Virginity in second marriages by Angela
Chapter 1520 Problems of existence.

If she was important enough to him.

He probably wouldn't have gone after Anna. After all, he was carrying a baby bump; wasn't he afraid that something might happen to him?

Samantha knew that she herself turned a blind eye to a lot and quietly.

There were so many things that had happened before that Samantha could have cared less, not cared, and even taken the initiative to tell Luke that she would wait for him.

But this time she could not really lie to herself. She could not deny the fact that Luca, was indifferent to her.

She has been lying to herself for too long, she needs to wake up.

Samantha also smiled to herself at the thought and said softly, "I know you have nothing, so you don't have to explain too much."

Especially at this time, when she had just given birth, she felt so tired and wanted so badly to close her eyes and not think or listen to anything.

Luke could see the look of tiredness on her face, and he knew she should not talk about it at this time.

But he was too agitated, and he always felt that he would lose something if he didn't say anything.

So, he had to say.

"Samantha, I actually talked about it the night I came back, only you were asleep so you didn't hear it."

At those words, Samantha gasped, and her eyes, which had been closed, rose to give him a serious look after hearing those words.

"Did you say it that night?"

"He said it." Luke nodded, "How could I have kept it from you? I said there was nothing with her and that means there is nothing.... Does it have anything to do with your ups and downs these days?" Samantha smiled miserably, "Do you see that?"

Luke's heart clenched a little, he didn't think it really had anything to do with it, then he had to be glad he had spoken, otherwise he couldn't afford the consequences.

His expression was a bit pained, as if he couldn't believe it, "So those things you said, including the things you bought for the baby......"

"Exactly." Samantha let it go and admitted it openly, "You don't tell me the truth, you don't tell me twice when I ask you, I look like a fool in this marriage, Luca, I get tired of giving so much love with myself for too long."

She took a deep breath and continued slowly, "So I was planning to leave after having the baby, maybe we were too impulsive in choosing to be together and choosing to get married, and it's good to be separated from each other."

"No." Luke gritted his teeth and squeezed her hand tightly, "Don't be ridiculous, how impulsive you think you are, I never thought so. Whether I'm dating or married, I've always been serious, there's never been an ounce of joking or belittling!"

This of course Samantha knew, and it was the reason she was willing to be with him in the first place, but of course the most important thing was that she had moved on first, so she was willing to give him time But as he falls deeper and deeper into the situation, he realizes that many things don't work out as initially.

For example, as her love for Luke grows, she wants more and more, for him to do the same for her.

As much as she loves him, he has to love her back.

And she also becomes mean, she does not want him to see other women, normal women, but that person cannot be Anna.

Just because she and Anna were already good friends did not mean that she was okay with him.

"Samantha, did you listen to what I told you?"

Samantha smiled weakly and said softly, "Yes, I did, it's just that I'm a little tired right now, I want to sleep okay?"

Luke felt embarrassed for a moment, a flash of weakness in his eyes.

"I'm sorry, I didn't mean to disturb your rest at this time of night."

It was just a special situation and he felt he had to say it. Now that he had finished, and seeing the look of weariness on Samantha's face, he was heartbroken but not sorry, and reached out his hand to touch her pale forehead.

"Now go to sleep, I won't talk anymore, don't worry."

Samantha closed her eyes, her heart was aching, her body was still tired, but she had no desire to sleep at that moment.

The only thing that came to her mind was what Luca had told her.

The decision she had already made crumbled under his eyes and his sincere words.

Now she was also confused about what she should do.

After giving birth, Samantha was going to go directly to a monthly center, but Flora thought it was better to take care of her herself, so after one last discussion, Samantha went home to catch up. Flora had done her homework during Samantha's pregnancy, so she was able to take care of Samantha with ease and experience.

With Rain by her side, Samantha's life got better every day. She did not even have to take the baby alone, she could eat when she woke up and sleep when she was sleepy.

The only thing is that the knot in her heart has not yet passed.

So she spends most of her time moping.

As Samantha's mother, Rain could naturally see that her daughter was not in the mood and took advantage of a day when Flora was away to sit and talk with her.

"You've been unhappy and moody lately, is it postnatal depression?"

Samantha shook her head, "No."

"Not postnatal depression? Then this problem existed before the birth?"

"Mom." Samantha looked out the window, her eyes distant, "When you went to tell my fortune and Luca's fortune earlier, did the fortune teller say that Luca and I would not end well?"

Rain was so regretful when she mentioned it, "Samantha, why do you still remember this? I told you I'm sorry, so don't be mad at me, okay? It was my fault and besides, how can a soothsayer be right in this world? If a soothsayer could really know the truth, everything would be easier."

Samantha, however, smiled weakly, a smile that did not reach her eyes and had no temperature.

"But why do I now feel that what he said is true?"

At those words, Rain blushed profusely for a moment and grabbed her hand in panic.

"Samantha, don't ever scare Mom, you can't say such silly things."

"Mom, why are you nervous?" Samantha patted her hand helplessly, "I just think the soothsayer is not meaningless, he took the money, he will surely do some calculations, he will say good and bad together, false and true, who knows? As for his saying it's life or death, don't worry, Luke and I will be separated at best, not dead."

He had not thought that far ahead.

Rain felt bad to hear that and, thinking back to that time, he always felt extremely strange.

Normally a mother would be very happy with a child and would want to keep him and see him more.

At first Rain thought she was just tired or scared, but now she realizes that she did not hold her baby much because