo sinabi noong nililigawan -". Pinigilan ko siya.

"Teka sandali-wag mo kong sermunan. Ikaw ang makati, ikaw ang nangapitbahay. Sumakabilang hotel ka pa nga diba? Oh bakit ka nagdadrama. Wala na kong ibang lalake, simula nang pakasal ako saiyo. Kaya mahiya ka. Manginig ka sa mga pinaggagawa mo. At kung iniisip mong hindi kita minahal, aba sobrang kapal naman ng balat mo para hindi madama yung sobra-sobrang pagibig ko saiyo. Palagay ko maling-mali na ikaw pinili ko. Hindi talaga ko para saiyo. Sa umpisa ka lang magaling." Sabi ko pa sa kaniya. Hindi ko na napigilan yung inis ko. Pero I don't want to mentioned his name baka kasi lalo pang mapasama at baka gamitin pang dahilan ni Ho Seok si Taehyung kapag nalaman nito na si Taehyung yung gusto ko.

"Wag kana papakita sa akin. Baka mapadugo ko pa iyang bibig mo na iyan." Sabi ko sa kaniya, umalis na ako bago pa uminit ang dugo ko.

**

Taehyung POV.

Nauna na akong nakauwe sa EI gusto ko kasi abutan niya ako sa bahay, ayokong mayroon makakita sa amin na sobrang sweet kami sa isat-isa. Gusto kong kami lang at ang mga taong mapagkakatiwalaan lang namin ang nakakaalam ng tungkol sa amin.

*knock knock knock.*

Binuksan ko ang pintuan pero walang Jennie akong nakita. Pagbaba ko ng tingin nakita ko siyang umiiyak. Pinatayo ko siya at inalo sa loob ng kwarto.

"Tahan na please." Inaalo ko siya. Hindi ko rin kasi alam kung paano siya papatigilin. Pero wala talaga hindi siya natigil. Sinubukan kong halikan siya. Bigla siyang napatigil at tumingin sa akin. Nakatingin lang siya sa akin. Kinuha niya ang kamay ko at pinagsalikop. Nagpout siya at tumingin sa akin. Alam ko na ang ibig niyang sabihin.

"Let me do it? It's that alright? I don't want to start first but let me tell you that I really wanted to make you calm everyday. It's not easy for me to see you like that." Sabi ko ngumuso lang siya. Pinisil ko ang pisngi niya at walang sabi-sabing siya ang umangkin sa labi ko.

"Teka ako ang lalake ako ang dapat na magpakita saiyo ng pagiging isang tunay na lalake. Gusto Kong ako ang kumilos. Gusto kong pinakita saiyo na marunong na din ako. Good listener and fast learner ako kaya nakuha ko na ang gagawin." Sabi ko sa kaniya pero hinila niya ako. Pinatanggal nito ang kasuotan. Sinunod ko naman.

"Puro ka dakdak halikan mo na ako. Kung ayaw mong ikaw ang tumihaya." Sabi nito lumapit naman siya. At hindi na nagsalita pa. Kinuha ko yung kamay niya at pinosisyon na sumusurrender and I made I move. I heard her laugh. But I saw her hooters jounces. Every moment she did something makes me feel horny and I felt something in my urge are moving and getting hard more and more.

"I want more please." Umiiyak pa din siya siguro naalala niya pa din iyong tagpo sa hospital. Tinitigasan man ako tumayo ako iniwan siyang nakatihaya sa kama. Napatayo siya at sinundan ako ng tingin. "Bakit mo itinigil gusto kong ituloy natin ito. Pakiramdam ko mababaliw ako sa lungkot." Sabi niya.

"Iyon na nga mababaliw ka sa lungkot tapos gusto mo kung ipangsangkalan. Wag naman ganoon. Gusto ko mapasaya ka. Pero sana kalimutan mo na yung past. Wala na kayo. Mas lalo kalang nasasaktan kapag ganiyan ginagawa mo. Mahal mo pa ba si Ho Seok?". Tanong ko sa kaniya.

"Mahal bilang asawa. Pero bilang tao siguro hindi. Sakit lang kasi isipin na niloloko niya ako bago pa ang divorce tapos ngayon yung magiging anak nila. Naiingit ako kasi ako yata ang problem e. Diba Sabi nila kapag di kayu nagkaanak possible isa sa inyo ang may problema. Pero, ngayon napatunayan niya na hindi siya baog. Sobra akong naiinggit. Pakiramdam ko sobra kong makasalanan.-". I shut her mouth using my pecker. I heard she spew and spit on my peckers. And makes a moves.

I groan and grunting. And my pecker spit on her face. I don't know if it's real. I made on her face. She kissed me. Then sitting on my pecker, my pecker shoot on her vulva. It's been hard for because I only sit on the chair and she's moving so faster on my top.

"Enjoy Babe and I will eat you later." I said.

She chuckled. And then she was rubbing and grinding her mammilla on my mouth. She was moaning and I bite her. I told her to stop grinding her mammilla on my mouth. But she's still grinding pain. I sip her right mammilla severely. She was enjoyed it. And then touching her busts then licking it.

"You're great babe." She said to her.

**

Malamig ang panahon. Jennie choose to sleep with me. Hindi ko alam na sweet pala si Jennie at iyon ang hindi alam ni Ho Seok. Dahil wala daw itong ibang gustong gawin noon kung hindi ang ikama siya. Naalala din niya noon na aksidente niyang nakitang pinaghuhubad si Jennie sa loob mismo ng opisina ni Ho Seok.

"Alam mo ba Jennie, noong nakita ko kayo ni Ho Seok na may ginagawa sa loob ng office niya, awang-awa ako saiyo noon. Kasi yung kahit gusto mong tumanggi. He still force you to do it kasi it's your obligations as a wife." Napabalikwas naman ng bangon si Jennie at umupo sa kaniyang tiyan. At dumapa ito roon. Sabay pinakinggan nito ang kaniyang puso. Nakadikit ang tainga nito sa kaniyang dibdib. "Jennie. Bakit parang lalo ka yatang nagiging wild everytime na ginagawa natin ito?". Tanong ko sa kaniya. Sumagot naman si Jennie pero nanatili pa din sa posisyon nito.

"Alam mo kasi noon pa man wild na talaga ako pagdating sa sex. The problem is kapag naumpisahan na ako ng lust, umiiba talaga ang ugali ko. Nagiging wild ako. Pero kapag wala ako sa mood. Parang normal day 1 round is enough." Sabi ni Jennie at sinimulan na siyang gapangin nito. Gusto sana niyang pigilan ito, para hindi na nito maging habit ang sex.

"Oh bakit anong problema ayaw mo ba ng ginawa ko sayo?". Sabi niya at ibinalandra pa sa akin ang katawan.

"Eh gusto kong ginagawa ito. Bakit kasi ang tagal kong nagpigil saiyo may gusto kadin naman pala sa akin." Sabi ni Jennie at niyakap ulit siya.

"Paano pala yung tungkol kay Ho Seok? Baka kapag nalaman niyang mayroon tayong relationship na namumuo saka nanaman siyang lalapit saiyo. At babawiin ka niya sa akin." Sabi niya dito. Tiningnan ni Jennie ang mukha niya at hinaplos- haplos iyon. "Hindi iyon mangyayare. Beside nanguna na siya. Hindi pa naman ako nagkakaanak saiyo. Kaya wala siyang laban. Don't worry. Siya nga itong unang humarot." Napabalikwas kami ng tayo. Nang may nanghingi ng saklolo.

**

Jennie POV.

"Doc, please help my sister. She's hard to breath and she can't even speak clearly because she was lack of air!". The Chinese girl said. Tourist lang sila dito sa Pinas and dahil sa sakit na kumakalat hindi na sila nakauwe. Lalo pang nadagdagan ng pangamba nang may dumagdag pang problema. Ang flu. I check the patient and we need emergency intubation.

"This a good emergency airway. 14gauge angiocath, a 3cc syringe, and the tip of a 7. OETT." I said. I feel something on her. I give the immediate action para kasing hindi na kakayanin ng patient Doctor Kim helps me and luckily, she's fine now. We isolate the patient and give extra care to them.

"Thanks Honey". I said to him. And he was looking at me so sweetly. Every moment we are together no days, hours, minutes and seconds that he's not sweet. He always cared for me and he always giving me love. That Ho seok never gave to me before. I remember either sex we just busy on hospital. No wonder when I take off the limits he replace another woman to release his lust.

"Wanna hang there" itinuro niya yung nilalambarasan ko doon sa loob ng kwarto. I simply nodded but he was go to the bathroom.

"I THOUGHT YOU WANT ME TO HANG THERE? WHY DID YOU LEFT?" I asked him. And then sit in the couch.

"I'm sorry honey. My stomach not feels so good." He said. Natawa nalang ako dahil sa kalokohan nito. Natatae nalang lalandi pa.

**

Rob POV.

2 months of quarantine we are busy and I know she was still staying at home Rsmr is jobless because of Quarantine. I plan to send her a message to lift up her spirits.

"I hope you're always better and have a good health during our ECQ. Hoping your family and all of the people there can eat 3 times a day. I'm hoping that you are fine. Hoping you remember me." I'm about to send my message but her message pop up. But still I send my message.

"Hi Rob I have bunch of messages for you. But during ECQ I can't send it immediately caused I don't have a load. We can't eat hear and my mommy died last night because of Era Virus and complications in her lungs. I've heard every breath of her. I'm sorry for not messaging you day by day because I feel so depressed this time. I hope you're fine there. I'm here at the hospital and it's hard to breath. I hope I can see you, but now I'm hoping you to be safe. Because now I have a virus. And I think I'm going to die sooner or later. Even if we never met, I still hope to see you even in my dreams. I love you". She message me. My heart is aching. And I don't know what to do because she was dying because of virus. I can't help her because she living in Cambridge and she's too far.

The time passed. I don't have any idea that she have it. For the first time of 4 years and 8 months it's my first time that I call Rsmr. I called her on her number wala na akong pakielam kung maubos yung load ko. All I care is to talk to her, no matter what happened. She answer the call. Nagiinit na yung Mata ko. I don't know how to explain it, but I feel my heart going to explode. "Hello". I've heard her voice was shaking and her eyes is totally swollen. Her skin is fully reddish and her skin is too thick because of virus.

"Baby how are you? I'm so sorry, I don't have any idea. I thought you're fine there and you are staying at home. I'm sorry honey. I don't know." I said while my voice is shaking. My tears is falling and I saw her crying too.

"I'm still fighting baby blue. I'm sorry also I didn't tell because I'm not so sure if you still like me even if I'm in this state. My mom left me and I'm so alone. I'm sorry baby blue." She said and my heart is very broken that time because of her voices.

"Why you didn't tell me, you know that you have me and I'm a doctor. Why you didn't call me. My co-doctor founded the real antidote. Please keep fighting and do this antidote." I said and then I sent to her the ingredients of antidote. "Thank you baby. I will help myself to be strong. Were going to meet soon, incase I'm alive. And we will go somewhere and I would like to make some memories with you. I love you." She said. My heart is jumping because of her. I felt water in the falls are running inside me. I feel I'm floating. It's so good.

"I love you too dear. Please fight for yourself and for me. And please marry me Rsmr, you never have to be alone. I love you and that's all I really know. Our love story was looking for real-time together. Hope you accept me still even if I'm not there." I said to her but she was crying out loud and said. "yes." She said.

"I will go there and I will take care of you baby," I said then I immediately book for the flight. I know there's a pandemic! But this is my way, to show how much I love her. I finally got the flight and text them.

**

Taehyung POV.

"KUYA, I'M GOING TO CAMBRIDGE TODAY. RSMR NEEDS ME. PLEASE TELL TO ATE JENNIE, THAT IM GOING TO FLIGHT THIS NIGHT. THANKS." Rob texted me.

"Okay mag-iingat ka Rob. Hoping Rsmr will be heal." I replied to him. I go inside the lab and tell it to her. She was secretly crying.

"Why are you crying baby?". I asked her. Then I saw her phone. Someone on bed. I don't know who it is. But when I saw her name.

"That's Rob's girlfriend in cambridge?". I asked then she nodded.

"Oh lord. Please heal her." I said.

--End of Part 9-