Rejected By My Mate, Chosen By Fate -
Chapter 104
“Are you sure about this? I’m the Alpha of this Pack and only I have the right to make the final decision. I promise I won’t let anyone pressure you into doing what you don’t want to. Would you really like me to send you to the Crescent Moon Pack?” Alpha Richard questioned and his concern for me was evident on his face and although I desperately wanted to have nothing to do with that Pack, my mind was already made up.
I had run away from my past for way too long but not anymore. I just have to face and overcome it and although the thought of meeting with Zephyr face to face again scares me more than I can say, I really can’t avoid this. After my therapy, I had convinced myself that I wasn’t scared of him anymore and now, it would be time to put my convictions to the test. This would be the ultimate test to know if I’ve healed or not.
“You don’t have to worry, Zephyr won’t dare to be nasty to us. We’re not his mate anymore and we’re going as envoys, no matter how sick he might behave sometimes, he’s sure to be respectful to us as guests.” Tara said and I managed a small smile.
“There’s really no need to tear up or be so afraid. This encounter would just have to surface at some point and now’s the time. We’re just going to have to show Zephyr that he doesn’t affect us anymore, and that he couldn’t succeed in breaking us, all he did only just made us stronger.” Tara continued on and her words just helped build up my confidence. I take a deep breath and finally come to terms with the fact that I have to do this.
Kayden grabs hold of my hand and gives me a knowing look. I can tell he’s not happy about my decision but he can’t object much because we’re still in a meeting and we’re not allowed to introduce personal sentiments into decisions regarding the Pack’s welfare.
“Yes, I’m sure. I’ll start preparing for my journey immediately so I can leave tomorrow morning.” I said and took a seat, quickly wiping the stray tear drop that had fallen down my cheek. I have to comport myself.
“So it’s decided then, tomorrow, Kayden will leave for the Elven Meadows while Evelyn will leave for the Crescent Moon Pack.” Alpha Richard announced while the others nodded in agreement.
I tried to smile but I couldn’t because suddenly, I felt a strange movement in my belly and I instantly became nauseous. I tried to stay calm but I just couldn’t. Could it be that my utter nervousness is making me feel this way? The nauseous feeling just kept rising up my throat until I couldn’t take it anymore.
“I’m sorry Alpha but I would please like to excuse myself.” I requested and didn’t even wait for an answer before rushing out of the meeting. I rushed to my room and then to my bathroom and I threw up in the sink. I heard someone come into the bathroom and I turned slightly to see that it was Kayden. I tried to put on a smile so he wouldn’t be too worried about me but that sinking feeling returned and I threw up once more. Kayden rushed to my side and helped hold my hair up. After I had emptied my guts, I felt a little bit better. I rinsed my mouth and washed the sink.
“Are you alright?” He questioned and I shook my head because I was feeling a little lightheaded.
“Come with me.” He said and attempted to pull me along with him but I declined. “No, hold on. I need to brush first.” I requested and he nodded before leaving the bathroom.
I quickly brushed my teeth to get the sour taste out of my mouth and then I washed my face. As I towel dried my face, I gazed into the bathroom mirror and for one split second, I thought I saw Zephyr behind me. Fear instantly gripped me and I turned around quickly but it only caused my head to chime with a headache. I looked around the bathroom and ascertained that I was alone. Of course, it’s just my imagination, just like when I first came here. I’m the only one here, it would be impossible for Zephyr to be here in the first place, I tried to assure myself.
“Calm down Evelyn, it’s OK. There’s no one here, it’s just us. Just take a deep breath.” Tara tried to pacify me.
I took a deep breath and stood still for a bit. No matter how brave I feel that I’ve become, there’s no denying that my old fears seem to be coming back and this time, I won’t let them get the better of me. This is all the more reason why I have to go to the Crescent Moon Pack. I take a deep breath and walk out of the bathroom and immediately I do, Kayden accosts me and grabs a hold of my hand.
He walks me to the bed and helps me sit down.
“Are you feeling better now?” He questioned and I nodded. I hear him sigh before continuing to speak. “This is all because of Richard’s stupid decision of sending you to Crescent Moon, isn’t it?” He probed.
“No, that’s not it. I’ve been feeling a little sick all morning and that’s why I threw up. I think I might be coming down with something.” I equivocate.
“Do you really think you can lie to me? You were just fine a minute ago and after Richard mentioned that you’d been going to Crescent Moon, I saw all the color drain from your face and as if that wasn’t enough, you suddenly got sick and started throwing up. I know that you’re scared of going back there due to your past experiences but Richard gave you a chance to refuse so why didn’t you take it? You should know that it’s better to avoid certain situations, I won’t let you put your health at risk just because you’re trying to prove something to people whose opinions shouldn’t even matter.” Kayden scolded.
“No, I really am fine and this has nothing to do with the task that Richard assigned to me. I’m just stressed, that’s all, a little rest and I’ll be fine, I promise.” I assured him and made to stand up but my head buzzed and my vision blurred terribly so I fell back down. Kayden instantly became protective.
“For Selene’s sake please be careful, you should know that I wouldn’t be able to handle it if anything happened to you. I’ve seen enough, this isn’t nothing. I’m calling the doctor right away.” Kayden said and left before I could protest.
I laid back on the bed and just stared at the ceiling, wondering just what destiny had in store for me. What would be all their reactions when I finally return to my birth Pack after four years? Would Zephyr still accuse me of heartlessly killing his father? Has my biological family ever missed me even once? Ever since they had abandoned me, I had stopped thinking about them but the thought of returning back to that Pack and having a chance to see them again after so long is bringing back so many memories, much of which I’m not fond of but then again, b***d has always been thicker than water. I can’t deny the fact that they’re my family no matter what they did to me. It’s a shame that Kayden won’t get to meet his in-laws just yet as he’ll be going on his own mission. Maybe if Zephyr behaves, puts aside his one sided vendetta with me and treats me properly like a guest, I might return to that Pack with Kayden some other time, just to see my parents. As for Moira, I’m not thrilled to see her. I’ll only be nice to her if she’s nice to me, my days of quietly enduring her nonsense have ended a long time ago. They’ll all get to see the new Evelyn, not the one they had all brutalized, neglected and abandoned but the strong woman which my lovely mate and adoptive family have raised. Dismissing my fears and focusing only on the positive side of things soon brings a smile to my face amidst the uncanny feeling that dominates my belly.
A few minutes later, Kayden returns with the doctor. We exchange pleasantries and despite my stiff argument that I’m perfectly fine, Kayden tells the doctor to go ahead with the check up anyway.
After a quick examination, I sit up on the bed and wait for the doctor to tell Kayden that I’m absolutely fine and he’s simply just making a mountain out of a molehill. The doctor beams a smile and this ascertains that my suspicions are correct, I’m thankfully OK so I smile back while Kayden just stares at the both of us strangely.
“OK, doctor, what’s going on? Is she alright? I hope it’s nothing too serious?” Kayden inquired and the doctor shook her head. “You really have nothing to worry about, Prince Kayden, she’s absolutely fine. She’s actually in perfect condition and there’s only good news to share.” The doctor said and the smile immediately wiped from my face. What is she talking about? What good news?
“I don’t get it. If she’s fine, then why did she get sick earlier and what good news are you talking about?” Kayden questioned, sharing my curiosity.
The doctor giggled at our cluelessness before finally speaking. “What I mean is, Evelyn is pregnant and not just that, but her baby seems to be in perfect condition. A hearty congratulations to the both of you.” The doctor announced excitedly and my mouth dropped open.
I don’t know what I was expecting but it definitely wasn’t this. I was completely numb for a few seconds, trying to process what I had just heard and when it finally hit, I couldn’t even express my joy.
“Congratulations Evelyn, we get to be a mum again.” Tara congratulated me. “Yes, congratulations to us but why do I feel like you already knew about this?” I questioned her. “Well because I did, it wasn’t easy to spot the first time due to our psychological condition but after the first experience, it was easy to know that we were with child.” Tara said and I wanted to get mad at her but I just couldn’t.
“Why didn’t you just tell me? I got Kayden worried over nothing.” I scolded.
“Where’s the fun in that? These days you’re all about work, you’re even busier than the Luna herself and you don’t even let me go for a run anymore. I feel bored out of my mind sometimes, especially since you don’t speak to me much anymore since you can just talk to others. Not telling you was my way of having fun and I just wanted you to figure it out. I’m surprised that you didn’t.” Tara said and I felt slightly guilty. It is true.
Things have changed a lot since I was granted the ability to speak. I’ve become a lot more “useful” in this pack and since I have a responsibility, I give it my all and don’t relent. I’ve been so busy that I couldn’t even notice the changes in my own body, I felt like face palming myself.
“I’m sorry Tara, I should pay more attention to us from now on. I was so busy that I hardly noticed but I’m glad to be able to share this joyful moment with you once more. This time around, we have every reason to celebrate and we surely will. I promise that after we return from Crescent Moon, I’ll make sure to focus more on us because a healthy and happy mother is the only way to have a healthy baby.” I said and I felt her wag her tail excitedly.
I only broke from my reverie when I felt Kayden take me in a hug.
“I’m so happy Evelyn, we’re going to have our own baby, I’m going to be a dad. Well, not that I’m not already a dad, I am because Nevaeh is also my daughter and I love her so much and I always will, it’s just that…..” He blabbered on and I couldn’t stop myself from giggling. I have honestly never seen him so nervous. It’s both silly and heartwarming. He must be so thrilled, he’s going to become a father soon and this time, to his biological child.
The thought springs a sudden euphoric feeling within me. I’m currently carrying Kayden’s child, I’m carrying the offspring of the one I love so dearly and it really is the best feeling in the world. Despite the fact that I had only known of the baby’s existence barely two minutes ago, I was already feeling so attached.
I’m sure Elsie and everyone else will be ecstatic after hearing the news.
“Yes, I’m so happy that I don’t even have words to express it. After hearing such news, I’m absolutely sure that everything will be fine from now on.” I said with a smile. I look around and notice that the doctor has left.
“Yes, I feel exactly the same way. I love you Evelyn and I will always do my best to protect you, Neveah and our unborn child and in light of that, I can’t let you return back to the Crescent Moon Pack.” Kayden said and I instantly detached from the hug.
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