I Shouldn't Love Him
I Shouldn’t Love Him – Chapter 21

I turn around bored and face my mother who has her arms crossed against her chest and her eyebrows furrowed.

“A party,” I replied impassively.

I start walking towards the kitchen and she immediately follows me.

“I thought you had stopped doing this kind of thing,” she reproaches me.

I don’t respond to his remark which irritates me and pours myself a glass of water.

—And who was this man? , she asks dryly.

I quickly drink half of my glass and place it noisily on

the sink.

“A friend,” I replied, trying to remain calm.

I walk around her without looking at her too upset and head to the living room.

— And friends exchange saliva perhaps? ? , she says coldly, stopping my steps in passing.

Apparently she saw us.

– Yes and so ? I don’t see what the problem is, you have been absent for quite a while and now you suddenly reappear and then lecture me? I got carried away.

— I’m your mother Liya, so I have the right to know what you do behind my back, she sighs.

“I do what I want and I have the right to see who I want, I’m old enough to know what I have to do,” I said as I climbed the stairs.

— Have you forgotten that it was your fault that we lost your father? because of these parties and the bad company you had. she writes in a sharp voice.

I immediately tense up and my legs stop.

I know that! It’s my fault Dad died! But the fact that she tells me loud and clear what she tries to forget every second hurts horribly.

I bite my lower l*p hard to stop myself from crying, my vision becomes blurry, but I close my eyelids to chase away the first tears that threaten to fall.

– There is .. . I.. that’s not what I meant”, she begins gently as she approaches me.

She is about to touch me but I stop her by moving away from her.

— Let Me, don’t touch me. I curse.

I rush down the stairs before leaving our house like a fury, I can’t bear to stay another minute in the same room as her.

– Liya! Come back..Liya !, she screams.

I don’t turn around and hurriedly continue on my way. I know that it’s late and that I have to stay quietly at home, but now it’s impossible! And I don’t even know where to go.

Xavier’s POV

I come out of the bathroom, a towel on my head, my body is relaxed after a good workout.

when a vibration catches my attention. I pick up my phone from the coffee table and see my fiancée’s name displayed.

“Yes, hello,” I replied.

— Damn Xavier where were you. I called you more than ten times, she wrote to herself in a panic.

— I was in the shower and calm down, what’s going on?” I asked, getting up.

At the same time, someone rang the doorbell. I left my room and took the stairs.

— Liya…it’s Liya, I don’t know. we had an argument and she left the house at

this late hour. I don’t know where she is now. I’m worried

Xavier.”

— that’s not true Marie! I thought you had to fix things, I got angry.

I open the door and come face to face with Liya! I am surprised to see her in front of me and sigh relieved to replace her safe and sound.

—Xavier? …you hear me ? , Marie thunders.

— Yes…I’ll call you back, I say vaguely then hang up without taking my eyes off the little creature facing me.

She lowers her gaze to stare at her white sneakers, and nervously plays

with her wrinkled t-shirt.

I open the door wide and invite him to come in.

“Thank you,” she breathes.

I nod and lead her to the living room where she sits happily

without bothering to take off her shoes. she remains silent

and motionless, the redness of her eyes shows that she has cried.

“I’ll be there right away,” I said.

I head to the kitchen, make her some tea, and take advantage of this moment to call Marie back.

— Can I know why you hung up on me earlier? she gets angry.

“Your daughter is at my house,” I said in response.

She sighs relieved, stays silent for a few seconds, then finally says.

— Okay… watch out for her.

— Don’t worry… I’ll have to leave you, have a good night.

She doesn’t bother to answer me and hangs up on me, like

I did earlier. I sigh and go to join Liya in the living room.

She has not changed position and she seems elsewhere, I move closer to her and sit next to her, I hand her her cup of tea which she hesitantly takes.

She thanks me and takes a sip of her hot drink. She remains

silent for several minutes, her eyes empty of expression, and I don’t dare speak, I only look at her out of the corner of my eye.

She places her cup on the table,

— Um…do you not mind if I spend the night at your place? , she asks uneasily.

An amused smile stretches my lips seeing her in this state, with slightly pink cheeks.

“No, of course not, I’ll show you your room,” I say, getting up

and she does the same.

I go upstairs, she carefully follows my steps, we cross a long corridor and I stop in front of my old room, because yes Marie didn’t like the old one. She found it not spacious enough.

“It’s this one,” I say, opening the door and she walks in, looking around. From the look on her face, I conclude that she really likes her.

“Thank you,” she whispers.

I simply nod, she lazily walks towards the bed, sits down then takes off her sneakers under my curious gaze.

“If you need anything, I’m in the next room,” I said to

him.

“Okay,” she replied.

She stares at me for a long time, waiting for me to leave the room. I clear my throat and finally go out, carefully closing the door behind.

I head to my room, take off my t-shirt which is suffocating me and sit on my bed which seems strangely empty.

Lying on my back, I think about Liya’s state, I wonder what could have happened with Marie.

I can’t fall asleep, I don’t know how long my mind is elsewhere.

A noise catches my attention, I get up from the bed, the door to my room opens and I see Liya’s thin silhouette in the darkness.

. I turn on the bedside lamp and turn in her direction to ask her what’s wrong…but I remain speechless at the view she offers me.

She stands against the door, she is wearing one of my shirts that she must have taken from my dressing room.

Her long hair covers her frail shoulders and frames her sweet face.

My gaze falls on her revealed and long legs.

— Could you play me a piece? , she breathes so low, playing nervously with the too-long sleeves of my shirt.

Of course I can, but hell not with my clothes that barely cover your perfect curves.

I get up, nervously running my hand through my hair and

walk around it without a word to leave this room which suddenly seems too small.

– You do not have to .

I stop in the middle of the hallway to give him a surprised look.

For the first time, she speaks to me informally! She looks embarrassed and bites her lower l*p.

– I don’t feel obliged, on the contrary…come on now, I said simply.

She walks past me and goes down the stairs, I follow closely, squinting at her sexy sway and her long, endless legs.

Her long hair moves to the rhythm of her steps…just attractive..

She stops near the piano, turns around to face me with a shy smile on her lips, takes her seat first and I sit down without further ado at her sides.

I close my eyes under his impatient gaze and play him the first song that comes to mind.

My fingers venture over the keys, and the first notes resound pleasantly in the room.

I let the melody carry us away, I play without being able to stop, I escape into another distant world.

My body tenses and the movement of my fingers slows down when his warm breath falls on my bare skin, his angelic face is in contact with my shoulder and his hair caresses along my arm.

I continue to play, ignoring all the pleasant sensations that she creates in me, but my fingers stop and my eyelids open as my skin becomes moist with her tears.

– Stupid… continue, she whispers as soon as the melody stops.

I don’t listen to her, I put my arm around her waist and bring her closer to me. She grabs onto my shoulder and stands up as if to break away from my embrace.

– What’s wrong ? , I asked softly, caressing his cheek.

She removes my hand from her face without ever looking at me.

“Nothing,” she says in a tone that aims to be neutral.

She gets up and goes up the stairs, I grunt in displeasure and

start chasing her.

She rushes into her room, she is about to close the door but I stop her by forcing myself into the room dimly lit by the bedside lamp.

She rolls her eyes and sighs, then she ignores me as she walks towards the bed, she climbs in revealing more of her magnificent legs, but unfortunately she covers herself immediately to the misfortune of my eyes.

I stay like this for long seconds, near the door as if hypnotized by this little woman.

“Leave me alone,” she whispers, curled up on herself.

Ah! We returned to vouvoiement.

Instead of leaving this room as she kindly asked me, my legs leave of their own accord in her direction, I sit down at her side without further delay. She thinks a little, then turns around to face me, her eyebrows furrowed.

— I told you to…

I don’t let her finish her sentence as I pull her by the arm and bring her closer to me so that her frail body bangs against mine.

She looks surprised and struggles against me, giving me ridiculous blows to the chest. I try to calm her down by holding her tightly against me but nothing can be done, she is as agitated as a flea.

So I violently push her backwards, lie on top of her and trap her wrists above her head to immobilize her.

She stares at me for a moment, her eyes shining and her lips trembling, her eyelids close to no longer open and tears that have no place there bead down her pink cheekbones.

No my dear…

I lean towards her, my lips brush against her cheeks, then k**s her and make those f*****g tears disappear.

I follow their path along her thin neck, instinctively my tongue passes over this milky skin, greedily removing any trace of salt water.

She shivers at this contact, which I really like.

Her neck…damn, my teeth nibble this area, my lips suck it and my tongue enjoys licking it without being able to control myself.

I loosen my grip on her wrists, I have an irresistible desire to

touch her.

One of my hands encircles her neck and the other traces her perfect silhouette to stop at the level of her naked lambs, soft, and shivering under my light caress.

My lips leave his neck to go up to the level of his jaw, which I trace with wet k****s, I nibble the lobe of his ear extracting a soft m**n from him.

I stand up to look at her but she holds me back by encircling my neck with her arms, making sure that my face is buried against her warm neck and captivated by her intoxicating scent.

“It’s…it’s unhealthy,” she said in my ear.

My fiancee’s daughter and I share the same bed… it’s beyond

unhealthy.

Since the first day, since I laid my eyes on her, I wanted

her body. her natural beauty hypnotized me. Her worn sneakers and her

neglected style appealed to me, her strange character drove me crazy… everything about her is special.

I like Marie but what I feel for this little creature who holds me tightly against her is much stronger and totally different. I behave like an a*****e with Liya I admit it but she gets me

all worked up, shit

I tried to stay away from her but it’s simply impossible…I can’t deny this little something between us.

I lie down on my back and pull her with me, so that she crushes me with all her weight.

She stays clinging to me, discreetly inhaling my scent and stroking my budding beard, it’s her little innocent gestures that drive me crazy.

Her female body pressed against mine, her golden hair which tickles my chest, her fingers on my skin, her natural and fruity smell increase my desire which manifests itself proudly under my tight jogging pants.

I only want to propel her against the bed and make love to her, tenderly or wildly. taking her in every position possible making her scream with pleasure in each room of my immense home.

I fantasize like crazy about… my future daughter-in-law, a fruit so delicious but forbidden… a forbidden and cursed attraction…

Liya’s POV

I feel a heavy weight crushing my body preventing me from breathing properly and a warm breath which pleasantly caresses my neck.

The light of day pricks my eyes forcing me to open them, my eyelids flutter to adapt to the day.

It is no surprise that I discover Xavier, who is practically sleeping on top of me, his legs wrapping around mine and his protective arm firmly encircling my waist.

I bite my inner l*p upon discovering him so close to me,

My hands venture onto his tanned shoulders and caress them with

my fingertips.

I spent the whole night with him…in his powerful arms, it was so nice…he held me tightly against him as if I was going to escape.

A shiver runs through me when he growls for a moment, when he buries his face against my neck to place a soft k**s against my receptive skin.

I immediately remove my hands from his body since he has woken up, he stands up so that a few centimeters separate our faces.

He stares at me with his eyes slightly closed, displaying a cute smile that makes my heart rate increase.

He tenderly caresses my cheek without taking his eyes off me, which makes me very uncomfortable.

He leans towards me to place his thin lips on my temple, then continue their path to my nose.

I instinctively close my eyes impatiently waiting for what happens next. All night I hoped he would k**s me but he didn’t try anything, he just held me against him. which actually surprises me considering what an a*****e he is.

His magnificent irises meet my gaze, he brushes his soft lips against mine eager for more. I approach him to encourage him to

go further.

Suddenly the bedroom door opens suddenly, startling us both.

– THERE IS !!

My heart beats crazy fast at the sound of… my mother’s voice.

Xavier immediately gets up from my body, he meets my panicked gaze and closes

his eyes for a moment while nervously running his hand through his hair…oops,

my darling. We’re in trouble!

— My God…it’s…it’s not possible, tell me I’m dreaming, she tries to say in shock.

I curl up against the bed and wrap myself in the blanket.

“Mom…it’s not what you think,” I said in a trembling voice.

Xavier gets up from the bed and approaches my mother whose face is distorted by anger and pain.

“Calm down, married, I,” he begins.

– Calm me down ?! .but you don’t care about me? I catch you in the same bed as my daughter kissing you and you ask me to calm down?! , she shouts, gesticulating in all directions.

She gives me a dirty look and then approaches me with long strides.

— I promise you we didn’t sleep together, Mom. believe me, I pitifully tried to defend myself.

She replaces herself in front of me. neither one nor two she gives me a powerful

slap, then a second that I fully deserve.

— Your own mother!…you dared to do this to me, she thunders angrily.

Tears run down my cheeks to make my skin burn, Xavier grabs her shoulders to calm her down but she screams with rage and releases her hold to throw herself at me.

She grabs my hair tightly enough to make me scream in pain and propels me forward so that I replace myself on the ground and my head hits

the wall violently.

Shit !