Rejected Mate
Chapter Four: The trip to hell

"you ready” I hear Ben question me from the car, I slowly limp with thecrushes over to the car, I don't want to use them. But everyone ismaking me; I notice hazyn sitting in the front seat of the car with benleaving the backseat open for me, I have a feeling me and hazyn will killeach other soon. The minute the car starts, I drift off into a peacefulsleep.

"wake up” I hear a voice chirp making me open my eyes with slits toglare at ben.

"guess we know that you are not a morning person” he laughs, makingme roll my eyes and get up and out of the car. The first thing I notice isthe alphas talking with all of Matthews friends.

"I don't want to use these stupid things” I growl throwing the crutchesback into the car, I know if I have them out the boys will use it to thereadvantage.

"I have rooms upstairs ready for both you and the beta” the alphaspeaks, making me roll my eyes.

"and what about the room for Erika" hazyn questions making me lookat him in shock,

"We thought she would be going back to the den on the outskirts ofthe territory” Matthews second-hand man eric speaks making me gulp"no she won't be, she can just stay in the room with me" hazyn speaksmaking me and ben turn to each other in shock.

"yes, alpha hazyn, your bedrooms are next to each other in the guestwing, third and fourth room on the right I'm sure Erika will show you tothe rooms" the alpha speaks before they all rush off inside.

"she can stay in my room man I know you don't like sharing" ben stateswarily.

"no, it's fine your mate won't thank me if she replaces out you had afemale in your bed before even meeting her” he smiles.

"Neither will yours" ben states making hazyn roll his eyes.

"already told you I won't replace her" he states before taking off, I slowlylimp after him knowing ben is following behind me. I push past hazynand lead the way to our rooms.

"your room, our room" I point at the doors making them nod theirheads and walk into there rooms. I slowly walk into mine and stare athazyn

"shes dead isnt she" I state once I closed the door.

"don't know what you mean" he replies back sharply sitting on the bed."The room is soundproof, and as a rejected mate I know the look, andyou are screaming it, but you don't look in pain when she is mentionedmaking me think she is dead, and it has been a while. probably beforeyou came alpha and that's why no one knows" I state

"fine you got me, she died a week before I became alpha and theydon't need to know that I'm not fit to be an alpha" he states putting hishands on his face.

"I am going to go get some food and leave you alone, I won't tellanyone, and I know you hate being around me so once Matthew isawake and we leave you can dump me in no man's land, I will be fine" Ismile before walking out of the bedroom and down the hallway.trigger warning

I feel my head colid with a wall making my vision blur together.

"You stupid whore, you made him like this" I hear eric growl making megulp knowing this isnt going to be pretty

"he rejected me not the other way around, tomorrow ill be gone and hewill be awake isnt that better then him dying like he was going to?" Iquestion confused as to why they are so pissed off it could be so muchworse

"You shouldn't have been his mate" they state making me roll my eyeswhich lands a punch to my gut.

"I don't pick who my mate is" I state, I thought they knew that or arethey that stupid

"You could have left when you found out and allowed him to pick hismate" Alex chimes in

"I'm sorry I am, he can do that now. I am leaving again once he'sawake" I state

"yea in a body bag" eric snarls before throwing me to the ground andkicking at me, I feel my heart pounding as a panic attack makes it wayto the front.

trigger warning over

"what are you boys doing" I hear hazyn yell though the corridor makingthem rush off, even they are not stupid enough to go against an alpha"You okay?” I hear him question, which makes me get off the groundand walk my ass back into our room

"I don't want to talk about it, you should have just killed me" I statebefore curling up in the bed and closing my eyes

"so sorry for caring” is the last thing I hear before I fall to sleep.

"she looks so cute in your arms.” someone comments.

"I know she does, but don't wake her she had a rough night, keptscreaming in her sleep, wrapping her in my arms was the only way forthe nightmares to stop.” another voice responds, what are they talkingabout?

"I think she's waking up.” the person adds on.

I hear the same two voices speak over and over again giving me aheadache, I push my face further into my pillow when I hear it chuckle,that so can not be a pillow. I open my eyes to come face to face withhazyn chest, well great.

jumping out of bed I smile sweety at the guys

"I am ready to wake Matthew up and get dropped into no man’s land" Ismile heading straight towards the clinic, I hear the boys followingbehind me closely.

"How can I help you" the lady at the front desk who I've actually neverseen before speaks

"I'm here to wake Matthew up" I smile sweetly.

"room 15" I nod my head as thanks and walk straight into room 15where I see his parents,

"if you want your son awake I want you out; I'm not waking him up ifyou are here" I state not caring if it sounds rude. The minute their feetare out of the door. I shut the door and lock it so that only Matthewand I are in the room.

"god damn it, Matthew, you make my life hell, and now I am forced towake you up, I loved you for a year and all I wanted to do was for youto feel the same way and change, to kiss me and mark me and us bethe pack betas but no. you make my life hell and reject me like I fearedyou would, then no one would even kill me which leaves me herehaving to wake you up, and to top it off your friends are dicks. But Iknow my presence isnt going to be enough I have to touch you literally,so I am going to make this count" I state out loud before approachinghis bed and planting my lips on his, my body wants to crumble underme and make me love him forever. However, it would never work, andthat's the sad thing, I feel him stir under me, so I pull back and wipe thetears from my eyes that somehow made their entrance.

"goodbye, Matthew, have a good life" I speak with my eyes closedbefore unlocking the door and stepping out of the room to come faceto face with his parents and the alpha, my mum and her mate with mydad and his mate, Matthews friends and ben and Hayden.

"he’s waking up" I state before walking away from everyone.

"wait up” I hear ben yell making me walk faster.

"come back to the pack with us; you're a true where you can join thepack” I close my eyes and let out more tears before turning around

"I never asked for this, I never asked to be mates with him and I sure ashell don't want pity from you" I state before continuing to walk.

"it isnt pity making me say all of this, I want a bestie" ben states makingme nod in understanding.

"no" I reply before walking past the car and to the territory line.