Once Rejected, Thrice Accepted
Chapter 75

Warning: A tiny bit of a dirty scene but has important information. Tried to make it light since it has some context you might want to read!

"I know what you are going to say so save it." I cried out to the figure standing in the bathroom doorway. "I know you want me to forgive him for everything, but I can't. The shit before we figured out we were related isn't even factoring into my decision. It's the phone call from him after Britt got hurt. He didn't care to hear the story or how I wasn't at fault because in his eyes I got his precious little girl hurt which made me enemy number one. He still hasn't really apologized on his own for it."

"I never said that." Lucas answered as he finished the walk to the tub staring down at me. "I came to tell you its just you and me tonight."

caught my breath, whipping my head up at him. "Like you promised?"

"Like we promised. I will have every inch of you and lay claim to you." He knelt down beside the tub and began folding his sleeve up past his elbow. "We start now. Tell me what you are thinking about so we can clear the air and get your first o****m started." "Fuck." I groaned rubbing my legs together. "I am thinking I was harsh on Jackson, but this is all still new to me."

He put his arm in the water cupping my p***y and leaned his face closer to mine. "What is new to you?"

"Ugh. All of this. Actually, having a say in how I feel or what I think." I groaned as he cupped me harder fighting every instinct to rub myself silly against him. "Before I had to like who they said, hate who they said, and never say I was upset unless they allowed me to use that as an answer which was rare. Now I get to do everything for myself and all these feelings are making me feel like a monster. Am I a monster, Lucas?"

He slid his middle finger between my pussy letting it sit against my clit. "Monster? No. Never. I am the monster in this love story."

He kissed my forehead. "You are allowed to feel however you want. You are an amazing girl, luna, sister, daughter, granddaughter, friend, and mate. You wear so many hats and make sure everyone is safe, secure, and taken care of before you even think about having something for yourself. This one time of you focusing on your mental and emotional well being won't hurt Jackson. He is a tough nut."

"I don't hate him. I know losing your mate is rough and it was probably hard to shift back to the human world after being a wolf for so long." I huffed doing my best to ignore Lucas's new lust filled actions of licking my neck to my ear before nibbling on it and doing it on repeat. "Britt has suffered more than me from him but I have suffered the most physical pain which sends my brain into a confused mess when no one hits me when I speak up. Its like this new life is a test and eventually it will go back to normal but this time you and everyone else I have started to love and trust will be the ones hurting me."

Lucas jerked his head back growling. "I know this is tough and you need some help rewiring your brain but try and remember I would never ever hurt you." He dropped his head after. "Hurt you again. I hate that I didn't trust you and that I act like you're a child who needs to be controlled. I am doing my best just like you. I love you."

"I love you." I whispered putting my hand onto of his hoping he would get the hint and start doing a little finger exercise.

"Somebody want something?" He grinned only moving his finger side to side twice before stopping. "My baby want some relief? Wanna see the stars before I take this pussy down for a landing?"

"Yes, please!" I begged, grabbing onto his arm scared he might take it away completely.

"Then tell me your true fear about all of this tonight before clearing your mind and focusing on me." He stated firmly. He was dead serious, and his wolf was clawing at his head fighting to get in the front to just take me hear and now. I could feel the pressure in his head and Moonlight was howling wanting to help his wolf.

"Fine but only because you're so handsome."

"Quit sucking up and speak before I put something in your mouth." He kissed my lips before biting the bottom one hard enough to sting.

"Fine." I huffed giving myself time to really think it through. "I am scared that he might... might do the same thing over and over again without me even noticing because of how damaged I am. And I am scared he won't have enough love for me and Id rather him love Britt. She needs him. She needs his strength, love, and acceptance. I just need to focus on healing myself, you guys, and the pack for now. That is more than enough for me."

He stared at me before nodding. "Valid and heard." He didn't even wait for a response before starting in hard and fast on my c**t.

It wasn't long before I was seeing stars, yelling his name, and begging for more. He yanked me out of the tub, dried me off, and threw me on the bed. I already knew this was going to be a sleepless night but not it was for a great reason. Nightmares can go s**k it.