Waited For The Luna
Chapter 52

Thomas dragged a frustrated Noah out of the room. Leaving me and Bellamy in an abyss of silence you can hear a pin drop. I too was deeply hurt by her decision. She could’ve put herself first, I’m sure the baby would understand. I lowered my head for a long time before she broke the silence.

“Luka.” She softly whispered. “Talk to me.”

“You’re leaving me… again,” I replied still bowing my head. She then pushed herself near me and cupped my cheeks, lifting my head to face her.

“I won’t Luka. Why do I have a feeling you’re not happy with this child?”

“It’s going to kill you. You’re risking your life for that– “

“This is my baby Luka and yours as well. We should be in on this. Out of all the people, it’s you who should understand me.” Any threat made to the child seemed to tic a nerve in her. Her face darkened her eyes were filled with hurt.

“Yes, Bellamy! It should’ve been both of us but you left remember! You made this decision on your own when out of all the people I should be the first one to know.” I couldn’t hold my emotions at this point. I’m getting sick and tired of her running away. “How many years do we have to spend apart Bellamy? Or you’ve already decided to leave me completely.”

She looked at me and opened her mouth but no words came out. I didn’t want to stress her any longer so I left the room. When I got to the corridor Alli was walking towards me with seriousness on his face.

“Alpha White, there is something I need to discuss.” He calmly said. I nodded and followed him to his office.

“Her test results came in an hour ago. I have to be straightforward with you. There is a possibility that both the mother and the child won’t survive through childbirth. Bellamy’s heart is weak and her body is not a healthy environment for the baby to go in. He has a weak heart and could be affected by the toxins inside his mother.” My heart dropped. Not only will I lose her, but the thought of losing my child also stung.

“Is there any other way?” I said heaving at every word.

“I’m afraid the only way is to terminate the pregnancy. Wait for her to get better and then flush all the venom in her system. If they do survive childbirth, which I think would happen in a few weeks due to all the stress, we may have a very slim chance of saving her. But rest assured we will do our best.”

“You better do your best or goddess knows how that would turn out if it didn’t.” Frustrated I left his office and went back to my private room to think. I can’t bring myself to face Bellamy again.

I was deep in my thoughts when I heard a knock on my door.

“You’re gonna convince her right. You’re not letting her keep it.” The news must’ve reached Thomas and Noah.

“She won’t listen to me.”

“I protected her since she was little. The first-night dad brought her home I told myself that I would do my best to be the best big brother. And look at me now. I can’t even protect her from this.” Noah was breaking down. “Talk to her Luka. She won’t listen to anyone but she might.”

“Don’t worry brother,” I assured him as his alpha but also his brother. But to be honest I didn’t know what to do as well. When we stepped out into Bellamy’s room, Thomas gave us privacy. Bellamy was playing with her fingernails while crying.

“It’s getting you both killed now.”

“The moon goddess has played her tricks at me again. I’m a bad mother. I can’t even protect my own child.” She helplessly said.

“Bellamy, honey. We have to decide now. It won’t do the both of you any good.” I said holding her hand. She turned her face to the side close to her shoulders forcing her tears back.

“I can’t kill my child Luka. I’d rather die than do that. I’m a doctor, I save lives. What kind of doctor and mother would I be if I have my child’s b***d on my hands.” She said her voice was laced with anger.

“Honey, I just want what’s best for you. Can’t you understand?” I comforted her, I regretted giving her stress.

“I’ll hold on Luka. He will live even if I die. I know he will. Baby’s strong he’s gonna get through this. And he’s gonna need you.” She said as she caressed her baby bump. She seemed to have lost all rationality. I stood up because of all the pressure building on my chest.

“You’re not gonna leave me, Bellamy! I won’t allow it.” I told her.

“I’m not Luka. But there are things that are out of my control. I called you so you can be part of this so you can raise our child well.” She said.

“You think I can raise it knowing that it has killed you. I won’t Bellamy! And you’re not even sure if he’s going to live. You’re leaving me and you’re taking my son with you. Have you thought how I could live or the fact that my body would be able to go on if that ever happened?”

“Why can’t you just be happy that you’re going to be a father!”

“Because I won’t!”

“Just leave us alone Luka. At this point, you’re the one who’s going to kill us.”

I didn’t answer and stayed glued to my spot.

“I said leave me and my child alone! You’re now worthy to be his father! You want your son killed! Leave us alone and don’t ever show your face.” She threw a glass at me that shattered on the ground.

I needed to kill to calm down with all the heat building up in my head. I stormed out of the room as she said and went to the forest to hunt. I needed to kill to release all my frustrations towards Bellamy.