The Tormented Mate
Chapter 29

*Emily’s POV*

It has been only 3 days since I gave birth and I still cannot stop looking at him. He is precious and the greatest baby. He never cries and he is a spitting image of me. I love him so much but when he grasps my finger with his hand I cannot control when I feel a pang in my heart. I do not understand it. Having a child with Zack is not how I ever pictured it. I feel like we live in separate areas of the house now. He never comes around me and the baby. I always thought he would be a great father but so far, he has not showed me that he does not even want to be a dad. As I begin to feed Tyler, Zack opens the door to the bedroom.

“I have someone I would like you to meet.” He says to me as he comes to stand beside me.

A woman comes into the room and comes to shake my hand. “Hello, my name is Lacy. I am going to be your new nanny.” She says to me smiling.

Looking at Zack confusingly. “Why did you hire a nanny? We do not need a nanny. Furthermore, I do not want a nanny. No offense Lacy.”

Zack smiles at the nanny. “Could you give us just a couple minutes?”

“Sure thing.” She says and leaves the room.

Zack turns to me and sits beside me on the bed. I look into his eyes and feel my mind space out. Zack holds my head between his hands and speaks to me. “You will allow the nanny to care for our child and you will be more concerned with your time with me.” He lets my head go and I blink a few times before looking at him and kissing him. He k****s me back and leaves the room. A few seconds later he and Lacy reenter the room. She reaches for Tyler and I have him over to her. She takes him from the room leaving me and Zack alone.

He looks at me seductively. “I have been waiting for some alone time with you.”

I smile at him sweetly. “It’s a good thing I am wolf and heal quickly or you would be waiting for a while to have s*x.”

He slides beside me onto the bed and slides his hand up my shirt. He uses his thumb to circle my n****e. His other hand goes underneath my underwear and he teases sliding a finger in between my folds. I use my hand to wrap around his length. Using my hand to glide up and down. I can feel him grow in my hand. He stops circling my n****e to use his hands to take off my shirt and underwear. He sits on his knees and stares me up and down. A m**n escapes through his mouth as I continue rubbing his c**k. He spreads my legs and positions himself between them. He grinds against me before entering me slowly, holding my eye contact as he pushes into me. I scratch my nails down his back and cry out from the pleasure.

“I want you to beg me for your o****m.” He says to me.

I waste no time. “Please let me come, you are driving me crazy!”

He starts to gain speed and puts my legs over his shoulders so he can slide in deeper. I am so close to o****m that my mouth begins to water. I hear his m***s and know he is close to o****m also. A few seconds later I feel his warm seed fill me up and the warmness causes me to o****m clenching around his c**k. He collapses on top of me.

“I am glad that having a baby hasn’t caused any problems in the s*x department.” He says smiling.

“Me too. I don’t know what I would do if I couldn’t have s*x with you anymore.”

I snuggle into him and fall asleep. I drift off into a deep dream where I once again see a black wolf running with my white one. This time my dream is different. We have 3 little pups running around us. All of them look so familiar, but I do not know why. I do not know any other wolves. The black wolf comes and nuzzles against my neck. I feel so comfortable with him and those eyes look so familiar. We replace a spot that overlooks a river and sit side by side. The pups are playing behind us.

“I love you.” He says to me.

“I love you too” I say back.

“We have made a pretty good little pack of our own, but I think we could use another pack member.” He hints at me.

“I could have a thousand pups with you.”

We sit in silence watching the river flow and listening to our pups play behind us. What is his name? Why am I having this dream? This does not make any sense to me. Maybe this is my self-conscious telling me I have another future. I know my mate is waiting for me out there, this must be him. I wish I knew his name. This future seems sad to me in one way though. Tyler is not pictured with my pups. It saddens me to know that he will never be a full wolf. He will not stop aging at 20, he will never shift, and he will never share the same heightened capabilities that wolves do. I push my thoughts aside and drift off into a deeper sleep.