I Shouldn't Love Him
I Shouldn’t Love Him – Chapter 20

Xavier’s POV

— Honey, your coffee is going to get cold, my fiancée calls out to me from the kitchen.

I g***n because I couldn’t tie my tie properly.

“I’m coming,” I said.

.I put on my jacket and leave our room.

I join Marie who is now in the living room, I take my cup and sit down next to her.

She is focused on a file in front of her computer, I wouldn’t like to disturb her but I’m doing it anyway.

— Were you able to talk to your daughter? , I asked impassively.

She continues to tap the keys without deigning to look at me.

“No, unfortunately,” she breathes.

I stop drinking my coffee, not happy with her answer, and stare at her

for a long time. Faced with my insistent gaze, she stops writing and sighs, sinking into the chair.

— Stop looking at me like that, I’ll go see her and sort things out.

I place my cup on the coffee table and get up, rearranging my jacket.

—Why don’t you leave this evening? , I suggested.

— Yes, you are right and you? Will you come join me next? , she asks.

I lean towards him to place a k**s on his forehead.

— No, I’m going to sleep here. Better for you to be alone with your daughter. Come on, I’m going. .

– Okay my love as you wish.

I collect my bag, my keys and leave my home.

I then climb into my car and drive off with a bang.

Liya’s POV.

It’s already noon, our classes have just finished, for once the afternoon classes are canceled, it’s just great! Inaya and I are leaving college together.

— Reassure me Liya, will you come to the party this evening?

I grimace under her threatening gaze and continue on my way, ignoring what she said earlier.

– Oh no ! You won’t make it this time, everyone will come, even your

Gabriel.

I roll my eyes annoyed by this little mixed race.

– Let’s go, you have no say and you will help me choose a dress, she exclaims, energetically pulling me by the arm to drag me into her car.

What does this do? Three hours ? Or more I would say…that we are in front of Inaya’s huge dressing room, and nothing…I mean nothing pleases her.

I lie down on his bed and sigh wearily.

—And what do you think of this one?

— Wear the one you want Inaya, all these dresses will suit you perfectly, I don’t see why you’re making things so complicated, I said beside myself.

— Okay okay, just one last time,

I straighten up slightly and look at what she shows me, one is quite short red with a bare back, the other is black and lace.

I hesitate for a moment because they are both magnificent.

“The black one,” I finally said.

She nods for my greatest happiness, finally we’re done.

— And why don’t you try the red one, it will suit you perfectly with your snow-white complexion, she said excitedly.

— Forget me Inaya, you’re tiring yourself out for nothing, I told you from the start that I won’t put on any dress for tonight, I said firmly.

She sits down heavily next to me and throws that famous dress in my

face.

— And you think that it’s with wide pants and a men’s t-shirt that you’re going to make Gabriel fall in love? she says to provoke me.

– Well my dear if Gabriel is really interested in me, he will love me as I am and I don’t need a piece of fabric to put on my feet, I replied.

— Pff, you’re pissing off Liya! , she replies.

I smile at her and she gives me a wonderful middle finger.

— I’m going to get ready right away otherwise we risk being late, she exclaims.

I nod eagerly and take a little nap.

Inaya is just magnificent, beautiful and super sexy with this dress!

“Your man won’t let you go in this outfit,” I said.

She gives me a satisfied wink.

“We’re already late, let’s go,” she said, dragging me inside.

There are countless students, the music that reigns there is unbearable and attacks my eardrums which asked for nothing. The strong smell of alcohol makes me nauseous. all these idiots swaying their

h**s carelessly, this atmosphere which was familiar to me before, really displeases me today!

Since Dad died, since his death I haven’t set foot in this kind of place again, I wonder what I’m doing here, I only want to take my feet off neck and run away from here…from this place which is not my place.

I jump when Inaya places her hand against my shoulder.

— Relax, you’re as tense as possible, come follow me, she says, holding my hand.

She stops in front of a bar and I tense up even more.

— I…I don’t drink, I said to my friend.

She stares at me somewhat surprised but I don’t care, I won’t put that shit in my mouth.

– Very well then you will not refuse to dance.

I purse my lips, I want to scream and pull my hair, damn, why did I agree to come here?

— You’ll see, it will do you good.

I then follow her, firmly gripping her wrist in front of the wild crowd which makes me dizzy.

She stops right in the middle and starts dancing freely to the

music.

I watch her and everyone around her do it.

I try to relax a little and move my body slightly, Inaya grabs my hands and forces me to follow her in her delirium… so she lets me go, frees my mind from all her painful thoughts, these people around me. I just let myself be carried away by the music and I replace myself loving it, doing what I want.

I don’t know how long we danced. but Inaya stops this moment to

refresh herself.

I then follow her and I realize that she is not heading towards the bar but towards a group of men, they all stare at her and she jumps on one of them who I guess is her boy friend .

She quickly introduces me to him and I replace him quite handsome, I understand why she is crazy about him and possessive.

A soft, warm hand that is familiar to me encircles my arm,

I smile at him sincerely, delighted to see him, he places a hand around my waist and places a k**s on my temple.

“I’m surprised to replace you in this kind of place,” he said, loud enough for me to hear.

“You know, okay, she dragged me with her,” I pouted.

He shakes his head amusedly, leans in my direction and nestles his face in

my neck which he takes in deep breaths, he then shifts and a cute smile stretches his lips

– Come on, he says, taking my hand.

I follow him without arguing, we pass through the crowd with difficulty and he leads me

onto the dance floor.

He then stops and stares at me intensely, he leans towards me and whispers in my ear.

– Dance for me Liya.

After he says these words which leave me speechless, he steps back and contemplates me waiting for me to react.

I bite my l*p nervously lower, he doesn’t move and neither do I.

After all, it’s just a dance!

So I place my hands on his chest and push him back slightly so that he can admire me completely.

I move back up my shapeless t-shirt just below my bra and

attach it at this height.

He seems surprised by my gesture and his eyes linger on my

exposed stomach.

I close my eyes and start moving to the rhythm of the music, I move my h**s slowly, in a sensual and sexy way, which is in no way vulgar.

My hands wander over my body, I meet his fiery gaze and I guess that he likes it.

I still dance, ignoring everything around me and focusing only on him. On this man who in this moment covers me with a feverish gaze which speaks volumes, which expresses a fascinating glow which is desire.

I move my h**s even more, getting closer to him and brushing against his

imposing body. without ever touching him just to drive him crazy.

I bite my lower l*p under his darkened eyes, his chest rising and

falling quickly.

Abruptly, his hands grip my shoulders so that my movements stop, I question him with his eyes, he simply replaces my t-shirt correctly in a quick and abrupt manner and he takes my arm to pull me along. know where.

—Gabriel? But what’s wrong with you? I shouted.

He doesn’t take the time to answer me and takes me outside to his motorcycle.

He hands me his helmet but I don’t take it and cross my arms around my chest displeased.

“I don’t want to leave,” I said firmly.

He sighs exasperated, approaches me, and puts on his helmet.

He straddles his motorcycle and waits for me to do the same.

“Don’t force me to take you up too,” he says impatiently.

I roll my eyes and get on his bike.

He starts suddenly making me hold on to him, I know he did it on purpose.

He drives for a while, he takes the path that leads to

my house…..stupid!

He stops after a few minutes and parks in front of my house. .

I remove his helmet and hand it to him, slamming it hard against his chest.

— Can you explain your reaction to me?

He sighs quietly and nervously runs a hand through his hair.

— I couldn’t stand all these perverse looks on your body Liya, the fact that you stayed another minute in this place made me angry, he barked, staring at me harshly.

I’m speechless at his statement, he’s not serious?!

— Monsieur asks me to shut up a dance for him and then pull this out for me? …this one is the best” I said beside myself.

– I didn’t expect you to do this damn sexy dance, he thunders.

He circles my waist,

– Jealous ? , I breathed against his face.

“Terribly,” he replied in the same tone.

To say that his revelation does not affect me is a lie.

He first brushes my parted lips then k****s me tenderly, I m**n lightly when he brings me closer to him and deepens his k**s, which becomes possessive, feverish, wild.

A beastly sound escapes his throat and he pulls back too quickly for my liking.

He tenderly caresses my cheek and covers me with a feverish gaze.

“I’m going to go,” he said suddenly.

— You want to come up and..

— No, I mean I would like to but after your show I won’t be able to resist you, he replied sincerely.

My cheeks heat up at his response.

He places a chaste k**s on my lips and orders me to go inside.

— See you tomorrow Liya, and good night, he whispers.

I wave at him and quickly enter my little home.

As soon as I closed the door, a cold voice echoed in the still

dark room.

– Where were you ?