Twins and Ex-wife
Chapter 1208 Alistair, I will keep you company

"You're lying to me! You're all lying to me! My Alistair was so understanding and well-behaved, how could he be gone!"

"Please, can you give me back my Alistair?"

"Miss Stahler, I'm sorry, we didn't take good care of Alistair, we're sorry." The nanny standing beside Freya, who was also a mother, empathised with Freya's pain, she looked at Freya and couldn't control the tears rolling down her face.

"No, my Alistair is fine, since he is fine, how could you be sorry!"

The expression on Freya's face was so stiff that it seemed to be carved into her face as she kept shaking her head and stepping back, "Yes, my Alistair will be fine! He'll be fine!"

"He's just hiding, he's waiting for me to replace him! I'll replace him! I will replace my Alistair!"

Freya turned around violently and sprinted just as fast as she could towards the outside of the room.

She wanted to replace her Alistair, she wanted to hold him tightly in her arms, with arched eyebrows, and sing him the most beautiful songs.

She also wanted to watch her Alistair grow up, to see him meet the woman he loved, to become a husband and a father, to grow up to be a man on top of the world. So, her Alistair would be fine!

Yes! The seaside! She was going to the seaside!

Dora said that someone had taken Alistair to the sea, and that perhaps, now, he was hidden somewhere by the sea!

Her Alistair, all alone, must be especially scared and frightened, and only his mother's arms could keep him away from all the anxiety and panic.

Her Alistair missed her embrace!

The seaside was really far from the old castle, and even if Freya had all the strength she needed, she couldn't run there for a while.

Seeing Dora who was nervously chasing her out, she paused in her steps and spoke softly, "Dora, please have someone prepare a car for me, I want to go to the beach!" "Miss Stahler ......"

Dora wanted to persuade Freya not to go, she wanted to say that Alistair was already dead, and that if she went there now, it would only add to the pain.

But Freya's appearance at this moment was really too heartbreaking.

She looked as fragile as an enamel doll that would break at the slightest touch, but with an indescribable stubbornness and persistence that made it all the sadder.

Dora was on Helen's side, but seeing Freya like this, she couldn't help but grieve for her.

Dora looked at Freya with pity and turned around, asking someone to prepare the car.

The sea, with its golden sands, stretched into the distance, and further on, the endless deep sea, as if a single wave could swallow up all the beauty and leave a lifetime of inescapable sorrow.

It was already late at night, but the seaside of the Free State was still brightly lit.

The bright lights, so bright and beautiful, were hiding the deepest sins.

Freya ran madly along the beach, but she could not replace her Alistair.

As the wind blew across the shore, the deep and shallow footprints no longer seemed so clear, and when the lights on the shore gradually went out and the sun appeared at the end of the sea, Freya still found nothing.

"Miss Stahler, let's go back! You're only hurting your own body like this! Miss Stahler, you can't trash your body like that!" Dora was afraid that Caelan would get angry when he saw Freya in such a disoriented state, so she persuaded her bitterly.

"Go back? Alistair is still waiting for me to replace him, how can I go back! I can't go back, I want to replace my Alistair!"

"Yes, my Alistair, he's probably hidden in the water! I'm going to the water to look for my Alistair!"

Seeing Freya stumbling to get into the water, Dora instantly became anxious.

The sea was still shallow at the edge of the shore, but a little further on, the water was particularly deep, and if Freya staggered into the water like that, she would only die!

"Miss Stahler, you can't go over there! It's dangerous!"

Dora rushed forward in a panic, she hugged Freya with all her might and wouldn't let her go any further.

"Miss Stahler, even if Alistair is gone, you still have two children! If anything happens to you, what will you do with your two children? They already don't have a father, do you want them to lose their mother too? Miss Stahler, you can't be so cruel to them!"

Freya also wanted to be with her two little ones forever, but the loss of Alistair was still as painful as plucking out her heart and cutting her flesh.

Her Alistair, so small, so tiny, he looked, so fragile.

She had failed to protect him, had made him suffer too much, how could she leave him alone, continuing to be desperate and helplessly afraid! "Alistair ......"

Freya looked around blankly, but she still couldn't see her Alistair.

In front of her, there was a vast ocean that could not be seen, and behind her, there was a beach that stretched for thousands of miles.

There were people swarming around her, but none of them were her Alistair.

"Let go of me! I'm going to replace my Alistair!" Freya's hand was so strong that it threw the taller Dora into a stumble.

Dora scrambled to steady herself, afraid that something might happen to her.

Freya pushed Dora, who was trying to grab her, and she kept mumbling as if in a dream, "I want to replace my Alistair! My Alistair says he misses his mother and he says he's in pain." Yes, her Alistair must have been in a lot of pain.

How could he not be in pain after being swallowed alive by a vicious shark?

"Alistair .." Freya called Alistair's name in a low voice, in this life, the person she owed the most to was Alistair.

......

From the time he was born, she hadn't done her duty as a mother.

Other kids were all pampered in their mothers' arms, but her Alistair had fallen into the hands of the devil before he could even have a mouthful of breast milk.

She wanted to be there for her two little ones as they grew up, she wanted to be there for the man she loved most.

But if something did happen to Alistair, she wanted, even more, to be there for him.

Alive, she could not shelter him from the wind and rain, and when he was gone, she wanted to be the big tree in his life, the one he depended on.

"Alistair, you're afraid of the dark, aren't you? You're also afraid of pain, aren't you?"

In Freya's eyes, there was no hint of focus, "Alistair, don't be afraid, mommy will be with you soon!"

With that, Freya violently pushed Dora again, and she rushed towards the sea regardless.

"Stahler!"

Her wrist, violently clasped by Caelan, Freya still wanted to continue to dash into the water, but Caelan's hand suddenly exerted force, then forcibly dragged her out. "Caelan, you let go of me!" Freya hissed at him with red eyes, her hands pushing hard to break his grip, but no matter how hard she tried, she couldn't.

"Stahler, I forbid you to do something stupid! You can't save him by doing something stupid, you're just throwing your life away for nothing!" "Caelan, it was you who killed my Alistair! You give me back my Alistair!"

Freya stared fiercely at Caelan, she had never hated him so much, "Caelan, you have caused my family to be broken and displaced, I'll kill you!"