I Shouldn't Love Him
I Shouldn’t Love Him – Chapter 27

Xavier’s POV

I return to my home accompanied by Marie, whom I hold firmly by the waist to prevent her from falling. I don’t know why she drank so much, and it’s rare to see her in this state.

—Why did you come home so early? …I was having fun…you’re just a…

She doesn’t continue her sentence before she bursts out laughing. I sigh exasperatedly and

force her to walk.

I pick her up when we reach the stairs, she clings to me limply and places her head against my chest.

— You saw it too, right?!” she continues in a whisper.

I don’t understand what she means and I’m not trying to understand.

Arriving in our room, I lay her down delicately on the reads and helps me take off her heels.

— She was embarrassed when…I surprised her in the arms of another…I don’t understand why she let herself go…Gabriel is a man good.

I listen to her with my jaw clenched and remember that moment, she can’t f*****g shut up?

— Actually, if I understand her… Yanis is a very handsome man, she chuckles.

— Why don’t I “I don’t want to k**s her like your daughter while we’re at it? I say beside myself.

She now replaces herself in her underwear, I pull the blanket up towards her body but she immediately removes it and pulls me towards her pulling me by the back of my neck. Her alcoholic breath meets mine, and she k****s me. I close my eyes tightly and immediately move her away from me. —

Stop! Sleep now, I say harshly.

I stand up but she still holds me with a provocative smile on her

lips, she k****s me again, she passes her cold hands under my shirt which she begins to caress.

I firmly grab her wrists and push her roughly against the bed.

— I TOLD YOU TO STOP! , I shouted.

She looks at me with wide eyes, surprised by my tone and my violent gesture.

I nervously run a hand through my hair. I need to calm

down shit.. I didn’t want to act like that.

She remains silent for a moment that seems interminable, she turns her back to me and covers herself completely. I have to apologize for my behavior and yet I do nothing, on the contrary I rush to leave this room.

I go to the huge veranda, loosen my tie and hurry to smoke

a good cigarette.

Liya…this kid drives me crazy, she gets me all worked up.

I blow out the gray smoke and watch it dissipate little by little.

I think back to that bastard when he had his legs on his h**s, when he had fun touching her and dripping from her lips… I furiously throw my cigarette on the ground and I crush it hard and hasten to ‘light a second one.

Piss off! She…, she was so desirable. Her body was highlighted far too much by her f*****g dress or rather this piece of fabric.

Why didn’t she wear something like during my engagement?

Thinking back to her endless, perfect legs, her long wild hair, her intoxicating perfume, that magnificent smile that she only offered to the other guests… I g***n when my desire manifests itself devilishly under my pants.

I would have liked to possess her, harshly…savagely, without gentleness to punish her…to punish her for making herself so beautiful, for letting this man touch her while I painfully desired her.

I swear…she obsesses me…kissing her is no longer enough for me, I want much more, much more.

I act like an a*****e I admit…a real caveman! I went hard with her.

I wanted to hurt her, which she bitterly regrets and suffers from her action even though she is not at fault. The look she gave me after my harsh words has haunted my mind since I left that toilet. And that’s what I was looking for, I shouldn’t feel guilty.

What wasn’t expected was her shitty boyfriend who appeared out of nowhere.

They came home together…I don’t want to imagine the rest of their evening.

Gabriel’s POV..

I emerge from my sleep into the blinding light of the day, and… the song of the

birds.

My eyelids open heavily and the smell of the sheets reminds me that I’m not at home.

I look to my right for the woman who delighted me during the night but I frown when the place is empty.

I run a hand over my face and sink heavily onto the bed, sighing loudly. I would have liked to see her by my side and contemplate her… savor with my eyes her milky skin and her long hair, I would have liked to get lost in her.

I finally put on my boxers and take a walk in the bathroom.

I then wear my clothes from the day before and go down to join her.

Breakfast is already ready as I see but Liya is nowhere to be found in the room. I look for her everywhere and head towards the veranda.

Her feminine silhouette appears in my field of vision and instantly a goofy smile stretches my lips…damn I don’t recognize myself

anymore.

I approach her discreetly so that she does not suspect my presence and contemplates her completely. Her little black shorts highlight her rounded buttocks, I can only be satisfied with this view that she offers me.

Arriving at its height, its perfume which had accompanied me all night, tickles

my nostrils.

My arms impatiently encircle her waist, my chin rests on her shoulder where I k**s her shivering neck.

She immediately tenses up in my presence, and breathes deeply.

— Liya..

Her body is still so tense, didn’t she want to see me?

She doesn’t react, which is starting to worry me.

I turn her around so she can face me but immediately she lowers her gaze away from mine.

I place my hand on her cheek forcing her to look at me…and my jaw tightens when I see her red eyes.

— I…are you in pain? I asked worriedly.

She shakes her head energetically from left to right, and releases my hand from her skin…what’s happening to her?

– What’s wrong ? Did I do something I shouldn’t?

— No Gabriel, nothing is happening I assure you.

She’s lying and I can’t stand it.

—Then why did you cry?

She takes a deep breath, and runs a hand through her hair.

— Just that it’s all new to me. All this.. I.. I don’t know, I’m afraid.

—Why be afraid? we will both go slowly, I will never hurt you I promise,

She nods with pursed lips, I have a crazy urge to k**s her but she immediately takes my hand and takes me to the living room where breakfast is served.

I sit down without further delay and hasten to eat the delicious pain au chocolat under his amused gaze.

She leans towards me and pours me a cup of tea, her beautiful chest

appears before my envious eyes. My hand rests on her forearm, and I pull her towards me.

“Come over here,” I whispered, making her sit on my knees.

I pass a lock of her hair behind her ear and gaze at her for a long time, I never tire of her natural beauty and her innocence.

Her eyes stare at my bare torso visible through my unbuttoned shirt and she

forces herself to look away which makes me smile.

I hand her my toast and force her to eat. An angelic smile stretches her lips, she bites on it without ever taking her eyes off me, she runs her tongue over her lips and m***s softly.

My present desire increases, my hand placed on her waist goes lower to caress her bare thigh, it excites me to the highest point.

— Do you want some?” she says to me innocently.

I take the toast from her hands, throw it on the table and eagerly devour her sweet lips.

She responds to my k**s and places her hands around the back of my neck, caressing it, making me g***n with satisfaction.

I lift her a little and she sits astride me.

Her soft hands wander over my bare torso which she caresses with her fingertips, and she languidly moves her pelvis against mine…I can no longer resist.

– Liya…I want it badly, I growled against her lips.

In response she m***s, this sound is so exciting coming from her.

I pass my hands under her tank top, and remove it without difficulty.

I pull away from her, panting, and my eyes go down to her magnificent chest hidden by her lace bra.

I lean towards her and place a rain of k****s on her neck, which I enjoy biting, licking and sucking encouraged by her sighs of pleasure.

My lips descend lower, to the base of her firm and soft breast.

She jumps violently and I tense against her skin when the front door opens loudly.

We turn around and meet the surprised look of his mother…she doesn’t

make any comments, she rushes up the stairs with furrowed eyebrows…she seems angry.

Liya’s cheeks have taken on a red tint, she unfortunately gets up from my knees but the door opens a second time and it is her dear father-in-law who appears this time.

Liya hastens to hide his chest, he stares at us in turn with a black look and clenched jaw, then he rushes to take the stairs in his turn furious.

I sigh discreetly annoyed by their unexpected presence, my girlfriend seems uncomfortable and tormented.

Screams ring out from upstairs, they are arguing for some reason…they couldn’t do it at home shit…

Liya leans towards me and starts to close the buttons on my shirt,

her fingers brush against my skin with each movement and she bites

her lower l*p nervously.

I force myself not to put her on the table and make love to her…calm down

Gabriel otherwise she might run away

– I…I think he would rather you come home, she whispers.

Again…. She pushes me away again. I don’t know why she is acting like this, I am

her boyfriend and I have every right to stay.

I get up from the chair under her desolate look…I don’t say anything not wanting to rush her, collect my keys, and she accompanies me to the front door.

– I am very sorry . I would have liked you to stay but..

— Shuut,

Behind her I can see Xavier coming down the steps and he stops when he sees us.

“Come to my place,” I whispered, caressing his cheek.

—I…I don’t think that’s a good idea.

This bastard smiles at his response and his eyes wander along my girlfriend’s silhouette… my fists clench, I only want to paint her portrait again.

I immediately relax when Liya places her soft lips against mine, she leaves a chaste k**s but I hold her by the back of her neck to deepen it. I bite her inner l*p, my tongue caresses hers and she lets herself go. I take the opportunity to caress her buttocks and she m***s against my mouth.

She breaks away from my lips, slaps my chest and places her forehead against mine.

“Idiot,” she said with a smile on her face.

– I can’t help it, you’re driving me crazy, I whispered.

A satisfied smile stretches my lips because this a*****e didn’t miss a single moment of our exchange. …she’s mine .

I finally leave her home, with a heavy heart not being able to bear leaving her alone with her father-in-law. I don’t feel it at all.