Feelings through poetry
Poem 9 - Dream reality

In this world of tragedy, what’s a dream and what is reality?

I’ve walked a lonely road; I’ve chosen the wrong path,

Insecure if I can make things right, and now there are things I can’t fix,

But they’re mixed with good things; it’s still not enough.

If they replace out, they’ll hate and abandon me.

I wish I could only correct my sins and do good for people.

I can’t comprehend what’s going on,

Somebody, please help, there is a devil inside me,

I’ve made a horrible mistake,

please cleanse me before it’s going to be all over and kill me.

In the world of tragedy magical things happen.

Is this a dream or reality?

Everything is so magical and scary, is this even real?

I don’t want this to be real,

Someone, please cleanse me!

I don’t want to live in this hell anymore.

I feel like I'm locked in a cell, losing my mind, oh I’m scared I’m actually losing my mind.

This intense feeling of loneliness and anxiety,

I just want her back; died in bloody covered walls, darkness, and storm,

I want her back.

I’ve done many things wrong and just wanted to end it, but I survived

So I sing this song about the things I did, wrong or are they right?

Don’t know, can’t tell, someone please help,

take me out of this hell; I can’t take this anymore

Only if there was a savior for me

A savior who needs a savior themselves - to escape from this hell.

I want to go to a dream reality where wishes come true,

I want to live in a dream reality,

please take me, this time I’m not scared

Dreams are pure, and I need a cure

Please guide me; I need to escape to the dream,

A dream where I can be loved and avoid the loneliness

I just wanted love, yet all I received was corrupt, tried to resist, but couldn’t,

Take me to a dream reality.

I just wanted to be loved, all I got was corrupt,

Now I want this to end.

No meaning, it’s going to start all over again,

Tricked into thinking of being loved, secretly being betrayed.

Who can I trust? Who can I love? Will I ever end up with the right one?

Here on the bridge, who will stand next to me under the sakura tree?

Who’s going to be the right one?

Under the sakura tree, mysterious things happen,

We’re allowed to be free, be whoever we want, just by completing one quest -

Finding each other, so where are you? Where are you, so you can take me to my dream reality?

I want to go to a dream reality, go to a dream where wishes come true

I want to live in a dream reality; please take me, this time I’m not scared

Dreams are pure, and I need a cure

Please guide me; I need to escape to dream reality

A dream where I can be loved and avoid the loneliness

I just want love, but all I got was corrupt, tried to resist, but couldn’t,

Take me to dream reality.

I want to go to a dream reality where wishes come true,

I want to live in a dream reality,

please take me, this time I’m not scared,

Dreams are pure, and I need a cure,

Please guide me; I need to escape to the dream,

A dream where I can be loved and avoid the loneliness.

I just wanted love, yet all I received was corrupt, tried to resist, but couldn’t,

Take me to a dream reality.

Meet me under sakura tree, free me from this curse, help me get rid of the monster inside

I don’t want to live like this,

Meet me again in this after life, meet me under the sakura tree.