Waited For The Luna
Chapter 15

I heard Luka broke up with Ellie and she didn’t take it too well on the other hand Collin and I’s relationship was growing, and it was bothering Noah a little. So he sat me down one afternoon to talk.

“What if you replace your mate Bells. You shouldn’t be this serious with Collin.” Noah worriedly said. But I knew he didn’t mean any harm.

“I already found him, Noah. And his everything I despise. Collin is perfect. He takes care of me.” I answered.

His brows turned into a frown “Who is he and why didn’t you tell us?” He said.

“He’s nothing of importance Noah. You don’t have to worry. I just know everything was a mistake. This mating thing is a curse to us werewolves. I want to freely choose who I love. And I chose Collin.”

“You don’t know because you haven’t felt it. Mates are not just there because the moon goddess matched us. Your soul loved him way before you met him. You were meant to be together because your souls need each other, you confide with one another and build each other’s strength. It’s more than just an attraction, it makes you feel whole.” He said.

“That’s unfair. We live our own lives, so we should love freely. Why depend on someone else for strength? I’d rather be a human if that’s the case.” I stubbornly replied.

“Then why do people get divorced?” I rolled my eyes and stayed silent, not knowing what to say.

“Werewolves are different we only love one person and we remain loyal to the wolf we mark for the rest of our lives. We’re built differently than humans. It’s more than just getting a boost of strength, more than just living. As corny as it sounds it feels like she’s the air you breathe, and you’ll only want to protect them.” Noah replied.

I guess that this supernatural phenomenon doesn’t feel as pleasant as Noah sounds because I’ve been tied to the devil.

“It’s only as good as it sounds because Abigail loves you and you love her.” Not wanting to prolong the conversation I stood up and went to my room. I then looked at my bracelet after a few minutes I felt a surging pain in my stomach. The bracelets’ effect wore off and I was breaking sweats on my forehead. It didn’t feel like when Luka touched Ellie. It was far from that. A mixture of different emotions that were exploding in my body all at once. Emotions pointing to Luka.

Macy was right. I can now feel the mate bond stampeding in my body.

‘You need mate. The bond is still here’ Tala said.

‘No! He can go to hell!’ I told her.

Whatever this pain was I would never let it kill me. I stood up and drank a painkiller I made earlier. The physical pain subsided a little, while my brain was on a roller coaster of confusion.

I quickly asked to meet Collin in the woods. When I got there he was smiling at me eating his sandwich.

“Hello, gorgeous! What’s wrong? You look pale.” He asked looking at my sickly face.

“The bracelet wore off.” I told him as I was sobbing in pain and he hugged me.

“It’s so painful Collin I need you to take it away. I need you to stop this!” I begged him.

“What do you want me to do Bell?” He looked at my tearing eyes.

“Take the pain away.” After saying that I kissed him hard and invaded my lips with his mouth. I slowly tear off his clothes.

“Are you sure?” He asked me.

I nodded and he ravage my body and tore my clothes off. He kneaded my breast and kissed my neck. I needed this to forget about Luka. I needed the pain to conceal it. S*x to occupy my mind with only the thoughts of our lovemaking.

He then kissed me all the way down to my stomach and slowly licked my clit. He was eyeing me before he closed his eyes as he took in the taste. To be honest it felt good but uncomfortable at the same time. He then went back to k**s my face as he played with my clit before inserting a finger inside me. Feeling surprised about the situation, I gave gentle m***s. He kissed me and I can taste myself on his tongue. I grabbed his hard manhood to shove it inside me but he stopped me.

“Bellamy no! Not yet. You’ll hurt yourself” he said. I waited as he fingered me with two fingers stretching my v****a. It felt uncomfortable at first. I clung to his shoulders digging my claws on his back.

“Are you ready?” He asked. I needed this. Luka can never give me this.

He slowly entered me after wearing a condom and allowed me to adjust to his length. He was quite big. It hurts like hell but he kissed my face and reassured me everything was going to be okay. I calmed down as he gently went in and out.

I felt pain in my stomach.

‘Bellamy stop you’re hurting mate’

I shut Tala out. I don’t care if he gets hurt, if he can sleep around with other women then I too can sleep with another man. That doesn’t make me a slut or traitor.

It felt really good it took a good few minutes before he finished and disposed of the condom. I sat down and wore my clothes. He then kissed me on my forehead.

“Was that revenge?” He looked at me. And I instantly felt regret.

“You’re my boyfriend. We’ve been together for a few weeks so there’s nothing wrong with what we did.” I defended, leaning to him for a hug.

“Does it hurt?” He asked but I didn’t reply. “Once I’ve marked you, you’ll only feel for me. You don’t have to feel guilty now it’s not your fault.” He said.

Collin was the perfect boyfriend. He cared for me and made sure I was comfortable. I was happy I gave it to him. He lifted the weight I felt for a while.

“When are you going back to your pack?” I asked.

“Once my Luna is ready.” He playfully replied pinching my nose.

“You’ve been here for almost a month. What’s the thing you’re dealing with Alpha White?” I asked.

“I’m actually visiting different packs as Alpha training I need to know who I can treat as an alliance in case I get into trouble as well as no their ways in the pack. We’re also looking into the missing she-wolves that’s been going on for a decade. This happened to be my last stop so I decided to stay a little longer.” He replied as we lied on our back.

“Are you going to the b***d moon party?” I asked.

“Why are you going with someone else?” He teased as he hugged me tightly. “I love you, Bellamy.”

I don’t know why but when said that I teared up. I couldn’t say it back, it didn’t feel right. The mate bond is here and it was hard to ignore it.