Feelings through poetry
Poem 8 - Inner fight

I’m a good person,

I’m a bad person,

I deserve everything,

I deserve nothing,

I have everything,

I have nothing.

Who am I?

What am I?

What did I become?

Everything is beautiful,

Everything is terrible,

I love myself,

I hate myself,

The world is black,

It’s full of colors,

Everything is real,

Nothing is real,

Deal with it, doubt it,

Live, lie, die,

What did you achieve?

You achieved nothing.

You achieved everything.

You are somebody.

You are nobody.

I’ll die, and people will remember me.

I’ll die, and nobody will remember me.

Everyone cares, nobody cares.

Everything makes sense,

Nothing makes sense.

Everything sucks,

But everything is okay.

Nothing is okay.

But everything will be okay.

Nothing will be okay.

It never was.

It always was.

Don’t care, always care.

Please, just leave me alone.

Never leave me.

I don’t want to be alone.

I want to be alone.

You want to be alone.

I don’t doubt it.

Go and be alone.

Dig your own grave.

Don’t be brave; it doesn’t matter.

But you were there to support me,

Where did you go?

What happened to you?

I don’t see a reason to continue living.

I never wanted you to leave me!

You wanted me to leave you.

You wanted to be alone.

Now you regret what you wanted.

Come to think of it. What did you want?

I’m a bad person,

I deserve nothing,

I have nothing.

Who am I?

What am I?

What did I become?

Everything is terrible,

I hate myself,

The world is black,

Nothing is real,

doubt it,

lie, die,

What did you achieve?

You achieved nothing.

You are nobody.

I’ll die, and nobody will remember me.

Nobody cares.

Nothing makes sense.

Everything sucks,

Nothing is okay.

Nothing will be okay.

It never was.

Don’t care,

Please, just leave me alone.

I want to be alone.

Now I want you to tell me:

I’m a good person,

I deserve everything,

I have everything,

Who am I?

What am I?

What did I become?

Everything is beautiful,

I love myself,

The world is full of colors,

Everything is real,

Deal with it, live

What did you achieve?

You achieved everything.

You are somebody.

I’ll die, and people will remember me.

Everyone cares,

Everything makes sense,

But everything is okay.

But everything will be okay.

It always was.

Always care.

Never leave me.

I don’t want to be alone.