The Hidden Princess At All-Boys Alpha Academy
Chapter 0188

Chapter 0188

“What are you talking about?” I growl.

“Is that why you’re nice to me?” he asks, and I can hear the wound in his voice now. “Because yourealize that…that that’s the only way you’re getting through this? You found the loneliest guy in theAcademy and gave him the scraps of your attention, and for that I do what – carry you through theExamination? Is that –“ he pauses now, his voice catching, “is that seriously what’s happening?Have you…have you been leading me on, telling me that you’ll tell me about my mate somedayto…because you know that it would wrap me around your finger?”

I stare up into his face in the darkness, completely shocked, appalled at the idea.

And my heart absolutely breaks for him, that he could consider this a possibility. Again, my mindturns to what his world must have been like – who raised him, that he could imagine me somanipulative?

“Jackson,” I breathe, shaking my head, “I would never do that to you. You’re – you’re my friend –“

His MATE! My wolf howls, grieving within me, realizing alongside me that we’re wounding himfurther.

Because whatever world he did grow up in, we’re doing the same thing. We are lying to him, everyday, because it easier for us. Tears spring to my eyes and my mouth goes dry as I stare up at him,not knowing what to do.

Jackson – I have been betraying him. And he’s been so tough, so sturdy, that he – he just took it,uncomplaining.

“I’m going after her,” Jackson growls down into my face, ignoring my emotions. “I have to see,Clark. I have to make sure that there’s no trace of her in the forest – I need to know that she’s okay.”

“Jackson,” I murmur, stepping forward once again, wrapping my hands in his shirt, desperate.“Jackson, she’s not out there. I swear on everything that she’s not – please, please just stay here.”

“Ari,” he whispers, have livid and half desperate, “how can you ask me not to? How can you try tokeep me away from her!?”

“I’m not!” I gasp, the tears starting to roll down my cheeks. “I swear, Jackson, she’s safe! She’s notin any danger! You can’t leave – you can’t spend the rest of the night prowling around the forestlooking for her! It’s pointless!”

“How do you know that!?” he shouts, losing his temper now and shoving me away from him, hisvoice ringing out against the rocks as he forgets our situation completely, as he loses himself to hisdesperate anger, his need to know.

“Because!” I shout in response, stumbling backwards before replaceing my balance, my hands fisted atmy sides. “Because she’s right here, Jacks!”

“What!?” he breathes, staring at me and then looking frantically around our little plateau like she’sgoing to suddenly appear or something. “What are you talking about, Ari –“

“It’s me!” I shout, the words stumbling from my mouth.

My wolf howls in relief, her noise long and slow and agonized, like letting out a long-held breath thathas been aching in her lungs.

“What?” Jackson says, staring at me like I’m crazy, like I’m an idiot.

“It’s me, Jacks!” I repeat, stepping forward and glaring at him, tossing out a hand between us like it’sobvious. “When you’re smelling your mate? You’re smelling me. You smelled my fear – that’s whyyou came running to me!”

“What?” he repeats, his face screwing up in concern and confusion, his head tilting as he tries to putit all together. “Are you two like…tied? Does her magic…does she feel your fear? Are you like…twins?”

Oh my god, my wolf says, standing rigid in my soul. He really…he really just doesn’t get it.