The Shark Mafia Boss
Chapter 80 - the dream

OLIVIA POV

I wake up feeling Raphael still holding me. I smile remembering last night. Raphael was the sweetest. I know he didn't mean what he said and when he got home I saw how much he was sorry. And then he showed me two times how much he was sorry. I can't complain. He focused only on me, he didn't even let me suck him off. He wanted to please me, make me forget about the world. And well, he did it. I even forgot my name.

I get up to go to the bathroom and I can feel his arms getting tighter around me.

"Where do you think you're going?" - he asks me

"It's time to get up" - I tell him

"Not today" - he says pulling me back to bed. I let out a low scream and we both giggled as he places kisses on my neck.

"Raph we have to go to work"

"No, we don't. I'm bringing Michael home today" - he says and my heart skips a beat. How could I have forgotten about that?

I started to feel nervous and my hands started to sweat.

"Hey? You okay?" - Raphael asks as my breathing shifts.

"I... I'm not ready to be a mother, I don't know anything yet. What if he hates me? What if he doesn't like me to take care of him?"

"Hey, first of all, that baby is going to love you as if you were his biological mother. And Maria will be here to help"

I take a deep breath and nod my head. I turn around in bed now facing Raphael and his eyes scan my face.

I place a soft kiss on the tip of his nose and he smiles at me.

"What time are we going?"

"Around ten" - he says and I look at the time on my clock that is standing on my bedside table and I see it is 7:30.

I close my eyes allowing my self to drift off into sleep again.

I think I am dreaming. But I can't open my eyes. I can't wake up. This is the worst.

I start walking. I don't know where I am. I don't recognise this street. I see Raphael at the end of the street looking at me. He is smiling at me I start walking towards him but the more I walk the further away he gets. "Raphael?" - I call for him and he only looks at me. He doesn't reply.

"Babe?" - I call again.

I start looking around to see if there is another way to get to him. I can't seem to replace another way and when I look back he is holding a baby.

He is smiling looking at the baby.

I smile looking at him so I place my hands on my stomach and I can't feel my tummy. I am not pregnant. What the fuck?

"Babe?" - I call and Raphael looks at me shaking his head.

"Is that our baby?" - I ask him.

"It is mine" - he says and I realise it is Michael.

"Can I hold him?"

"No" - he says with a painful look on his face.

""Why not?"

"You killed his mother, you are a killer" - he says and I look at him shaking my head

"I didn't do anything" - I say and that's when I see Tammy. She is standing next to Raphael. She is looking at both of them with so much love in her eyes that I give one step back. Was it my fault? No. I didn't do anything. She was unbalanced. She was unstable. She was depressed.

I look at them again and I see Raphael kissing Tammy.

"NO" - I scream at them and they look at me with a smile on their faces.

I try to get closer to them but I can't. And that's when I hear a voice that I recognise and panic takes over.

"You will never be his" - I look around and I see Lucas. He is smiling offering me his hand.

"I am his" - I say

"You are mine" - Lucas says taking one step closer. I take one step back and I am tarot against a wall.

"Raphael" - I call trying to get away from Lucas.

"You belong together" - Raphael says to me with a look in his face that I've never seen before.

"No, don't get any closer" - I say to Lucas.

"Why are you running away from your future?" - I hear Michael. I look around looking for him and I replace him standing next to Raphael and Tammy.

"Michael, help me please?" - I cry out loud

"Why would I do that?"

"You are my friend" - I say

"You never cared about me Olivia, stop filling yourself"

I let out a scream and my eyes open. I can barely breathe and I am sitting in the bed with Raphael sitting next to me shushing me and saying was just a bad dream. "Was just a bad dream" - he says

""You hated me" - I tell him.

"That would never happen, that is impossible" - he tells me and I hug him while I cry.

I straddle him to be able to press my body against him and feel his warmth.

"Tell me what happened" - Raphael says and I start telling him the horrible dream.

"Was just a bad dream" - he says - "I love you"

I look deep into his eyes

"Please say it again"

"I love you, Olivia Black"

"I love you too" - I say

"I will never leave you" - he says

"Do you promise?"

"I promise" - Raphael says and I smile and take his lips on mine. His soft sweet lips. Sometimes I forget how lucky I am to have him by my side.

Hi everyone.

I am sorry about the short chapters but my baby is unwell and I am having almost no sleep. Still working 9 hours a day. I am sorry.

Tomorrow is my day off so I will try to write two chapters to update.

Stay safe

Love

Peyton