Naughty Ceo’s Secret
Chapter 27

I was up all night. Again. Oh man, I really need to get some sleep. My brain would just not stop.

After Kenzo came all over me, and gave me his little reminder, he left. Well, he actually tucked me into my bed, and then left. He even set Cobweb down next to me before going.

My head was all over the place after that.

Why would he do that to me? Why would he want to do anything with me when he's leaving to go be with other women? Why did he stay just because I was upset with him? Why didn't he let me c*um? What happens if all of his c*m comes off of me in my sleep? The fact that Kenzo left me to go do. whatever it is a trainer does.. Had me in my feelings. I didn't want to be. I don't want to care. The simple fact that I'm jealous means I have feelings for Kenzo.

I have feelings for Kenzo.

No. There's no way. I don't. I can't.

Kenzo is my boss. He only made me his secretary to f*vck me. That's all this is to him. Even if he hasn't done it yet..

This is all just a game to Kenzo. I'm just a game to him. I hate playing games like this. I always lose. I get way too attached, and end up making a total fool of myself.

I can't have feelings for Kenzo. He'll break my heart. I don't want to be sad like that again..

Maybe if I just do it, and get it out of my system then everything will be fine. I mean, what other choice do I have?

I guess I could quit, or say no, but.. In all honesty, I don't want to.

Kenzo has peeked my interest too much. I think I'm curious about him. More than I thought. I want to know what he does at the Pet Store. I want to know what else he can do. I want to know him more.

So, I'll just go along with this for now. I can protect my heart. I know that Kenzo will never want anything serious with me. I just have to keep telling myself this is just s*ex. Yeah, I can do that.

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awkwardly walked through the lobby of our building. I wore a black skirt today, but this one is more flowy. Still professional though. Paired with a baby blue short sleeved blouse.

I feel so damn uncomfortable. Thankfully, Kenzo's c*m dried on my thighs. Some of it did come off, but I hope enough is left on to make him happy.

It's been over an hour, and Kenzo hasn't come out of his office yet. He hasn't requested anything from me. Hasn't shown any sign of life. I'm starting to wonder if he's asleep.

Maybe I should knock on his door. Kenzo does have a meeting in about 40 minutes. Maybe I should remind him of that before it's too-

My thoughts were cut off by that very door opening up. Out walked a woman I've never seen before. She has short bleach blonde hair, painted red lips, and is rail thin.

She has on an expensive looking outfit. A white dress with matching heels. The women turned around to face Kenzo who's standing in his doorway.

Is this woman another relative of his? She isn't Asian, although it would be rude of me to just make assumptions again. Last time I looked like an idiot. "Thanks again for a great time Kenzo. I'll be sure to send more your way." The woman said with a wink.

Great time? Send more his way?

Kenzo gave the woman a single nod as a response. And then the woman leaned in, and kissed him. She f*vcking kissed him. Right on the lips.

My jaw dropped as I watched the scene happen in front of me. A knot formed in my gut. The woman pulled away, leaving a red stain on Kenzo's perfect lips.

I picked my jaw up off of the floor as the woman turned around. She gave me a bright smile before strutting out of room. I kept my eyes on the now empty doorway.

What the hell just happened? Have they been in there... doing stuff? Stuff Kenzo does to me? Did he put her on his desk like he did me just last night?

I think Im going to be sick. I can't believe I still have his cum on me. That I really listened to what he said. I can't believe how stupid I am. I knew this was all just a game to him.

"Opal." Kenzo said my name.

I didn't turn around. Instead, I just started going through the papers on my desk. This fvcking jerk isn't going to see how he affects me.

"You have a meeting with the Mr. Asoki in 40 minutes Mr. Suzuki. It will be held on the main floor of the building.

They want to go over the retirement plans for next year, along with how many new hires you want." I told him.

Kenzo was silent for a moment. I didn't turn around to face him, so I have no idea what his face looks like. I don't care anyways. He has plenty of other way more beautiful women to care for him. Ones that clearly fit his lifestyle more than I ever would. Who was I trying to kid anyways? I'm not confident. I have no idea what I'm doing when it comes to Kenzo. I should have just kept to not letting him touch me in the first place.

I'm just too weak.

"Opal." Kenzo said my name again.

"Hmm?" I asked

"Opal, look at me." He ordered:

I had to fight with every fiber of my being to not give him what he wants. My body wanted to turn, and face him. To give in to his stupid demands. Treacherous body.

Suddenly, my chair was spun around. It was so abrupt that I fell back as it spun around. I came face to face with Kenzo. Those deep black eyes boring into me. I tried to keep my emotions from my face.

I cleared my throat.

"Do you need something sir? Coffee? Wet nap? A new desk?"

Okay... why did I even ask that last part? Just because I don't want to look at that stupid desk every day, wondering who else was on it every day, doesn't mean Kenzo doesn't. I shouldn't have said that. Kenzo raised a brow at me.

"I know you're upset Opal. It wasn't what you th-"

"I don't care." I said cutting him off.

Kenzo's eyes hardened.

"You're a bad liar Opal. Didn't we go through this last night?" He asked.

I shrugged, trying to look nonchalant.

"I mean it this time. Believe what you want. I don't give two shits who you kiss. Who you fvck. What you do at night. Or anything else regarding you Kenzo Suzuki." I said

Anger is seeping through my voice. I so am not doing this who nonchalant thing well. I pushed Kenzo's chest as I stood to my feet.

"Im going to get us coffee. In the meantime, why don't you f*vck off." I stated angrily.

I turned to walk out of my office, and noticed Beck standing there. Sh*t, how long has he been there? The whole time?

Beck raised an amused brow at me.

"Being naughty again sugar?" He asked.

I scowled at him.

"Opal, just let me" Kenzo tried, but I cut him off.

"No. I don't care." I said as I turned to face him.

Kenzo is expressionless like always. He doesn't care at all. I sure as hell do not care about his excuses.

"I don't care about your secret job Kenzo. Just leave me out of it from now on. I don't want to be part of your games." I said.

Then I turned my eyes to Beck.

"Or yours." I stated.

Beck threw his hands up in surrender. I squared my shoulders, and walked past to him. Right to the bathroom where I can cry in peace.