The Lycan Twins Abused Mate
Chapter 21

I was lonely, I missed them. I missed them a lot, "Where are they?" They left me without saying goodbye to me, did they abhor me that much?"? "Did they want nothing to do with me?"

I am pessimistic and empty without them, my heart sting by thinking about this. I missed the twin's brother so much, ever since they left me, I have not been my normal self again, I feel lost. I loved them, If I know this could happen, I could have mustered my courage to express my feelings to them. Because without them, I am incomplete. "Ava", Oliver dubbed my name, bringing me out of my thoughts.

"What is wrong with you?" Ava, why are you doing this to yourself?" she asked.

"Nothing is wrong, Oliver, I'm alright," I told her.

"Don't tell me you are alright, Ava, you are not. You have been moody ever since the twin's brother left, you have not been yourself, You barely eat your meal, Ava, tell me, "What is wrong with you? She asked me. "Oliver, I am okay. Please stop asking me" I grumbled.

"Enough Ava, Enough, I won't stop asking, I don't want to relinquish my best friend, you are my family, so, please tell me what is wrong? I am begging.

"Oliver, I missed them" I burst into tears, I don't know what is wrong with me. I feel empty and lonely without them. I want them. And I missed them so much.

"Oh my!" Don't cry, baby girl, please don't cry. It hurt to see you like this in pain. I am sorry you have to pass through pains" she stated, dabbing off my tears.

"What can I do, Oliver?" I asked her. I am vague without them, I feel vulnerable, I am not in control of my heart, my mind keeps thinking about them. What can I do?" I am beginning to go crazy without seeing them. "Shhh... Honey, I understand you, and I am sorry this is happening to you, I am susceptible to help you in this kind of situation. I understand Ava, I know you are deeply hurt and helpless" she muttered.

"You don't understand Oliver, I feel my heart is being segregated from me, my heart hurt and bled, yet it keeps crying out for them. I am helpless, Oliver.

I am helpless.

Helpless" I cried out as more tears flow freely down my cheeks. Please help me.

"I will help you out, I promise to help you, so please stop crying, I don't want you to fall sick my love" Oliver stated as she tugged me to her chest. She caresses me as I fall asleep in her arms. The Next Day.

Pains, drowsiness, and exhaustion are what I feel when I woke up the next day I try to get up from the bed, but the pain is stopping me. I try getting up again, but I fell back on the bed. The pain streamed all over my body, I am thirsty, I try to call Oliver's name, but my voice comes out in a low tone because I can barely hear my voice, talk more of the person I was trying to call over. I try to get up again, but I could not, my eyes are getting blurry now. I am exhausted. The pain coursed again, I was about to try again when olive walks inside.

"Ava, she yelled as she run towards me, she drops the bowl and the towel she was holding up. "What do you think you're doing?" she asked.

Can you stop trying to get up, you are still weak?

"What is happening to me?" I ask her. Why am I unable to get up?"

"Don't get up. Just lie down and get some rest, you were not feeling okay, and your body is weak due to the burning, and I have been taking care of you since last night" she explained. "What. I was surprised at the information I was hearing from her.

"Why am I sick? I asked her.

"You are having a fever and a nightmare," she told me.

"A nightmare?" it is about my past. Well, my past still haunts me" I muttered.

"What are you talking about?" No, you did not have a nightmare about your past and stop speaking with animosity, everyone has their past darling" she told me.

"I did not have a nightmare about my past?" I ask her. Then what nightmare are you talking about?"

"A nightmare about Aiden and Ethan, You were dreaming about them, before you started burning up, I was worried and taking care of you all through the night," she mumbled. "About them? I uttered, feeling disappointed. I could only dream about them.

Oliver, I think it is time to move on with my life, I think it is time to wake up from the dreams I am entangled in" I told her clenching my chest. It hurt by just thinking about this. She was silent for some minutes.

"Ava, she calls me. I think you should wait for them, they must have their reason why they decided to leave without saying goodbye to you.

"Wait? You are advising me to wait. What if they never come back again?" What if the day I saw them will be the last time I will be seeing them again, don't you see it?" "Don't you get it, Oliver?"

they don't feel the same way, they don't love me the way I do, everything is just one side love" I screamed. I should not have cried out because I feel my body is being amputated apart. Pain gushed throughout my body.

"It's okay Ava, I am here, please stop hurting yourself more than it's now. I am sure they love you too, They love you a lot, just like how my parents love each other. Please stop crying" she let out.

"Do you think they will love me? Who am I kidding, They will never love a girl like me" I told her. Loathing myself.

"What do you mean? She asked me, Ava, you are a beautiful girl with a kind heart, any guy who you ended up with, will be the luckiest guy in the world, so stop all the nonsense you are splitting out.

"You know I am speaking nothing but the truth, no one will like the type of girl like me, I am not pure again, I am no longer an innocent girl. Every guy likes and wants a pure and innocent girl to date, Am I qualified?" Tell me exactly where I'm qualified?" I asked her. "Everyone likes you, I love you and I have always wanted the best for you, my dearest sister, You are my family, my best friend, I am sorry for not being with you when you are suffering then" she tries to console me.

I hug her and cry, gushing my grief and my sorrow.

Weeks Later

I was getting alright, it one month, since I saw and hear about them, I was getting restless, I could not forget or take them out from my mind, I keep trying to take them off my mind but it was harder than I believed. It's impossible for me because they already invade my heart without realizing it. I already lost my heart to them, they were the controller of my heart.

Oliver has always been there for me, she was a best friend and a sister to me, she has shown me true love and made me understand my worth, with her by my side, I fear no one, there is also hope for me, that I will conquer my inner demons with her help. She has been urging me to take my dinner.

"Ava, please eat, even if you can't eat all, at least eat some, don't go on a hunger strike" she could nag.

"I am not hungry, take it away" I muttered.

"No, you must, and you are eating your meal, no matter what you say" she declared.

"Now, open your mouth before I make you open it forcibly" She demanded.

"Fuck, fuck, fuck! I cursed in my mind.

"Can you just stop nagging at me, I am not eating, please? Before I could finish my statement, she nudged a mouthful spoon of food inside my mouth, forcing me to swallow it.

"What the fuck! What are you doing? You almost make me choke on the food, are you trying to choke me to death? Oliver.

"Enough Ava, don't make me get mad," she told me, I am only looking out for you, I don't want you to be unhappy or stuck in your emotions, what if they come back and replace you in this state of health, what do you think they will do?" Will they be happy when they replace out they were the cause you were like this, Ava, please, I am begging you, eat your food?

I was also not happy I was like this, I want to eat as well, but I can't, I can't and it is killing me gradually, I don't know why I am like this.

I don't know I can be weak as I am today, I can't believe I can fall in love like this that I won't be able to say no to my emotion, I am not in control of my body.

I took out my cell phone as I dial their number again, but it was switched off, I have been calling their number ever since they left, but it was always off. I stroll my portraits looking for the snap we took together as I began to admire them on the phone screen. "Oliver, I need to be strong, I need to be strong for them, so to salvage my strength, I need to eat something, I don't want them to come back and meet me like this. I believe that they will come to me, they will come for me" I told her as my eyes shone with hope. "Yes. That is the vigor girl, You need to eat, eat and gain some strength, they were coming. They will come for you because I know they love you. It was never a one-sided love," she says as she started feeding me.

"Oliver, I bless the day I meet you, I never regret having you as my sister and my best friend. Thank you. Thank you for everything. Thank you for always being there for me. Always remember this, my dearest sister, I love you a lot.

"I love you too Big sister" she answered back, smiling. Oliver Point Of View.

I abhor watching my sister like this, I abhor catching a glimpse of her in pain, and I detest it more when I am helpless without having the power to help her. She's sad, lonely, and empty without them. I don't know the kind of spell they cast on her. I am now sure, she can never be happy without them as she keeps having nightmares about them, sometimes she even moans and calls their name in her dreamland. She changed, this is not the Ava I know. This is not her, something is wrong, there's more to it that we never know, and I think the twin's brother will be the key to all our questions, they are the keys to the answer, I need to ask them what was wrong with my sister. This is not her. I keep taking care of her all night without taking a rest, she's burning up, I keep soaking a dry towel into the water to wipe her body every minute, I was devastated. I was unhappy seeing her like this, my gorgeous Ava, her flawless delicate skin is now thin and pale, she was suffering. I went into the bathroom to get another set of water, on getting back I saw her struggling to get up from the bed, pains were written all over her face, yet she never gives up as she keeps trying to get up.

"Ava, I shouted, I was appalled, scared that I am losing my best friend and sister, I abhor the twin brothers, why did they leave without saying goodbye? They left without a trace. "Am I wrong?" Are they not interested in her?" Are their gazes telling lies?" I keep questioning myself.

Seeing how pale she is, I try urging her to eat her meal, but she spurned to eat, she keeps crying, and I feel culpable. Guilty depleted my body seeing as her tears flow freely down her cheeks, she keeps screaming despite the pain she was feeling. They should never have done this to her, They hurt my beloved sister. I detest them, even if I abhor them, I can never show it because I never want to hurt her more. She's in love with them.

"Oliver, guys love pure and innocent girl, I am no longer pure, I was an abused victim, I was f****d by numerous guys and my masters, so who will be willing to be with a girl like me" she cried out.

I was speechless, is this what she is thinking about herself, she was damaged, but I vow to heal her heart, I will heal her, no matter what it takes.

"Don't talk like this to yourself, everyone loves you, who will have the heart to hurt an angel like you, you have a kind heart, You are pretty, and I love you, Ava. And I will slay whosoever that dares to loathe our Ava" I told her as I try my best to console her and I also force her to eat so that when they come back to her, they won't meet her in this way because they will feel guilty if they replace out they were the cause of her ailments.