Virginity in second marriages by Angela
Chapter 1319 Bad Memories

"You've been together for so long and you still don't have trust?"

"It's not that I don't have confidence, it's just that I don't want to be like the old days, when I was too aware of everything, then it would be easy to be disappointed later.

Serena was silent for a while as she listened, not expecting Anna's nature to be so lucid. She took a long look at Anna in front of her and suddenly stretched her arms around her shoulders.

"Silly girl, you can love someone very much, but you cannot lose yourself for the sake of loving them, even if Matthew is my brother, I have to say these words to you. You cannot be so humble in a relationship, you are together, you are equals, you like him and he likes you. But if he doesn't like you as much as you like him, then it's better if you don't like him too much."

Otherwise, the person who ends up giving too much will always be disappointed.

This was something Serena simply knew well.

These words entered Anna's heart word by word, and she patted Serena's shoulder with mock relief.

"Don't worry, I'm not going to lose myself, I'm just adjusting my lifestyle and mindset to make my future full of endless surprises. But if what I thought was possible turned out to be impossible, I would be very upset and unable to accept the outcome. But now I won't, because I have been planning for the worst from the beginning, so even if that day comes, I won't...... have such a hard time accepting it."

Those words were her mental sayings, and I must say that Serena really thought she was making sense?

While this was a bit sad and compassionate, there were many surprises.

Maybe everyone had their own way of life and their own choices, and she didn't have to interfere too much. Thinking about it, Serena then said, "Well then, behave yourself, then I'll take you to check it out."

"Okay!" Anna nodded.

When the test results came back, it was confirmed that Anna was indeed pregnant.

Anna took the report and almost burst into tears, ending up hugging Serena and burying herself in her shoulder. "Congratulations to our Anna, she is going to be a mother."

Anna thought to herself that Matteo was also going to be a father.

She just didn't want to tell Matteo the news yet.

"Don't tell your brother yet, is there someone else?" Anna took a step back and started talking to Serena.

"How? You didn't want to say anything before because you weren't sure, but now that you are sure, why don't you want to say anything yet?"

Anna's expression was a little shy as she whispered, "I want to prepare again before I tell them."

When Anna said this, Serena probably understood what she wanted to do, "Well, then I'll pretend I don't know anything about it for the time being, and you're right, this is between you after all, and I shouldn't interfere much."

"Thank you."

After leaving the hospital, Anna returned alone, and once Serena got into the car, Cristian's expression was cold: "Resolved?"

Yes. 'Serena answered and went to greet Lea: "Lea, mom is back."

"What does she want from you?"

Cristian still held a grudge against Anna, he had not forgotten what Serena, his best friend, had done before and this time he called Serena to steal time that belonged to them!

"She didn't do anything, just that she wasn't feeling well and asked me to come with her to check on her." Serena kept teasing Lea, the expression on her face constantly changing.

Cristian's anger and impatience at having to wait half a day for her to arrive at the hospital dissipated as he watched the vivid Serena making faces right before his eyes. "Can't you come to the hospital alone if you don't feel well? It's not like a child who needs company, you're already busy with a husband and child."

Serena's movements finally stopped, then she looked inexplicably at Cristian.

"I've noticed that you're getting very strange now."

Her eyes were piercing, as if they could pass through her eyes, and Cristian's thin lips half-open before she said, "Really? What's strange about that?" "Before not......

you seemed to cling to me so much, but now you're always on your toes, as if you're afraid I'll disappear, what's wrong?"

Cristian was speechless at the question.

But he had not thought about how he would answer her; indeed, the two of them had been together before, but he was not as attached to her as he was now.

"I've noticed that you seem to be clinging to me since you recovered your memory, and when I had the baby this got worse, what happened? Why do you have to follow me so much for every inch?" Serena had never asked him so seriously before, and she was taking the opportunity to ask just now.

Cristian half-closed his thin lips and began to think deeply.

In fact, this question had to start from the moment he recovered his memory.

No one had ever felt what he had felt, what kind of despair he had felt when the plane had crashed and he had fallen into the sea.

He should have been the groom that day, the woman he loved was still waiting for him to marry her at the wedding.

But he couldn't go that day, and Cristian could almost imagine how desperate Serena was to not see himself in the presence of his friends and family, mobbed by reporters.

He was also afraid that something would happen to him and he would never see her again.

So the moment the memories came back, these tumultuous memories and emotions were like falling helplessly into the sea, struggling to hold on, only to be lapped almost unconscious by a wave. Man is indeed very small in the face of nature.

These memories are like the waves at the beginning, one stronger than the other, making him go from being able to cope at the beginning to being exhausted at the end, before ...... being swallowed by the waves again.

Later, when Serena gave birth to Lea, Cristian followed her into the delivery room and witnessed her delivery, almost exhausted.

At that moment Cristian squeezed her hand tightly, looked at her bloody cheeks, and thought of himself on the sea, beaten by wave after wave, and finally running out of strength.

At this thought, Cristian's consciousness slowly came back together and then he saw Serena looking at him with a worried look, "What's wrong?"

She said, and stretched her hand in front of his face, "Is everything all right? From the look on your face, you're not thinking of a bad memory, are you?"

"No." Cristian didn't want to worry her so he denied it right away, only Serena didn't believe it because the look on his face just now was so clearly caught up in the memory, how could he not be?

Her memories Serena probably knew everything, so what would make Cristian look that way, she thought she could probably guess what it was.