Curse For Alpha: Betrayed Luna
Bagian 18

Audrey looked at Aldrick's face with a serious look. "It's not just about that. I just pity my principles if I violate them again by accepting you so easily after I destroyed part of my ability and power to make peace in the clan. Maybe you're truly sorry but I can't accept you right away," she said making Aldrick raise his eyebrows.

"What are the reasons?"

"Many, one of them is that I don't want you to come here just out of regret. There is no love for me in your heart yet, you came here just out of regret and because you need me for something that's why you're so persistent. You can only say what your other reasons are for coming here repeatedly. If it was just regret you wouldn't have come unless you perhaps loved me in your heart. But that's impossible because you also love Emely not me. I've been with you even though we're not close just yet and it's been a while so I know how you are even though it's not much.

"You came here because there was something you didn't want to say and I didn't want to just accept you without knowing those reasons. You know how this life can hurt me so badly, I even had full hopes for you when you came and made me your mate because I was chosen to be Luna. I thought maybe we would have a happy life but circumstances and reality threw me off until I finally realized that it was all just my own desires. Struggling alone is painful, I don't want to feel it again.

"Now I have Alfan and I have to protect his feelings and his life from being destroyed like I was. Maybe you think all this is very simple but I don't because I have to do many things for my son and that is a very big thing. Don't ever think of me as a weak person, I'm not that weak but I used to be weak because I was stupid. Aldrick, I accepted you here because I respect you, you are the Alpha Highness, you are my superior and you are the strongest werewolf that I can't beat. I just don't want you to get angry and unleash your abilities when I kick you out. I don't want to die now because my child is still small, that's why I avoided a lot of arguments with you."

Audrey's lengthy speech made Aldrick sigh and fall silent. He knew it must be very hard for this woman to accept all the things she had done. How the prevention of mistakes made must have made Audrey think repeatedly before accepting it and it was a natural thing because Audrey had feelings and a free life before.

He came and brought her into his life and forced her to become Luna. If he hadn't come before maybe the latter would have been happy with another life and partner who would have loved and cherished her. Unlike what Aldrick did because it was life destroying for Audrey to be with and married to him.

"My daughter doesn't know who her father is yet and that's much better than her knowing but suffering. I know that maybe the thought of his father has reached Alfan's mind and I'm preparing to tell him too. But I'm not going to give him hope that maybe one day his father will love him because this child was even born without your knowledge. My son may lack affection but he will never be abused and borrowed from the man he considers his father." Audrey continued making Aldrick nod.

"I realize that I used to be that bad and made you hate me so much. You are free to hate me as much as you want, but I will keep fighting and make you know that I will also try to forget all the pain in my heart and replace it with you. I will not stop until you accept me again even if it's 100 or 200 years later," he said making Audrey smile softly.

"Maybe 100 or 200 years later I won't be alive either. A lot has changed between us and things are not the same anymore. I've given Alfan a lot of power and abilities just to make him grow up to be an ordinary boy and not show any werewolf- like behavior. I don't want him to be shunned by his friends just because he has a disorder. I'm not going to school yet or endure your long life for the next hundred years. Don't expect more from me, I'm just a deformed Luna." Aldrick was silent because he just realized and knew it. All this time he didn't know because Audrey was quite good at keeping all the suffering and pain she experienced. This woman at first glance looked fine and there was nothing wrong with her, but that was because she was an expert at hiding her pain.

"I'm so tired, I want to rest. In a few hours I'll get up to cook some food and drinks. If you still want to help me maybe I'll give you whatever I need tonight. I hope you will accept and help me because I can't afford to come to the clan anymore. At least even though I've given birth to her secretly but you should think that if I come there it will only make it harder for your child here. I know that you don't intend to disown me, so I beg you not to force me to return at this time because it's not a good time especially for a woman like me who has almost lost all abilities." Audrey got up making Aldrick also get up and saw her already staring expectantly.

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"I will replace the medicine and the ingredients you need. Just give me the notes and all sorts and I will replace and deliver them in less than 7 days. Right now the clan is doing very well and there is no war at all so the men and soldiers who have recovered have also started to calm down and have no activity. If they know that you are fine and alive and you need medicine they will be very happy and they will definitely replace the medicine you need with enthusiasm." Audrey looked at Aldrick's face seriously so the man cleared his throat softly.

"I know you must be asking why I didn't look for it myself. It's because as you said that there are a lot of changes going on and I can't just go anywhere without proper preparation. I've been unsupported in the past for some reason so I can only ask for help from my colleagues and men to replace what you need. If I'm healthy and fine in a 100% normal state then I'll look for it myself." Aldrick said as if clarifying making Audrey sigh.

"Then I will immediately prepare the notes and whatever I need. There's a guest room that I've cleaned in the past two days so if you want to rest, you can stay there. You'll be going home tonight so rest and gather energy first because already penetrating the portal between the human world and the Wolf world is not as easy and will have an effect on your reduced abilities. I can feel your energy is so weak not as strong as before it must be because if you don't rest well and repeatedly come here to make your energy erode." Audrey said and took a drink of water.

Aldrick saw that she had dripped something into it and handed the glass of water to her.

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"I still have some medicinal extracts that can increase energy and abilities. Drink well, tomorrow you will feel that your condition and body are so good. These Abang are rare and I can't give you all of them because I don't have the ingredients here. But if you manage to replace the medicines and ingredients I gave you tonight, I can definitely make more and I will give them to you. But you can't get medicine like this anywhere because it has to be made and the terrain has to match. So I hope that even if you can make it, don't leave out even one ingredient. It will only affect and make the medicine not work optimally."

After talking with Aldrick, Audrey walked into her room and rested. Aldrick also decided to go into the guest room Audrey had provided him. She was too caring and kind even though she had hurt him. Audrey was a woman who could understand and make herself a strong woman in any aspect.

"She is a Luna of course, she has very great abilities and no one can beat her. What exactly was Audrey lacking all this time that I betrayed her so stupidly? She is a Luna who is so strong, beautiful, a martial arts expert and has abilities that not many people have. I'm really a story of being stupid because of Emely. If only my eyes hadn't been blinded by that woman I would have had a very happy life with Audrey. Too stupid, you are too stupid, Aldrick..."

In the room he blamed himself while thinking about many things. He could realize that since he drank the water given by Audrey earlier he felt that his abilities and energy were recovering little by little. She did not even realize that she was sleeping in that room so soundly, feeling so calm that her whole body seemed to be repaired one by one where the damaged parts were and replaced where the parts were no longer functioning.

The Moon Goddess really proved well that she would only heal if Luna gave her healing and medicine. Actually this was what she was worried about, Audrey would replace out about this sooner or later and this woman would immediately think that that was why she came over and over again and made Audrey live without peace because of her appearance.

"If she replaces out that I'm doing that then she'll just become a resentful person and won't like me, right? What would I do to make her never replace out? But, if Luna never replaces out and I remain a person without this ability, if there is another war what can I do or protect them? Sooner or later she has to know, I have to figure out how to tell her nicely."