Chapter 115

Chapter 115 – A New It Couple Emerges

Ella

Tears are streaming down Sinclair’s face as he relives his Mother’s death, and I’m doing my best not toburst into outright sobs. My heart aches for the little boy he once was, and for the burden he obviouslystill carries today. Hearing this story, I understand that his last conversation with his mother had trulystayed with him over the years, shaping him into the man before me now.

“Afterwards, I learned that she’d gotten Roger out of the house only to realize that I wasn’t there.”Sinclair continues, wiping his eyes. “She ran back in to get me, even though the guards tried to stopher.” Sinclair relates, “So you see, that’s why Roger always blamed me… he wasn’t wrong. If I’dlistened to her the first time, if I’d gone outside when she told me to, she would still be alive now.”

“But Pancake wouldn’t.” I remind him thickly.

The corners of his mouth quirk up, “It was almost thirty years ago, baby. Pancake is long gone.”

“You know what I mean.” I chide him. “And your mother understood because you were doing exactlywhat she was trying to teach you – to protect those more vulnerable than yourself.”

“I know.” He confesses. “I spent years in therapy, just trying to come to terms with the fact that it washer choice. I was a child and couldn’t have understood the danger, and she didn’t have to come afterme.”

“But she was your mother, it wasn’t even a question for her.” I murmur, twining my limbs with his so hecan feel my solid weight in his arms. “She wanted you to live much more than she cared about her ownsurvival.”

He nods wordlessly, his eyes still distant, as if he hasn’t truly returned to the present. “I understandthat, but sometimes I still think that if it wasn’t for me, she never would have needed to make a choicein the first place. My decision that day took her from Dad and Roger and the pack.”

“Did you ever replace out how the fire started?” I ask softly, running my fingers through the dark, thick locksof his hair.

“In the weeks after the fire, it became clear that it was arson.” Sinclair explains hoarsely. “Dad wasaway on pack business, and it was well known that Mom was home with the pups. We were never ableto prove it, but we always suspected the attack was political. King Xavier was on the throne then, andmy father was his right hand and next in line. All the politics that are playing out today – they werealready under way back then.”

“You think it was the King – the current one, I mean?” I inquire.

Sinclair sighs, his emotions less potent now that we’ve moved on to politics. “The problem with beingthe biggest and baddest wolf around is that it puts a colossal target on your back. And the worse thingis that you’re so hard to kill and people are often so afraid of taking you on directly, that they go afteryour family instead.” Sinclair shares. “It might not be as effective as killing you, but Alphas who losetheir mate and pups rarely recover fully.”

Sinclair pauses to nuzzle my neck and caress my belly, as if reminding himself that Rafe and I are safe.“It could have been anyone, but I actually think Xavier is a more likely suspect than the current king –my father was younger and not quite strong enough yet to rule, but it was clear he would be soon.Xavier didn’t have heirs and though he still had a lot of time left to try and make them, I think the writingwas already on the wall. My father was too strong and too well liked.”

“Dominic, if it was arson then it wasn’t your decision that took your mother, it was Xavier’s, or whoeverwas responsible. It wasn’t some tragic accident, it was murder.” I argue, hating the guilt still dominating

my mate’s expression.

He gazes down at me tenderly. “You don’t have to worry, Ella. I’m okay – I forgave myself a long timeago.”

“But Dominic, there’s nothing to forgive.” I insist, near tears again. “It wasn’t your fault.” I pull back farenough to look into his emerald eyes. “I can tell you right now, that if it came down to me or Rafe, Iwould choose him every time – even tiny as he is. And I wouldn’t ever want him to think that mysacrifice wasn’t worth it, or to blame himself.”

“Shhh,” Sinclair tucks my head under his chin, stroking my spine. “It’s okay, little wolf. I know.”

“Stop comforting me! I’m supposed to be comforting you.” I complain. Trying and failing to wriggle free.

“You are.” Sinclair lies – the rat. “It comforts me just holding you this way.”

Settling, I decide to change tactics. “Do you have any idea how proud your mother would be, if shecould see you today?” I ask him softly, hoping to help ease his pain but speaking with completehonestly. “You became exactly the man she hoped you would. You never lost sight of what mattersmost, even when the whole world was working against you. You lead with love instead of fear, and youdon’t confuse strength with cruelty.”

“Now you’re just flattering me.” Sinclair rumbles with amusement.

“I’m not.” I bite back. “Do you remember when we first met, and you still thought I was a scheming golddigger?”

“Oh yes, I’m sure that would have made my mother very proud.” Sinclair jokes.

“When you realized you were wrong, you owned up to your mistake.” I continue determinedly. “Andwhen you saw I was hurting, your first instinct was to hug me. You didn’t even think about it. Iremember being so shocked, because here was this huge, terrifying predator – and you held me moregently and with more compassion than anyone in my entire life.”

A pleased purr vibrates beneath my hands. “You make me sound like my father, that’s exactly how Iused to think of him. He could go from being a grizzly to a teddy bear in the blink of an eye.”

“Exactly.” I confirm. “I wish you could see yourself the way I do, Dominic. If you could, you’d know I’mnot just trying to pump up your ego – which, for the record, I wouldn’t do because it’s already bigenough.” I quip, yelping when Sinclair pinches my bottom. “I’m telling you how proud your motherwould be, because I believe it with every fiber of my being.”

“Thank you, sweetheart.” Sinclair professes, kissing me. I eagerly return the gesture, tilting my head togive him full reign of my mouth, and pressing my curves closer to his hard body.

We’re just starting to get carried away when a knock sounds at the door, and Hugo’s reluctant voicefloats through the wood. “Alpha, it’s urgent.”

Sinclair reluctantly extracts himself from my arms, and strides to the door, as naked as the day he wasborn. I hide my own nudity beneath the covers, burrowing deeper into my nest as the Beta stalks intothe room, not batting an eye at the scene awaiting him. Instead he goes straight to the TV consoleagainst the far wall, clicking the remote and bringing the screen to life. He flips the channels until thedevice lands on a breaking news report.

An image of Lydia and the Prince appears in the top left frame of a news report, above a headlinereading: No longer in mourning? The Prince spotted in Old Town with former Moon Valley Luna, LydiaSinclair.

My jaw drops, and my brain scrambles to piece together the implications of this news. I’m momentarilydistracted by the way the reporters identified Lydia using Sinclair’s name, feeling a rush of indignancefor this slight. I pull the sheets from the bed, wrapping them around my body and moving to Sinclair’sside. He tucks me under his arm as Hugo increases the volume on the television.

“Mere weeks after the unspeakable tragedy of the Princess Angeline’s murder, her widower andpolitical candidate Prince Damon was seen out and about with Moon Valley’s former Luna. Whenasked for a comment, the pair reported that they are just friends, sharing that Lydia stepped forward tooffer the Prince comfort in his time of need – being no stranger to tragedy herself.

Despite the platonic nature of their relationship, onlookers could help but notice how cozy the coupleappeared, with many expressing hope that the prominent she-wolf can offer the grieving Prince solaceat this difficult time. Are we witnessing a new it couple in the making? Is Lydia’s friendship with thePrince going to throw off Dominic Sinclair’s campaign? And where is the Moon Valley Alpha and hisnew mate Ella? The pair haven’t been seen publicly in weeks, and speculation is brewing. All this andmore, when we return.”

“Turn it off.” Sinclair rumbles, exhaling when the screen goes dark again. The three of us exchangeworried glances as the sound disappears, and I can tell we’re all thinking the same thing. “What theactual fuck?”

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