The Luna’s Choice (Theo and Ayla) by Kat Silver
Chapter 235

Chapter 235

Chapter 85: Ayla

Chapter 85: Ayla

Theo held the door to our apartment open for me and I walked in, careful not to brush against him. Ipaused two feet inside our home. It felt wrong now. Foreign and cold. I wondered if it would ever feelwarm and welcoming again. I knew it would never feel the same.

The door shut behind me and Theo’s hand went to the small of my back. I tensed and he pulled itaway. It was just a force of habit. Why else would he touch me? Why would he want to touch meanymore?

I pushed the thoughts from my head. I knew it was the grief talking. Mina had spent the day by my side.Admittedly, I didn’t speak much. One of the times I did was to say that Theo would never forgive me.That he’d never look at me the same.

It didn’t help that I didn’t want him to.

His touch just reminded me of every other touch. And what they led to. And what we lost.

I was such a mix of contradicting emotions that I couldn’t make sense of it all. In my head, I knew Ineeded to grieve. I needed to mourn. But my heart didn’t know how. When my father died, I had apurpose. I had something to keep me going every day. I knew what my father would want. I had hismemory to guide me through it all.

But I never got the chance to know my child. I didn’t know what my pup would have wanted me to do.

“Ayla,” Theo’s voice made me jump, pulling me out of my reverie.

I was standing in the middle of the living room. I was suddenly aware

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of the warmth of Theo’s hand on my arm. I shifted away. His hand fell away and he took a step back. Ididn’t look at him. I couldn’t look at him. I couldn’t stand the hurt that I saw there. Pain that I caused.

“Ayla,” Theo repeated. “I… I understand you’re not… but when you are, I’m here. I’m ready to talkwhen you are. You should get some rest.” He stepped in closer and gently kissed my temple, makingmy breath hitch. “I love you.”

I didn’t know why, but it felt like he was saying goodbye. Before I could read more into the feeling, therewas a knock on the door. Panic took over.

“Who’s here?” I asked. “Tell them to go away. I’m not… I can’t see anyone…”

“Shh,” Theo said. “Ayla, it’s okay. I’ve told everyone to stay away for now. However, I think you’ll wantto see who’s here.”

He went to open the door. I desperately wanted to stop him, but that would require touching him. And Icouldn’t bring myself to do that. So, I worked to steady my breathing as he opened the door. But Istopped breathing altogether when I saw who walked in.

I locked eyes with my mother. Behind her was Kylee.

My chin trembled, and we threw ourselves into each other’s arms. My breathing came back in great sobs. I hadn’t realized how much I needed her. How much I needed my family. My knees buckled and wesank to the floor. I don’t know how long we sat there, crying as we embraced each other.

“What are you doing here?” I asked when I finally pulled away. “How did you know?”

Ma brushed at my face and hair. “Theo called. He said you needed us.

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We weren’t going to let you down again, my darling girl.”

“He did?” I looked over her shoulder, but Theo wasn’t there.

He had left.

“Yes,” Ma said. “He insisted we both come home.”

“Come home?” I asked. “You’re back for good?”

“Well, only if you’ll have us,” Ma said.

“We just want to be here for you, Ayla,” Kylee sniffled. “We’ve missed you so much.”

We hugged each other again. It was the first thing that felt right. They were different. I could feel it. Somuch had changed between us, but I knew they were good changes. We looked each other over.Holding on for dear life. My heart and body still felt heavy, but the weight seemed a little easier to bear.

Eventually, Ma picked me up off the floor and led me to my bedroom. She retrieved a nightgown frommy dresser and helped me change. I could smell something cooking from the other room. Apparently,Kylee was making dinner. Ma was going on about how far she had come since they moved to BlueFang territory.

I could see the changes in them both. I was proud of them.

Kylee came in with a tray of food and we all sat and ate in the bed. When we were done, I watched asKylee fussed about the room, picking things up. It was a mess from our sudden departure the nightbefore. She had come a long way. She was so different that I couldn’t help the pit forming in mystomach.

Why had Theo insisted she come home?