Waited For The Luna
Chapter 50

I opened Noah’s messages and sighed deeply, as I caressed my baby bump. “Are you ready to see daddy, baby? I can’t do this on my own okay. I’ve caused him so much pain I don’t think I can shamelessly bring myself to him again.” I somehow felt my stomach fluttered. “Okay, let’s call uncle first. I’m scared but you have to help me coax them into forgiving me. hehe” Talking to my growing baby had always amused me. He was the only thing I have inside this walled place.

After hesitating for a moment I then dialed Noah. The call didn’t go through the first time around so I tried again. After a few rounds, the call didn’t go through. Noah was probably in the middle of work. I was feeling a little tired so I gave up and went to have my lunch and then rested in the afternoon.

I was woken up by the ringing on my phone, when I checked the caller ID there were 15 missed calls from Noah, 10 were from Dad. Can’t believe I didn’t hear the rings the first few around.

I wanted to answer but I was feeling anxious. I sat down and contemplated whether I should. I know once I hear their voices I won’t be able to speak, especially if the voice was from Luka.

I then caressed my stomach. “I’m doing this for you.”

I then answered the next call.

“Bellamy! Where the hell have you been? We’ve been looking for you for months.” Thank goddess it was Noah. Upon hearing his tired voice I broke down. I couldn’t utter a single word for a few minutes. “Bellamy! Are you alright? Honey, you have to tell me where you are. I promise everything will be okay.” He added. I could hear a commotion in the background. The voices of Abigail and Dad were evident.

“It’s okay….. Noah, I’m alright.” I answered. But I wasn’t. I was terrified.

“What’s wrong why do you sound weak? Is someone hurting you?” I was sobbing at this rate. The whole day I had constructed sentences of what to say but upon hearing Noah. My big brother, my biggest protector, I couldn’t bring myself to say anything.

“Bellamy, inhale deeply twice just so I know you’re okay.” He was probably growing anxious at this point.

“Noah..” I cried. Probably my raging hormones were to blame as well, but I also felt ashamed for bringing this to them. I had to stop all the trouble I’ve caused them and just go with it. “I’m in a village called Estrelle.”

“It’ll be okay alright. We’ll go there and get you. You just hold on.” Noah said.

“You will?” “Cause I’m so scared Noah. I feel like I’m going to die alone and I won’t be with any of you.” I admitted. I was in so much pain and I needed them to take my child once I’d given birth. I know I could go in premature labor so it was best to have my family here in case that happens. I also owe it to them to say goodbye before I lose my life. The first month I was hopeful I’d be able to get through this but with how my body was deteriorating every day, I knew I would shut down but I have to hold on for the baby.

“What’s happening? Is someone threatening you?”

“No, Noah. No one is threatening me. Please tell Luka I’m sorry and I’m sorry for leaving without a word.”

“Is that Bellamy. Let me talk to her.” I heard my dad say. But I dropped the line. I can’t bring myself to talk to him. I was embarrassed for causing him all this trouble. If hadn’t taken me in when I was young he wouldn’t be in distress.

I cried hard after that call my pillows were all wet. But it was a cry of relief. It didn’t felt bad as I thought it would be. They’d probably be here in a day or two.

“Thank you, baby. I’m sorry I’ll probably have to leave you with daddy, but I’ll do my best. I don’t want you growing up without a mommy.” I was scared and knew I was dying but I know that I still have to hold on for this little one and Luka. If I was alone I would’ve just gotten up and gone without a word and trace. But he needs a family, he needs his parents. Luka needs me to care for him and I couldn’t leave him now that we have a child.

When I was 18, I left Luka because I held a grudge against him, he betrayed me and hurt me and it was the most sensible thing I could do back then. When I was 21 and we met again, I chose to pursue my career over him. By that time he was changed and would give me the world just so I can go home. When I was 26, I came back and he didn’t force me to go home with him, he let me do as I please and sacrificed his time for me. I got abducted and died once.

When I woke up I chose to spend every waking day of my second life with him, and yet here we have separated once again by a force both me and him can’t fight. Just when I finally decided to put our relationship first. I was going to move to a hospital near the pack to do my residency, that way I could’ve resided in the pack with him, but my plans were all jinxed.

When I found out that there was a way for the venom not to poison me, I found out I was pregnant and there is no way in hell I was going to kill him. I love him with all my heart now. Both him and his father.

“Dear goddess, if you didn’t want me mated to the alpha then you shouldn’t have written that in our books. I only pray you to save me for my child and if that’s not permitted, then please help Luka get through this.” People tend to become religious when in front of death. In my case, I was really exhausted. It was like I was a punching bag or a doll being played at. I never wanted a simple life but this life sure has a lot of plot twists.

I was tossing and turning that night. My mind was filled with thoughts of excitement. I was scared but somehow excited to see my family again. I woke up late the following day. A few whispers were inside my bedroom and my cheeks were cupped in warm hands.