The Werewolf King’s Runaway Queen
Chapter 106

Alissa's

POV

I looked out of the window of the moving bus.

I don't know how long I've been here but I feel like I've been traveling forever.

I don't know where I'm heading and I don't know what I'm going to do when I get there.

I can't go back to Sol.

I can't go to any other pack.

I refuse to go Rogue either.

I'm so lost right now and I have no one to rely on this time.

I don't have aunt Livi and I can't even rely on myself either.

It's all a mess.

I'm a mess.

I sighed as I massage my temple.

I kept looking out the window and ended up falling asleep.

I woke up when the bus came to a halt and everyone was going down.

I did the same as I grabbed my bag.

I got out of the bus and looked around.

I was in the middle of nowhere with no plans whatsoever.

What am I supposed to do from here on out?

I sighed and started walking wherever until I found a convenience store.

I bought a drink and a map then I got out and sat in front the store.

I stared at the map for a while.

Now, where do I go?

I sighed when I still couldn't make up my mind.

I bought a snack then made my way back to the road where I walked.

I walked for more than an hour until I reached another gas station.

I went to the bathroom and it looked awful but I really couldn't care less.

When I was living as a rogue, I saw and experienced the same filthy places.

After I relieved myself I sat down on a shade and looked at the map again.

There will be a little town in a few minutes and I'm sure there will be a place to stay in there.

A motel or whatever.

I'm still in the middle of nowhere so I'm really not sure where I'm heading whatsoever.

I rested only for a bit and started walking again.

After some time, I saw a motel so I went there, checked the rates, booked the cheapest one for 2 nights.

That should be enough time to think where I'd be heading and enough time to rest since it's been a long journey from the Palace to where I am. And I've never looked back. Not once.

I went upstairs of the motel and made my way to the room I booked.

I looked around first being cautious of ky surroundings.

Then, I opened the room.

It was a shabby little room.

It was obvious that the place was poorly maintained with the old furniture and walls.

The sheets atleast looked new so that was something to be glad about.

I made the room dark and looked for hidden cameras if there were any and any recording tech as well.

Fortunately, there was none so I secured my bag and flopped down the bed.

I stared at the ceiling for a little while.

Then I got up and made my way to the bathroom.

The bathroom room was the same condition as the bedroom as expected but it was definitely better than the one in the gad station earlier.

I took a quick shower, dried myself off with the old clothes then cleaned the clothes so I could dry them off before I leave here.

I then changed into a set of fresh clothes and went straight to bed.

Not like I have much of a choice anyway.

I again just stared at the ceiling.

I was close to going insane, I swear.

My body still ached all over and the pain of the bond breaking was still there but I've learned to ignore it.

Like I said, I've become numb.

I just stared at the ceiling until I fell asleep.

Then, I suddenly found myself in the forest.

Instead of being happy and at peace ti be there, I felt nothing but anger and despair.

I forced myself to wake up and I gasped awake.

I sat up and massaged the bridge of my nose.

I don't want to associate myself with that place anymore.

In fact, I disassociated myself from my werewolf identity the moment I got out of the Palace territory.

I will no longer acknowledge my life as a werewolf.

The only thing I'll acknowledge is my wolf and I know that she's sad and in conflict with it but she understands me.

She understands the pain. She understands the feeling of betrayal. The feeling of helplessness so although it's difficult for her, she supports me in my decision.

I'll no longer be part of a pack.

Nor will I be a rogue.

From now on, I'm an outcast.

I will remain that way until I replace an actual good reason to go back and reconnect to me werewolf identity.

Until then, I don't want anything that has to do with being a werewolf.

I tried falling asleep multiple times and every time I woke up in the forest, I forced myself awake.

That happened multiple times until it finally didn't and I was able to finally get some proper sleep in my system.

I woke up hours later at noon.

I got up looked around.

Luckily, I was till in the same shtty room as earlier and wasn't magically transported back to the Palace.

I grabbed my valuable things then hid the rest of my stuff and decided to go out to get some fresh air because the room felt stuffy.

I went out of my room, walked downstairs and got out of the hotel building.

I realized that it was time for thr sun to set.

I remember how I used to love sunsets. How I adored them so much.

But now, the thought of it makes me want to go blind.

Why?

Because when the sun sets, the moon comes and I'm certain that I've stopped my fondness of the moon.

Instead of watching the sunset, I walked away.

There wasn't much around except the road and basically the unknown.

I was in the middle of nowhere after all.

I walked for minutes until I finally decided to stop when I saw a pile of gravel.

I went to the pile and made my way up then casually sat down there.

I took out the map from my pocket and looked at it again.

When I left the Palace, I absolutely had nothing in mind except getting out of there.

I have no plan.

No goals.

Absolutely nothing.

The first time I left when I was a teenager, I atleast had a goal.

Now, I have nothing except from grief, depression and a lot of resentment.

If I'm being honest, those feelings alone will keep me alive for a good few years.

I stared at the map and mentally noted the places that was the farthest from where I used to be.

The father I am, the better.

In fact, if I ever get a chance, I might just go overseas.

Have I ever done that in my entire life?

No, absolutely not.

But if I had the opportunity, I'll take it.

To where?

Well, I'll need a bigger map for that one.

As for my plan when I get to my goal destination at the moment, I'll need to think of it when I get there.

I could get a job as a teacher aide since I technically don't have a degree but I do have experience.

If I'm unable to do that, I'll probably resort to being a beggar.

So...

Option 1: Teacher's Aide

Earn money with the skill I've learned with the pups in Sol and start a new life. Possibly cry myself to sleep every day as I remember my own unborn pup. Option 2: Beggar

Earn money and live in the streets.

Option 2 is definitely a lot easier and less emotionally draining.

I chuckled at the thought.

I hanged out for a little bit longer since I liked the cool breeze of air.

After some time, I decided to head back because it's never a good idea to fall asleep in a pile of gravel.

Not once did I look at the sky because I didn't even want to take a glance of the moon now.

I walked back and took my time because it's not like I have a lot going in my life except hell and misery.

As I got closer to the motel, I saw a truck and it pulled up to the motel.

I saw a man rush out of the cat and inside the motel.

A few minutes later he got out again and went back to his car.

My brows furrowed as I watched him pull something only to realize it was a someone.

Then, I saw him grab her by the hair and my blood immediately boiled as I increased the speed of my pace.

"Don't you fcking say a word, you btch. You've already given me enough trouble for the day" he said grabbing her hair aggressively.

The girl whimpered in pain.

He tried to drag her inside but she resisted.

"What the hell don't you understand, you stupid piece of sht?" he hissed at her and suddenly slapped her.

The girl burst into tears as he continued to try and drag her inside.

"Stop fcking resisting!" he screamed at her.

By that time, I finally reached them and just when he was about to slap her again...

"Yo, a-hole" I said and when he turned his head to look at me, I punched him on the nose.

He stumbled back letting go of the girl amd falling on his back with a groan.

The girl almost fell to her knees but I caught her in my arms as she sobbed.

"What the fck, btch? Who the hell do you think you are?!" the man shouted as his nose bled.

I looked at the girl and assisted her in the corner and secured her in a spot.

Then, I looked at the man again as he struggled to get back to his feet.

He's lucky that I only made his nose bleed.

I could've knocked him out cold but I didn't.

I also could've killed him with one blow but I didn't do that either, did I?

"What do you think you're doing, you fvking cvnt?!" he said pissed off at me.

I tilted my head to the side a little as I looked at him.

What a terrible piece of garbage this one was.

"What? Are you fcking dumb? Why won't you answer me, you little sht?!" he shouted.

"Cuss at me one more time and I'll make sure the next blow knocks you out cold for a month in the ICU, you fcking bstard. You'll wake up without nothing else except your shtty attitude" I said. The man chuckled.

"We'll see about that, pretty girl" he said and he started attacking me.

He had a pretty bug buold but it was no use against me.

Despite being in poor condition, I could still beat the sht out of this guy. I was and always will be skilled in combat.

I'll always be above average from a human even in a weak state.

I dodged every attack he wa throwing at me and I knew he was surprised that I'm able to do that.

Eventually, he got frustrated and he screamed at me.

I smirked and with one swift move, my fist landed on his face and he fell to the ground with a thud.

He was knocked out called and I was sure that he wouldn't be waking up anytime soon.

All he's good at is talking.

I shook my head in disbelief.

Then, I looked at the direction of the girl to see her curled into a ball as she shivered in fear.

I sighed.

Poor girl.

I kicked the man and took his car keys from him then I walked over to the girl.

I stopped a meter away from her amd crouched down.

"Hey" I called out softly.

"He's not going to bother you anytime soon. Look for yourself" I said.

The girl lifted her head up and looked at the direction of the man.

She seemed in shock to see him.

I stared at her face and she definitely looked younger than me.

Her face is wet from crying and his eyes are all red.

"You should get out from here. Take this" I said and gave her the key.

She looked at the key and then at me.

"I-I don't k-know h-how to d-drive. I d-don't know w-w-where I a-am either" she cried.

I bit my lower lip and sighed.

I took out my map and gave it to her.

"Find your home location and I'll drive you back" I said and gave the map to her then stood up.

She got a hold of my wrist and I looked at her curiously.

"W-where are y-you g-going?" she said.

"I'll put him aside. He can't be laying around in front of the motel, can he?" I said and she looked at me stunned.

I gave her an assuring smile and walked over to the guy.

I frowned that I'd need to hold him so I searched for anything and found a piece of cloth on his truck and put it on the man's wrist before I dragged his unconscious body.

The girl looked horrified.

"Don't worry, he's not dead. Just unconscious. Possibly in a coma" I said as I continued to drag him to the side and behind a dumpster.

I'll deal with it later.

The girl finally located where she lived and we got in the truck.

She was pretty hesitant but she forced herself inside.

I stared the car and she flinched.

"It's okay" I assured her and she nodded.

She sat on the shotgun seat and I didn't dare talk to her.

She needed time to process things and that's okay.

But for some reason, I sympathized with her.

We have very different situations but we both feel helpless.

And maybe that was why I went through the extremes to help her.

Because I could sympathize eith her pain.

I sighed at the thought.

Life really is so messed up.