Sweet Redemption: The Morningstar Series Book 3
Sweet Redemption Chapter 46

I can't believe that I admitted to Bou that I can't live without him. He just kept yelling at me and while I could understand his anger I couldn't not defend myself. The words just tumbled from my lips in my state of anger.

I knew Bou was furious with me the whole walk here. When he tried to leave without talking to me, panic surged through me. I kept thinking he was going to leave and come back to reject me.

As mean as I have been to him, as much as I've been pushing him away, I needed him. I hated admitting it but I need him. I was still not willing to jump into things all willy nilly but I do want to try. I just need a bit of time to take a big step with him. When tears started to spill out of my eyes I wasn't sure what to do. I never cry in front of people, yet this is was what, the third time I've cried in front of Bou. It was awkward for me and I was beginning to feel hopeless. Would Bou and I ever be on the same page?

This is all my fault for pushing him away.

I was on the verge of spiraling when he reached out and yanked me into his chest. Surprise hit me even as I wrapped my arms back around him. The sparks and tingles danced across my body calming me.

Then Bou apologized. Not for our fight but for yelling at me. While he was furious with my decision to push him through the barrier he still felt bad for yelling at me. I was right there with him, apologizing as well. Even if I made sure to tell him it was only for yelling. Bou held me while I cried and was patient with me as my tears dried up. Then he just had to open his f*****g mouth about what I said.

"Don't worry baby. I can't live without you either." He said smug as hell.

I rolled my eyes and pulled out of his embrace.

"You were just about to leave me." I stated, crossing my arms over my chest.

Bou gave me a confused look before chuckling.

"I was just going to take a walk baby. I would never leave you for long. Is that why you stopped me? Because you thought I would leave and never come back?" He pressed as he walked closer to me. I took a step back. "As if." I scoffed at him. "You'd have to come back. How else would you get home?" I wasn't expecting an answer.

Bou just chuckled at me again and again took another couple of steps to me. I took another couple steps back. "Ah, so you just thought what? That I would come back and reject you?" He asked, hitting the f*****g bullseye.

I averted my eyes and stuck my chin in the air, looking like the royal brat that I am.

"No." I tried to sound stern but my voice betrayed me, instead sounding unsure.

Bou took another step to me and this time when I stepped back I was met with the wall.

"No? Didn't sound too sure about that babe." Bou gave me a smug smile as he closed the distance between us.

f**k, his scent is so mouthwatering. Bou reached up to cup the side of my face. He looked deep into my eyes and I almost forgot what we were talking about.

"Acaisia." He stated my name in his deep bossy voice. "I will never reject you. I know that you don't get that yet baby but it's never going to happen. If you ever try to reject me I will never accept it. If I knew how to place my mark on you you would be wearing it right now whether you like it or not. You are mine. I am never giving you up. You clearly don't really want me to and I especially would never give up my mate over something so stupid. You aren't allowed to do it again but I would never reject you over it." I stared up at him stunned for a moment.

"Did you just tell me I'm not allowed?" I asked raising an eyebrow.

Bou chuckled down at me.

"Yes. I. Did." He stated as his face grew closer to mine.

"What the f**k makes you think you can tell me what I'm allowed to do and not do?" I asked him my voice growing dangerous.

Although that didn't seem to affect Bou. Instead he used his body to press me against the wall. I could feel his hard c**k through his jeans. Is he ever not hard? I'm not sure if he is trying to distract me or not but it's working a little bit.

"I'm your mate. I won't tell you what you can or can't do often Acaisia but you are not allowed to put yourself in danger and leave me behind ever again." He said then rubbed his nose agianst mine in a lovingly way.

My anger was quickly dissipating as he moved his nose to trail down my neck softly.

"I can't wait for you to mark me so I can smell your scent." He whispered in my ear.

My arms remained limp at my sides and Bou reached down slowly to grab them. He slowly placed them around his neck and I wasted no time pushing my fingers in his soft brown curls.

Bou groaned like he missed me tugging on his locks. He rested his forehead against mine and we stayed in a comfortable silence for a few moments. There was something else he had said that was nagging at me. "You don't know how to mark me?" I asked him softly.

Bou pulled back enough to look into my eyes.

"No. B and me are the only demons to ever join the Bounty Hunters. There isn't much information on demons having mates so we never figured it out." He told me.

I gave him a confused look.

"Do you know how to tie your life to someone? Demons do that all the time." I asked him.

Bou seemed to think about it for a moment before he shrugged.

"I'm not sure. Why is that how we do it?" He asked.

I shrugged.

"I don't know, maybe." I said casually making Bou chuckle.

"I'll figure it out soon Acaisia." He bent down to kiss my neck. "And when I do." He kissed down on the most sensitive spot on my neck.

"I'll make sure it's right here for everyone to see."

Bou sucked on the spot hard making me let out an involuntary moan.

"f**k, I love that sound." He mumbled against my skin.

"Bou don't work me up to not f**k me again." I stated a little angry.

Bou chuckled then pulled back.

"Mark me. Just one mark. And I will f**k you whenever, where ever, and as much as you want baby." He said in that deep voice he uses.

Bou's hand snaked between us down to my jeans. He undid the button and zipper before shoving his hand in to cup my p***y. I moaned as I threw my head back.

"So f*****g wet for me." He whispered then pressed another kiss to my neck.

Bou slipped his fingers through my slick folds making me gasp and cling to him.

"Come on baby." He whispered. "Just think of all the fun we can have once you mark me."

Bou started circling my clit making me pant.

"I've played with this p***y enough to know I would fill you right up." He mumbled against my lips and then kissed me deeply.

"Bou..." I breathed against his full lips.

"f**k Acaisia. I want you so bad." He whispered as his fingers worked me up.

"Take me then." I whispered back completely breathless.

Bou pulled back to look me in the eyes. I was panting and moaning as his expert fingers played with my p***y. The look in Bou's eyes almost broke me. He was looking at me with so much longing, so much pain. It was strange how that look was building me up further and further. "Mark me." He tried again.

I was just about to give in. I was just about to throw my body into him and mark him. Then I would take him and f**k him for hours. I was so close to giving in.

Unfortunately Bou was all too excited while he played with me and just when I was about to give in my o****m burst through my body.

"f**k! Bou!" I yelled out his name as I came.

Bou worked me until my o****m was over. I thought that he was going to keep going but he pulled his hand out of me and up to his lips. He sucked all of my juices off of his fingers and I was feeling the need to jump his bones again.

My mate gripped my chin and pulled me towards him. He captured my lips with his kissing me passionately. It's always passionate with Bou. I wanted to deepen the kiss, to have more of him, but he pulled away from me.

"Come on. I know you're tired after all of that bullshit and I need to hold you." He said as he walked us over to the bed. "Sit." He ordered and I obeyed.

Bou took off my shoes and socks. Then he gently pushed me back so that he could take my jeans off. I was now in just a T-shirt and my soaking wet panties. Bou reached down to rip my panties off of my body as well. When he reached up to lift my shirt off I let him but couldn't help myself when I complained.

"Why do I have to be completely naked?" I grumbled.

"I told you. You have to be as naked as me to sleep in my bed." He told me while he stripped out of his own clothes.

I scoffed.

"This isn't your bed." I stated.

Bou shrugged.

"It is for the time being." He said.

"You didn't make me do this last night." I grumbled out again.

Bou climbed in the bed and wrapped me up in his arms.

"I wanted to, but you were already all grumpy. Then I tried to get you naked but.." He trailed off probably not wanting to bring up the fact that I cried.

"It's fine Bou. I'll sleep naked with you jeez." I teased him.

"I make no promises not to wake you up with my head between your legs." He said then kissed my cheek.

"We could just do that now." I offered.

Bou shuddered behind me.

"No." He shook his head, sounding more like he was talking to himself than me.

I wiggled my butt against his already hard c**k. Gods, I swear he is always hard. Bou has a huge d**k, I assume most s*x demons would but holy f**k. I just want it in me so bad. I want to feel full of him. I was slowly starting to crumble and give in to his stupid condition.

"Don't start with me baby please." Bou literally begged.

"Why?" I asked as I pushed my a*s into him again.

Bou groaned loudly making me giggle.

"You need rest that's why." He stated as he hands roamed down to grab my a*s cheeks. "f**k I love your booty." He told me making me giggle again.

"Play with it then." I ordered, pushing my a*s into his hands.

Bou groaned and I could feel his hands hesitate, but eventually he gave in. It only took him maybe 30 seconds before he started to knead and massage my butt cheeks. I moaned dramatically as he worked my cheeks.

When Bou started to spread them and let go watching my a*s jiggle I waited for the perfect moment. Bou spread my cheeks again and this time right when he let go I pushed back against his hard member. My a*s cheeks still jiggled, but I could feel his rock hard, throbbing c**k between them. I sighed dreamily.

"Fuuuck Acaisia." Bou moaned out.

I started wiggling up and down. It wasn't much friction but it was enough to get us both worked up. I was becoming so wet that it was dripping to my a*s as I moved. Minutes later Bou was sliding between my a*s cheeks with ease. I wasn't even moving anymore, he was taking complete control. Something I was slowly realizing I really like.

My first mate was the only other male I ever let dominate me. At the time I thought that was what I was supposed to do. After everything I never let another man dominate me. I controlled everything in the bedroom or where ever I was having s*x at.

Bou was starting to make me realize what I really wanted. I should have never submitted so easily to my first mate. I didn't know myself back then, not sexually. I know myself a bit better now but I was drowning out the memory of my first mate with all the d***s | could replace for the last couple years.

Bou is a whole new experience. We take turns being the dominate ones. I love it.

"You are so f*****g wet. I'm soaked, and I'm not even by your p***y." Bou moaned behind me.

"You could be if you just gave in to me." I told him.