The Luna’s Choice (Theo and Ayla) by Kat Silver
Chapter 136

Chapter 136

Chapter 1*6: Ayla I got out of the bath and dried off. I slipped on some sweats that actually fit, thanking whoever broughtthem for me. It felt so good to be clean. Once in the hot water, I realized how dirty I felt. I spent extratime scrubbing my body, working to rid myself of everything that happened. I was a deep shade of pinkby the time I emerged. I had brushed my teeth and was sitting on the bed, brushing my hair, when there was a tap on thedoor.. “May I?” Ma asked, indicating the brush in my hand. Thesitated but slowly handed it to her. She sat behind me on the bed as I tucked my feet up in front ofme. She gently began to run the brush through my tangled hair. It felt so familiar that my mind flashedback to when she used to do this when I was younger. Before Dad died. I shook off the memory. I had enough to make me feel sad and angry without it. “I know you think I act like nothing is wrong,” Ma finally spoke. “And. I do. But it’s not because I don’tknow that things are wrong.” She sighed heavily. “It’s because I don’t know what else to do. I’m sorrynever seemed good enough. I didn’t know how to face the shame. I… I’ ve never been strong like you.” “I know,” I said flatly. “I know you tried, Ma. It was always a shi**y try, but you tried. At least when youwere sober.” “Which wasn’t often,” Ma said regretfully. “It’s an addiction, Ma,” I said. 0.00% Chapter 1*5: Ayla 288 iVouchers “That you tried to help me with so many times,” she replied.

“Yes, I did,” I said. “I wasn’t trying to make it sound like it was all okay, Ma. These are things you needto remember. To consider going forward. Whatever you tried in the past didn’t work. It’s time to try

something else.” “Are you saying we can come home with you?” she asked. “No,” I said instinctually. I winced, not realizing that’s how I felt until then and knowing it was time to address it. I turned aroundon the bed to face my mother. I grabbed her hands. ” “No, Ma,” I restated. “You’re not ready to be with me yet.” “You mean you’re not ready to forgive me.” “No,” I insisted. “I mean you’re not ready. I always forgive you, Ma. I’ll forgive you again eventually. ButI’m done being treated the way I have been. I’m done being disregarded and used. I won’t put up with itagain. You’re not ready to not be that person yet. You need to figure out how to change that. I can’t dothat for you.” She tried not to fall apart. Holding back tears. She sniffed, taking a deep breath. “Okay,” she said with the most determination I’d seen in her in years. “What do you want me to do?” “You’re going to rehab, Ma,” I said gently. “You’ve already made it through the hardest part. But you’veonly detoxed. You’re not fixed. That’s going to take a long time. And I need you to start with a rehabprogram. I’ll talk to Alpha Harden. We can set you up with one here in the Blue Fang Pack. Get clean.Like actually clean. No more drinking. 26.53% 10:58 Chapter 156. Ayla No more gambling. Go to therapy. Get on your feet. Then maybe we’ll talk about you coming home.” “I can do that, Ayla,” she insisted. “I promise I can do that.” “And I will hold you to that,” I said, She was quiet for a few minutes, just rubbing my hands that still held hers.

“Ayla,” she said softly, “can I… will…” She struggled to get the words out, but I could tell it was something important. I squeezed her hand.She swallowed and took another deep breath. “When he was…” she said. “When I thought… All I could think was that I wouldn’t get to hold my babygirl again. I know I’m broken, and I know I’m a terrible parent. But I still feel like your mother. I love youlike a mother. So, can I hold my baby? Just for a little while?” I scooted in, resting my head on her shoulder as I snaked my arms. around her waist. She held me toher, rubbing my back as she rocked us back and forth. She sniffled and I knew she was crying. “You know I’m so grateful I had you, sweet girl.” It was something you said to me growing up. “I’m soproud of you.” “I know, Mama,” I replied. “You know what Kylee did was my fault, right?” she said. “I said terrible things out of spite.” I pulled away and looked at her sadly. “No, Mama, Kylee can think for herself. She chose to do thosethings. Whatever happens, it’s between me and Kylee, okay?” 55.32% III 10:58 Chapter 1*6: Ayla 288 iVouchers Ma nodded. “Marie,” Theo’s voice sounded from the doorway, “it’s getting late. I’ll take it from here.” Ma gave him a weak smile and hugged me again before leaving. Theo shut and locked the door behindher. He kicked his shoes off and climbed on the bed, sitting against the headboard as he dragged upwith him. I sank into him, taking a few minutes to experience that feeling before the world pushed itsway back in. “I hear you’ve been getting some overdue apologies,” he said, lacing his fingers in mine. “Mhmm,” I hummed.

“I’m not going to apologize for sending you away,” he said firmly. “I won’t do it again, but it was the rightthing to do.” “Considering I successfully got myself kidnapped because I tried to come back, it’s hard for me toargue,” I said. “I shouldn’t have fought you on it.” “No,” he said, “we both made the right decision. I need you with me, Ayla. You’re strong enough andsmart enough to help us keep you safe.” “About time you realized that,” I teased. 81.06%