Alpha's secret love child
Chapter three

Flashback:

Axel and I have had the best summer and I knew I shouldn't, but I started to think about a futuretogether. I knew his family would never accept me as his Luna so we had been secretly meeting allsummer. After school we would meet at the lake and picnic on a field overlooking wildflowers. Wewould talk for hours, well we wouldn't just talk. But who could blame me, have you seen Axel, helooks like a model. He's build like a statue, with bright blue eyes and when the sun hits his hair itlooks like every strand is made of gold. We would kiss until it was time to go home, but after a whilethat was not enough and he would sneak into my bedroom window at night. My parents didn'tnotice, they hardly paid attention to me anyway. My bedroom was all the way to the back of thehouse near the forest, so it was easy to sneak in undetected. Being with Axel was lovely, eventhough we knew it couldn't last. Mates were chosen by the Moon Goddess and they wouldcomplement each other. I was an Omega, the last child of a family of regular wolves. There wasnothing special about me. I could never be a Luna. Axel didn't see it like that, he liked me for who Iwas. But he knew his parents would disapprove and like every member of the pack he feared hisfather. For Axel the knowledge of how bad his father could be wasn't just from hearsay, he knew alltoo well what happened if you'd disappoint Alpha Alistair. He had the scars to prove it.

I always thought I would safe myself for my mate. My parents didn’t say much to me, but had toldme too keep it in my pants until I turned 18. At 18 we would shift for the first time and could replacetheir mate during the full moon. It would be nice to have a wolf I thought, someone to be with mealways. I've heard it like an extra person in your head, one that doesn't talk but shares emotions orimages.

We've been going to the same school since we were kids, but Axel had been away for long periodsof time to train. At 16 I was blown away when I saw him again. I couldn't even speak when he firstsaid hi. We started talking and I did my best to help catch him up on homework. He had been awaytoo much and although the teachers would never admit it, he was far behind in every subject. Theydid not want to piss off the Alpha and decided to secretly get a tutor for Axel. We would meet at myhouse or at the forest, anywhere where there weren't a lot of people around. Alpha Alistairdemanded perfection and that meant doing well in school regardless of any missed days. After awhile I noticed he started looking at me differently, although I could never expect what wouldhappen. One afternoon, at the clearing in the forest where we would meet, he suddenly becamevery silent. He looked at me with that strange look in his eyes and quietly asked if he could kiss me.I was so surprised I couldn't even say yes, instead I just nodded my head while looking down. Hegrabbed my chin softly and said: “look at me, Amber. You should never have to hide from me’. Hethen slowly bend his head to me and put his lips softly against mine. It felt like the worlddisappeared for a minute, everything around us was quiet and it was just me and Axel and the tasteof his soft lips against mine.

Spending this summer with Axel has made me fall in love, a love where words weren't enoughanymore. Where kisses lead to more. I didn't regret loosing my virginity to Axel, he was kind andgentle. This was his first time too and we both took the time to get to know each other's body. Itraced every scar on his back with my fingers and kisses each one of them gently. He looked at mewith awe, as his eyes memorized each and every curve on my caramel body. I think I saw him blushwhen he looked at my breast and I noticed lust in his eyes when his eyes went they even lower. Thefirst night was special, but once we got the hang of it, we would experiment and learn each otherslikes and dislikes. Axel treated me like I was a treasure and I tried to repay him by showering himwith love. We both missed feeling loved growing up, my parents didn't care and his parents weretoo busy to create the perfect Alpha heir to their pack.

I was convinced it was true love. I knew the Moon Goddess made no mistakes, how could she notchose him for me. I might not be worthy, but I couldn't deny our connection.

As shocked as I was when he first asked to kiss me, I was in utter disbelief on how our summerromance ended. He suddenly started to ignore me in school and wouldn't show up at our usualmeeting places. And then out of nowhere he was gone. I asked one of the teachers where Axel wasand was told he was sent to a special boarding school to finish out the rest of the school year. Laterthat day I I found a note in my locker that said: “Amber, it was fun while it lasted. We both knew itwasn't forever. You should forget about me. You could never be my Luna. A."